PleaseHelpMe123
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Thanks for reading this! I?m desperate for some answers and have no idea where else to turn.
(I?ll make this as short as possible)
I need to know if what I am expericing could still be a side effect of MDMA (capsule).
I have always had problems with anxiety and depression. It was a specifically bad year this year. In February, I found CBD oil gummies (Kushy Punch) and it really helped with my anxiety and OCD. I also started taking THC edibles (5mg) a few times a week.
July 3rd, I go out with a few friends and one recommends I try Molly. I was hesitant because I?ve never done any drug other than that little bit of marijuana. I decide to take take a TINY amount, maybe 1/8th or 1/10th of the capsule. A friend took the rest of it. 2 more friends took 2 other capsules. They were untested, which i know now in hindsight was a bad mistake. We can save comments on that. I will never do any drug ever again so no worries. Btw, the others had no adverse affects and said it?s how they feel every time they take it.
I didn?t feel the effects of the drug. Maybe i was too drunk. I do remember being happy that night but nothing crazy. The whole next day, I was lathargic in bed but still felt ok, maybe even happy. I went to work the next day, feeling lethargic but did a half day, came home. Started to research what I could do to feel better and I saw that marijuana could help curb the lethargy. All I had was that 5mg edible. I took that and about an hour later, I has a horrible anxiety attack.
The anxiety lingered the next day. I read online to take 5-HTP, so I start 50mg of that. 2 days later, I go to the gym, do 30 minutes of cardio, and an hour later, I have a terrible anxiety attack and I get hyperacusis. I have diarrhea for about 2 weeks. I think I slept for about 20 hours for the whole months. I got phobic of everything because i wasn?t sure how anything was going to affect my body. No marijuana, no alcohol, no caffeine, completely clean.
About week 6, I started to feel a tad better, started to do some biking and some cardio, and I tried to introduce CBD (half a Kushy Punch CBD - 6mg - no THC) and my heart started racing and my anxiety spiked again. I stopped it, but the next day I felt great, then a week later I am back to some severe depression and anxiety. I?m starting getting weird zaps and tingling in my legs below my knees and head zaps. Also tingling in my hands. I tried some CBD drop and a few days later I took 2mg of the Kushy Punch CBD. It?s not doing much good, making things worse maybe?
I have a job where I have to entertain and I feel awful still. I have intense anxiety and depression. My sleeping is still off. Some nights none. And even though I?ve delt with Dark feelings before, this is next level.
Also I should note that I am going through a very difficult time in life (divorce, health issues, 2 dogs died)
From what I?ve read from your other posts, none of this should be permanent. But I literally feel like I?m going crazy. I?m scared and just want to feel better so bad.
So I have a bunch of questions that I can?t get answers for that I really hope you can help with:
- Is there anyway that the tiny bit of MDMA (good possibility of it cut with something else) still affect me 8 weeks later?
- Is the 50mg 5-HTP helping or hurting?
- Is CBD benefitcial? It doesn?t appear to be to be psychedelic.
- SSRIs for recovery? Seen mixed reviews. I?m not a big fan of them but I?m getting desperate.
- Is there a type of doctor that deals with drug effects because my general doc seems clueless on drugs and their effects.
Again, I am so thankful for your knowledge! Since I don?t do a lot of drugs, I am clueless and it?s hard to find people to talk to about this. So thank you for taking time to respond.
(I?ll make this as short as possible)
I need to know if what I am expericing could still be a side effect of MDMA (capsule).
I have always had problems with anxiety and depression. It was a specifically bad year this year. In February, I found CBD oil gummies (Kushy Punch) and it really helped with my anxiety and OCD. I also started taking THC edibles (5mg) a few times a week.
July 3rd, I go out with a few friends and one recommends I try Molly. I was hesitant because I?ve never done any drug other than that little bit of marijuana. I decide to take take a TINY amount, maybe 1/8th or 1/10th of the capsule. A friend took the rest of it. 2 more friends took 2 other capsules. They were untested, which i know now in hindsight was a bad mistake. We can save comments on that. I will never do any drug ever again so no worries. Btw, the others had no adverse affects and said it?s how they feel every time they take it.
I didn?t feel the effects of the drug. Maybe i was too drunk. I do remember being happy that night but nothing crazy. The whole next day, I was lathargic in bed but still felt ok, maybe even happy. I went to work the next day, feeling lethargic but did a half day, came home. Started to research what I could do to feel better and I saw that marijuana could help curb the lethargy. All I had was that 5mg edible. I took that and about an hour later, I has a horrible anxiety attack.
The anxiety lingered the next day. I read online to take 5-HTP, so I start 50mg of that. 2 days later, I go to the gym, do 30 minutes of cardio, and an hour later, I have a terrible anxiety attack and I get hyperacusis. I have diarrhea for about 2 weeks. I think I slept for about 20 hours for the whole months. I got phobic of everything because i wasn?t sure how anything was going to affect my body. No marijuana, no alcohol, no caffeine, completely clean.
About week 6, I started to feel a tad better, started to do some biking and some cardio, and I tried to introduce CBD (half a Kushy Punch CBD - 6mg - no THC) and my heart started racing and my anxiety spiked again. I stopped it, but the next day I felt great, then a week later I am back to some severe depression and anxiety. I?m starting getting weird zaps and tingling in my legs below my knees and head zaps. Also tingling in my hands. I tried some CBD drop and a few days later I took 2mg of the Kushy Punch CBD. It?s not doing much good, making things worse maybe?
I have a job where I have to entertain and I feel awful still. I have intense anxiety and depression. My sleeping is still off. Some nights none. And even though I?ve delt with Dark feelings before, this is next level.
Also I should note that I am going through a very difficult time in life (divorce, health issues, 2 dogs died)
From what I?ve read from your other posts, none of this should be permanent. But I literally feel like I?m going crazy. I?m scared and just want to feel better so bad.
So I have a bunch of questions that I can?t get answers for that I really hope you can help with:
- Is there anyway that the tiny bit of MDMA (good possibility of it cut with something else) still affect me 8 weeks later?
- Is the 50mg 5-HTP helping or hurting?
- Is CBD benefitcial? It doesn?t appear to be to be psychedelic.
- SSRIs for recovery? Seen mixed reviews. I?m not a big fan of them but I?m getting desperate.
- Is there a type of doctor that deals with drug effects because my general doc seems clueless on drugs and their effects.
Again, I am so thankful for your knowledge! Since I don?t do a lot of drugs, I am clueless and it?s hard to find people to talk to about this. So thank you for taking time to respond.
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