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SIED Moderators: Genetic Freak | Serotonin101
Please Welcome our New Moderator Serotonin101!
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Hah! Never. It's great to be here as a mod now. Luckily we don't have too many fuckers that need a gentle reminder what we're about here. It's an honor and I couldn't be more thankful. 10 months cigarette free today as well, 20 lbs up from peak week three weeks ago, and mod stick all in the same day? Now I just need to get laid. Lmfao
I've been around BL since July of 09. Back when it was primarily an ecstasy forum, then was heavy in the bdd section when I became a junkie, and finally the dark side and sober living when I got clean. And now I'm here :D
Sounds a lot like many of the geared up friends I know. Either got pulled into bbing once they cleaned their lives up as an outlet or, like me, got pulled into rec drug use after bbing drug use lol just keep it more responsible IMO. Good to have people with a broad range of experiences
When I eat my blue heart dbol I pretend I'm going to a rave and eating some bomb ass rolls Lmfao.
RedLeader
Bluelight Crew
Ya, I've always needed extremely intense things in my life or I feel bland and depressed. Most of the drug recovery schools of thought out there are extremely boring to me. Strength sports satisfy it for me, I can transfer the addiction to this. Especially PL because of the adrenaline rushes.
And there's always that little voice in the back of my head telling me that getting high will negatively affect my performance and appetite. Nothing else in the world logically makes me not want to use.
Anyway, congrats OP. Stay out of BDD.
And there's always that little voice in the back of my head telling me that getting high will negatively affect my performance and appetite. Nothing else in the world logically makes me not want to use.
Anyway, congrats OP. Stay out of BDD.
^^^but but how will I keep up with the best dope cities in North America??
A big welcome to Moderation, you deserve it, I'm sure you'll prove to be as valuable as you have always been..
That's quite a while, in the days of Clubbing Guido, and VictorZ06 .. You've seen quite a few changes, and a few in yourself I bet.. :D
Lmfao. Good ol Guido in the lounge back then was a sight to see. And Victor pushing Grey tops like he owned the brand. Unfortunately in my time here I've lost some good friends like dextermeth. I can't even look into the BL shrine anymore. Still kinda gets me when we do the annual "when bl goes black" to honor those we lost.
Kittycat5
Bluelighter
Congrats dude. Long overdue in my opinion. One of the smartest guys around these parts if you ask me.
RedLeader
Bluelight Crew
Victor had the craziest veins I have ever seen.
The "Other board"..lol The one with tranny porn, space aliens and arm chair quarterbacks no bigger than the average skateboarder on multiple grams per week + hGH + insulin, and weighing no more than 70-80kgs giving compound advice to everyone else..
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
Guido has been struggling with addiction for years, I remember when we Moderated together he'd disappear for months only to return and the same thing happen again.. I believe he is again having similar issue... Quite sad really..!!
zephyr
Ex-Bluelighter
Guido was a mod in TL only earlier this year... sadly not around much atm, but you never know he may come back
He is still around in lurk mode.
Hes such a cool guy.
I hope he comes back and hangs out with us.
I dont come in here as I am physically awesome and tip top fit at all times (not) so if you have a pic thread of all your muscles let me know hee heee
Sadie
Bluelight Crew
Just wanted to pop my head in a say congrats 101, it's great to have you on board!
Now, get ta work slacker
Now, get ta work slacker
You had abs in the last pic I saw of you.
Anyway, here's some pics of all us PED regulars just mucking about on stage
