Will I sound crazy if I ring the funeral home tomorrow and put it on them by basically saying the family told me no but I was under the impression that our father wanted a funeral (which is true) and if there is then I would like to be included? At the same time if they don't want me there then can I go earlier and leave before it begins? I don't want to outright say I don't trust/believe them but I don't. I need to find out the truth. I will emphasize I am not trying to upset or disrespect anyone but I want to be included in any service for him.
"Is there a service?" is a simple yes or no question. IF they are not forthcoming then I will ask what the big secret is...