sober4david
Greenlighter
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- Feb 1, 2014
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So i have been using opiates almosg everyday until recently for 4 years or so and dabbled in them before hand. This my my first post but i have beeb reading this website for years and juat wanna say thank you so very fucking much. This website is my go to for so know adays and it seems like such a wonderfull community of mostly smart and nice people. So child protective services is part of my life i have a 2 year old son and he is healthy and perfect always happy but the state placed him im the care of my mother needless to say this not an ideal situation for my son and i wi get him back into my hoom i still have custody but not freedom i not even suppose be around my alone. The whole case started over a legal medical grow but since then i have droped dirty for heroin and absolutky hatr myself for it. I got a prescription for subutek but rarely take them bc in a pos. I need advice and i know there is plenty of information on opiate addiction and such but thats not what im looking for im looking for legal drugs or drugs that are highly unlikely to be tested for. Prescription works as well ill pay to see the doctor im currently still in love with drugs i love love opiates i love weed as well and im a big fan of anything that makes me feel better or funcion better i ordered some kratom of the internet and have a appointment to see my other doc for adhd meds prefferable adderall i am truley adhd and i have alot to jugle so i will benifit from them they also take my minds of "hard" drugs becuase of sligbt eurphia i get. I know i can not ask about drug testing is my understanding so ill have to figure that one out with the help of google but besides kratom is there legal highs that i can enjoy. I have heard of rcs but they sound dangerous especially the opiates. What would be truley amazing for me is if i could find some cocktail of legal highs such as kratom, adderall and ..... I have heard of blue lotus which stories vary greatly as to effects does this have to do with strains or freshnes kind of like weed. The local health store was not much help not to mentiom supper high prices with little to reassute me the products they woud like to sell are not old or completly uneffective. The recomeded st jons wart any experiences as well as yohibome which i bought for focus and seems to not had any affect yet but these things can take time. I have searched all over bluelight and there is topics here and there relevant to my situation but i just really felt that this a unique sotuation and am gratefull for any ones time and ideas thank you so much for reading is there any other plants with similiar effects kf weed i love to be able to smoke some short of legal herb that i could a roll on to every once and then

