Okay, I love my girlfriend, tons. It just gets to me that she claims to not believe in mental illness but then later on goes to say she has PTSD, bipolar, and schitso- effective disorder. She goes on to say that I am using my illness as an excuse to get angry at my son who just happens to have ADHD, ODD and PTSD and is being refused treatment because they refuse to diagnose him BUT they admit he has most if not all signs of the above and so he acts out and pushes buttons and defies ALL athority and is a general pain the the ass so I get mad that I have told him 10 times to do something and he refuses to then calls me a bitch, so I yell at him to just bloody well do it BUT it has nothing to do with my mental illness and getting stressed past my limit and having anger issues because of BPD, Bipolar and Anxiety PLUS after a lifetime of bullshit and horrible crap BUT BUT no no no it has nothing to do with my issues, I'm just being horrible and yelling at a defenseless, wittle child. Let me clarify, this child attacks me and runs away on a daily basis and has been for 4 years and just this past year I have been raising my voice and becoming more stern to him, per recommendation of therapist and docs and such.
Oh lets not forget SHE can get stressed out from a dog barking and people ringing my door bell BUT being attacked and defied and mothed off to by my child...I must be all ZEN.
She says I am wonderful and a wonderful mother and a "wonder woman" etc but then goes on to say that basically I am a shitty mom. Thanks so fucking much.
I just brought up that I hated my neighbourhood and wanted to move and how I know my neighbours stress her out, which they do.
Now its some complain fest.... 8(
I just wanted to talk about some SIMPLE things and air stuff out, cause she asked for that but when I do, then I am being clingy and fustrating.
BUT her roomates taking advantage of her is alright because she gets free cable and internet and a sky light. 8(
ARGH! WOMEN!
She makes me want to cry when she's like this.....fuck.
Oh lets not forget SHE can get stressed out from a dog barking and people ringing my door bell BUT being attacked and defied and mothed off to by my child...I must be all ZEN.
She says I am wonderful and a wonderful mother and a "wonder woman" etc but then goes on to say that basically I am a shitty mom. Thanks so fucking much.
I just brought up that I hated my neighbourhood and wanted to move and how I know my neighbours stress her out, which they do.
Now its some complain fest.... 8(
I just wanted to talk about some SIMPLE things and air stuff out, cause she asked for that but when I do, then I am being clingy and fustrating.
BUT her roomates taking advantage of her is alright because she gets free cable and internet and a sky light. 8(
ARGH! WOMEN!
She makes me want to cry when she's like this.....fuck.