Please read! need all the support i can get to help kick this habit once and for all

[sick.n.tired]

Hello all,

Im sure you've all heard the story: i'm trying to kick an oxy -- or insert your drug of choice here -- habit. My goal here is to quit once and for all!!!

I wouldn't consider myself a heavy user (45-90mg a day, with a sprinkle of a bit more here and there) but have been on and off for roughly 4 years, with a solid strait streak over the past 2 years. I plan to go cold turkey and chronicle my adventure here!!! Tomorrow will be my last day using as i have a few left and quite frankly do not have the will power to not take em.

I've tried this before, made it to day 7, felt like a new person then relapsed as the thought of a lower tolerance was too hard to not test.

I've tried the sub route but ended up just abusing those (subutex) an do not want to prolong this ride, all though i know some people out there have different opinions about this method.

I've burned my last 2 connects intentionally to make it so they will not deal with me anymore as just asking them to cut me off just does not work. I have a good job, kids, and am tired of this cycle of blowing through my money an not having the means to even buy food at times. Fucked up, i know... But that why im here.

Any support or motivation words would be most helpful!

I hope this is my last day 1 ill deal with.

Thanks

 

[keeping]

best of luck with your journey mate, you might want to check out our recovery support forums, there's some great people over there who i'm sure can give you some tips!
and welcome to BL

 

[Cumminscolorado211]

I'm currently on my 2nd day kicking an oxy habit for 2 years. I quit once and relapsed. I decided to go the sub route this time. Cold turkey withdrawals are terrible. Keep your head up