ThizzMon$teR
Bluelighter
So I decided that I was going to roll on Sunday and I do my normal procedures which is I don't eat that entire day. So we picked up some pills and we all picked which ones we wanted. I looked mine up and they said they were clean, since that's the next best thing I can do because I don't have a test kit.
Anyways we took the pills at 7 PM and on average I roll for about 4 to 5 hours. Well lets just say I was REALLY FUCKED up for 10 hours straight. I went home at 3 in the morning when I was suppose to be back around 10, which my parents usually leave a key under the mat. But when I got home they were up waiting for me. So they got mad and I needless to say I denied that I was on anything.
Then I went to my room and for some reason I just started feeling very uncomfortable. I knew that somehow someway this wasn't ecstasy although it felt like it, just extremely harder. So I started to get worried and well I started having a panic attack, but I thought I was having a heart attack.
So I decided to man up and tell my parents what was going on because its better to be safe then sorry. They ended up calming me down and talking me through it (And yes I still got hell coming for what I did).
So now I've been up for more than a day. My body feels dead but I just can't sleep. Its like I get too hot or too cold and I can never get comfortable enough.
Basically the point I'm trying to make is no matter how much you trust a person ALWAYS, use if you have one, or go buy a test kit ASAP. After this experience I just feel like such an idiot. And I would never want someone to go through the same thing. It was fun while it lasted but my body has been ready to shut down since 6 this morning, the high just isn't letting me.
Sorry if some of it doesn't make sense, my mind is just so screwed up right now.
Anyways we took the pills at 7 PM and on average I roll for about 4 to 5 hours. Well lets just say I was REALLY FUCKED up for 10 hours straight. I went home at 3 in the morning when I was suppose to be back around 10, which my parents usually leave a key under the mat. But when I got home they were up waiting for me. So they got mad and I needless to say I denied that I was on anything.
Then I went to my room and for some reason I just started feeling very uncomfortable. I knew that somehow someway this wasn't ecstasy although it felt like it, just extremely harder. So I started to get worried and well I started having a panic attack, but I thought I was having a heart attack.
So I decided to man up and tell my parents what was going on because its better to be safe then sorry. They ended up calming me down and talking me through it (And yes I still got hell coming for what I did).
So now I've been up for more than a day. My body feels dead but I just can't sleep. Its like I get too hot or too cold and I can never get comfortable enough.
Basically the point I'm trying to make is no matter how much you trust a person ALWAYS, use if you have one, or go buy a test kit ASAP. After this experience I just feel like such an idiot. And I would never want someone to go through the same thing. It was fun while it lasted but my body has been ready to shut down since 6 this morning, the high just isn't letting me.
Sorry if some of it doesn't make sense, my mind is just so screwed up right now.
