Hey, man, I do appreciate the vote(s) of confidence and trust but I gotta tell everyone that I am feeling a little anxious about this ATM (maybe pop 1mg alp may help).

Um, not sure where that leaves us.
I came here for help and got more than I needed. I stayed because I felt amongst my peers and found ya'll
were my peers. Real people/Real Issues. I will remain here probably until that day comes when it's time for me to check out, I get banned, the interweb is destroyed, I am no longer sentient, the good lord jesus comes back or other act(s) of "god". There are also times when I feel depleted and empty and will bounce for a couple days to recharge otherwise I will snap and pop.
That said; many know I have a full time job (

) and cannot be around always. I know there is no such expectations. My time off is not always permissible to get online as a lot of domestic shit is going on and I never know what's next (normal stull that does not include physical or mental cruelty, optimally hahah). So mostly will just continue as I have since signing up a couple years ago.
Don't get me wrong... I will ban the fuck outta MFs if pushed the wrong way and will do it in a nanosecond. JK... thinking about that movie Blazing Saddle and how homie says,
Badges..? We don't need no stinking badges." Funny shit I tell ya what.
Enough of the rambling. Gotta help wifey prep garden for a minute but wont be there long either as I am a tired bitch right now and need rest.
Will take that 1mg alp and revisit innafew.
Always love for this haven and it's inhabitants. Don't make me bring the pain, eh?

See ya later, guys.
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