Pleasure planet, the meth and porn saga

[amphetamineFIEND]

Smoked a point of crystal and without even thinking I immediately descend into a panic state....my girlfriend will be coming home from work soon, I need to cap, I need to watch porn I MUST, I don't wanna fuck I don't wanna deal with other ppls shit...I frantically book a hotel room on Agoda.. I pack my things in a hurry, lube, buttplug, pipe, lighter. I drive high as fook to the hotel, I check in, I smoke an unholy amount, bring up the porn on my phone, HD well produced shit from sinfulxx CURSE THAT SITE,...it's a land of pleasure...I smoke, sneakily to not offset an alarm or smell, I smoke more than 2 points, txt dealer get another 2 points, fap, smoke that shit, fucked outta my mind.... buttplug inserted, in that state I would die for it...even when I feel my body trembling, sweating, feeling like I'm on the brink of overdose I fukin smoke till my lips are bleeding and peeling from being so dry and covered in yellow residue and when I cum, I don't even cum, I have an out of body experience seeing myself in third person, no control of my motor functions, having a seizure while the flood gates of my dick blast open, my phone turned off for hours on end...not telling anyone where I am or where I went, the pleasure...a world of it. Other worldly, like we invaded pleasure planet and mined it for all it's worth, it's unholy, even if I deny it I know the pleasure is other worldly, I smoke so much that I burn through 2 fucking new Bic lighters.... I cum like the fkin girl in the exorcist movie....god help us all.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

glad you booked a room for it.

Instead of some inappropriate place . But you don't need Meth for this people get sex addiction' s all the time sober, or on Amphetamine or MDMA. Remember 'No Fap'.

Buth meth seems to top it.

 

[ItzCritz]

glad you booked a room for it.

Instead of some inappropriate place . But you don't need Meth for this people get sex addiction' s all the time sober, or on Amphetamine or MDMA. Remember 'No Fap'.

Buth meth seems to top it.

Is no fap your advice , or is that another Bluelighters screen name ?

 

[ItzCritz]

I used to do a similar run with Crack since I was paranoid to smoke in my apartment when I had no roomamtes, and then the apartement where I had room mates woulda been perfect upper floor, seperated from neighbors so they can't smell. BUT THE ROOMMATES, until we all became stuck in a binge, anyways Yeah score crack, go to hotel room, smoke way to fast, SCORE crack again if lucky. Wanting to chop off a finger, as punishment for smoking so freaking fast, that only the first hit zooted me, and the rest is basically 200$ being wasted and no high... Ugh can't ever go back to smoking stims days, it will be the death of me. I CAN NOT STOP, and it's only with stims and smoking for whatever reason.

Smoked a point of crystal and without even thinking I immediately descend into a panic state....my girlfriend will be coming home from work soon, I need to cap, I need to watch porn I MUST, I don't wanna fuck I don't wanna deal with other ppls shit...I frantically book a hotel room on Agoda.. I pack my things in a hurry, lube, buttplug, pipe, lighter. I drive high as fook to the hotel, I check in, I smoke an unholy amount, bring up the porn on my phone, HD well produced shit from sinfulxx CURSE THAT SITE,...it's a land of pleasure...I smoke, sneakily to not offset an alarm or smell, I smoke more than 2 points, txt dealer get another 2 points, fap, smoke that shit, fucked outta my mind.... buttplug inserted, in that state I would die for it...even when I feel my body trembling, sweating, feeling like I'm on the brink of overdose I fukin smoke till my lips are bleeding and peeling from being so dry and covered in yellow residue and when I cum, I don't even cum, I have an out of body experience seeing myself in third person, no control of my motor functions, having a seizure while the flood gates of my dick blast open, my phone turned off for hours on end...not telling anyone where I am or where I went, the pleasure...a world of it. Other worldly, like we invaded pleasure planet and mined it for all it's worth, it's unholy, even if I deny it I know the pleasure is other worldly, I smoke so much that I burn through 2 fucking new Bic lighters.... I cum like the fkin girl in the exorcist movie....god help us all.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

Is no fap your advice , or is that another Bluelighters screen name ?

A documentary about (mostly) men addicted to jerking off. To the point of erectile disfunction and skin hanging of. And the shame that often like drug use accompanies such activities.

In order to stop and get a community they created the 'No Fap' movement. I watch a lot of documentary s. But it could have been a Mocumentary. (which is fictional)

So no as long as you feel okay. Fap away, including the girl's!