Please Help! I think I did too much RC!

[bennyZA]

The jist of it is this:

On Wed I got 1 gram of Methoxetamine (mxe) a Ketamine analogue, or so they say. I've done pretty much every single drug known to man except dissociative hallucinogens, so I found out that I could get one legally (I wasn't about to try DXM, I'm not 12...) I wanted to try K and I had no source. So I dipped into it a little (like maybe 5mg) the first day and really liked the feeling. The next day I dipped into it and prolly did about 30mg and had a grand ole time. The next few days I prolly did the same, 30-50mg... then this weekend I did prolly 100 then another 100 the next day... I'm really not sure, it's hard to dose something in that small of quantity... The thing is, since I'm such a compulsive person I just kept doing some. Then I woke up today not knowing where I was or who I was or what was going on or what had happened in the last two days.

That being said, I woke up, in my own place, safe and sound, but cut up and bruised, still I have everything important on me, nothing was stolen (I have all the essentials: wallet, money, keys, phone) but I'm still totally fucked up. And worst of all it took me about 15 minutes to realize I was at home, and then when I slept for 10 hours or so, I woke up still fucked up... As I write this this I'm still fucked...

Please help. What should I do. Hospital is a no go.

 

[maxalfie]

If you won't consider going to hospital then I would suggest calling a good friend and asking them to come and sit with you so someone is with you if needed if you freak out or need any form of help.

 

[Dave]

^ That's pretty well the best advice I think that can be given in the circumstance. Keep calm-- the fucked-upedness will pass in time. A quick look at Erowid shows that after-effects can last up to 48 hours. The Wikipedia page has very little, but does mention that unintentional re-dosing has been noted with it. Sounds like you took a bit more than you should have, and your body is doing what it can to get back to baseline.

I'm assuming that your cuts are pretty superficial, but it would still be a good idea to give them a wash and dress them. If you're not able to now, then call a friend to come by and help. I understand your reluctance to go to the hospital-- I'd probably think the same in your place-- but you don't want to let even minor cuts fester for too long, you know? A shower, a tall glass of water, some peroxide and some bandages will go a long way. When you're able, a healthy meal or smoothie will help you further.

Oh, and I'm thinking a bit of sober time might not be a bad idea. The few trip reports that I was able to find have it sitting in the 20-40 mg range, with 40 being described as a lot. This is a very new material, and it is good form to tread lightly on fresh turf, ya know?

Good luck, and be sure to check back in to let us all know how you're doing from time to time.

 

[Ixchellian]

I've had my hands on a lot of mxe of late. It is an analogue of ketamine, but it lacks the k-hole effect until it's abused in multiple doses.... or one massive dose.
At small or moderate doses (in the 5-15mg range), it has a psychedelic and stimulant character.... but mxe has a fine line between being fun, and becoming a complete beast that almost equals the monster trip of PCP..... and you crossed it.

First, don't do any more for a long time. I'm talking a pair of months at least. Your body will recover, and hopefully remember some of what happened too.

In my experience, being in an mxe hole means a lot of staggering, babbling about who knows what to nobody in particular, and running into lots things.

Generally, most ppl in public tend to give others who are obviously out of their head on something a wide berth, bad actors and average ppl alike. Still, you won't be that lucky all the time.

So if you still had all your possessions and hadnt been sexually assaulted..... I'm sure you were just helping to hold up some walls and lampposts.... with your head occasionally still, you might have bruised the old grey matter, so keep an eye out for concussion symptoms.... and seek immediate medical attention if you do experience them. It can take a day or two for ghe brain to swell enough to cause trouble, so be careful.

 

[psyfiend]

I haven't had any personal experience with MXE it's not legal here and nobody has any. I've done a lot of ketamine over the last two years, when I first started abusing it like doing huge lines before bed I'd wake up after 8-10 hours of sleep totally confused and I wouldn't know who I was or what I was doing. Dissociatives/ K generally cause extreme memory loss, I had a friend over this winter who was downstairs at the time and I was trying to go to sleep because yeah I was tired... so I railed a decent size dose. The next morning I woke up to my friend telling me "I came back upstairs and you were trying to turn off the music (there's a speaker in my room) because it was too loud, and you sat that for about 15mins trying to unplug it (2 wires). I was talking to you and asking you questions but you couldn't really respond you just mumbled a bunch of nonsense and you tried coming to bed but you feel down about 5 times (it's like 4 feet away from the bed), but I have to say you have the best balance compared to anyone I've ever seen on K."

Oh yeah I went to some house party during the winter after some club, I was drunk and did MDMA. Showed up drank some more and did about 500mg of K over a 20min period. Supposedly according to 2 ppl there. I faceplanted and almost cracked my head open on some table when I woke up from some couch. I have absolutely no recollection of any of this happening and I didn't beleive either one of them. Until 2 weeks later I was at some rave dancing and this girl was like "oh I recognize you! your the guy who faceplanted at the party!" She wasn't really

Get a sitter, dissociatives can be dangerous.