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konanwarrior

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Hello, I have been on methadone for around 5 years now, reduced to 3 mls over a long time.

During this, I have been with my amazing Fiancee, but we messed up big. For around 4 weeks we have both been I.V'ing heroin, and for around 3 before smoking, in the U.K, only around a 10ball a day each, but we have both started new jobs this week.

My appointment at my clinic I need to change tomorrow, as I should be going during work hours, but can't. I also think I need to ask them to up my amount of meth, but am also worried for my partner.

Its only a small amount I know, but we need some people to talk to and if possible, just a bit of support. I think the only way to go is the clinic, but the other half is not known for drugs, so we need to work out the best path for her to take to.

Thanks in advance, Conan.
 
how much is in 3ml? is that 3mg? i also dont know what a 10ball is??? is that a .1 of a gram?

either way, if i were you i would take a week off work if you can and just quit cold turkey... why put yourself though all of this when you could be done in about a week? just my 2cents
 
Yes only 3 mg, I reduced from 50 but it took a long time. And yes, it is over here .1 ( looks bigger but obviously cut). I only started the Job monday, and My other half today, so we can not take time off yet.

The main reason we was using was being depressed, and not working, but now we are back, I feel like I have cheated myself as I may lose the job I so wanted.
 
i would just stop using the dope and stay on your 3mg just so you have something

then in a week i would honestly stop going the clinic... YOU ARE SO CLOSE! you are doin really well and are almost there. stay strong
 
Thank you for your kind replies, I know it does not sound much but I feel so bad without the heroin, I don't think I could make it to work!

And I know, im so close, I hope the demon will die soon!
 
i am 21 days clean from dope and benzos right now so i know how you feel man. It seems like you wont be able to handle it, but you can. You need to start changing your vocabulary if you really want to quit in my opinion. I know it feels really bad but you have to start saying i can all the time if you want to over come it. The demon will die soon.
 
Have you ever given Suboxone a try it works really well for me, I did the methadone thing and that really sucked. That was a 30 day detox and i was miserable. You have good jobs now. At least with suboxone your withdrawls and craving would be put on hold. Hope this helps. You would be able to think clearly.

Is suboxone available to you. Isee you are in the uk
 
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