Please believe me when I say I don’t hate you.
I don’t want to hate you.
You stole my heart.
I didn’t think I’d ever need to.
We smiled.
We met.
We talked,
And before long we connected.
Connected stronger then I thought two people ever could.
Amazing each other with our similarities.
Never failing to make each other laugh.
I thought I had found the best friend I had always dreamed of.
It wasn’t long before your charming ways swept me off my feet.
Words you said to me were ever so sweet.
I would have never thought to be more then friends,
Until you started treating me like the princess I always hoped to be.
You told me things I loved hearing.
You looked at me in a way I had never seen.
You made me feel special.
I never give my heart away.
You know that.
I always think things through.
The consequences- I’d normally consider.
The heartache- I’d avoid,
By listening to my head, not my heart.
With you I was different.
It only took a couple of days before I opened up.
Let myself get involved emotionally.
Physically.
I was letting this be the first time I listened to my heart, not my head.
Why shouldn’t I?
Other people do.
I gave you my heart completely.
It was great.
I trusted you.
I felt as if we were the only two people in the world.
I was oblivious to everything.
And
Everyone.
It felt like a fairytale.
You wrote beautiful words to me.
Cooked me breakfast.
Took me out for dinners.
Walked beside me in the park.
(we did do so much together,
but not nearly as much as we had planned)
It felt like we had been with each other forever.
It was only a couple of weeks.
I was too wrapped up in you to even consider getting hurt.
That wasn’t an option.
That wasn’t a possibility.
I was only hearing you loving words,
Feeling your soft touch.
You would never hurt me?
The one thing not mentioned so far:
I was engaged.
Yep, you knew all along.
You use to be my fiancés friend.
I walked away from my life for you.
I was willing to leave friends behind.
I would have done anything for you.
I thought you would have done the same.
As I said,
I was oblivious to everything.
And
Everyone.
All for just a couple of weeks.
You want to be just friends again.
Only now it’s complicated.
You hurt me.
You should have left us as the best friends we would have been forever.
Continuing to amaze each other with our similarities.
Never failing to make each other laugh.
We crossed the line.
Will things ever be the same?
Can they be?
I want to be your friend.
We had a strong and special bond.
A bond that I know you don’t have with many people.
You know that too.
SO
Please believe me when I say I don’t hate you.
I don’t want to hate you.
You stole my heart.
I didn’t think I’d ever need to.
[ 18 May 2002: Message edited by: angel_kae ]
I don’t want to hate you.
You stole my heart.
I didn’t think I’d ever need to.
We smiled.
We met.
We talked,
And before long we connected.
Connected stronger then I thought two people ever could.
Amazing each other with our similarities.
Never failing to make each other laugh.
I thought I had found the best friend I had always dreamed of.
It wasn’t long before your charming ways swept me off my feet.
Words you said to me were ever so sweet.
I would have never thought to be more then friends,
Until you started treating me like the princess I always hoped to be.
You told me things I loved hearing.
You looked at me in a way I had never seen.
You made me feel special.
I never give my heart away.
You know that.
I always think things through.
The consequences- I’d normally consider.
The heartache- I’d avoid,
By listening to my head, not my heart.
With you I was different.
It only took a couple of days before I opened up.
Let myself get involved emotionally.
Physically.
I was letting this be the first time I listened to my heart, not my head.
Why shouldn’t I?
Other people do.
I gave you my heart completely.
It was great.
I trusted you.
I felt as if we were the only two people in the world.
I was oblivious to everything.
And
Everyone.
It felt like a fairytale.
You wrote beautiful words to me.
Cooked me breakfast.
Took me out for dinners.
Walked beside me in the park.
(we did do so much together,
but not nearly as much as we had planned)
It felt like we had been with each other forever.
It was only a couple of weeks.
I was too wrapped up in you to even consider getting hurt.
That wasn’t an option.
That wasn’t a possibility.
I was only hearing you loving words,
Feeling your soft touch.
You would never hurt me?
The one thing not mentioned so far:
I was engaged.
Yep, you knew all along.
You use to be my fiancés friend.
I walked away from my life for you.
I was willing to leave friends behind.
I would have done anything for you.
I thought you would have done the same.
As I said,
I was oblivious to everything.
And
Everyone.
All for just a couple of weeks.
You want to be just friends again.
Only now it’s complicated.
You hurt me.
You should have left us as the best friends we would have been forever.
Continuing to amaze each other with our similarities.
Never failing to make each other laugh.
We crossed the line.
Will things ever be the same?
Can they be?
I want to be your friend.
We had a strong and special bond.
A bond that I know you don’t have with many people.
You know that too.
SO
Please believe me when I say I don’t hate you.
I don’t want to hate you.
You stole my heart.
I didn’t think I’d ever need to.
[ 18 May 2002: Message edited by: angel_kae ]
