frostyangel
Bluelighter
My Sanity
I took this little pill today,
it was at the same time as yesterday,
I only hope and pray it will not be
the same time everyday....
I have this condition you see; it's
called insanity..
I wondered when the time came that
I would look down to find my hands
unaged, no shame...we walk around in
this timeless journey of unforgotten
blames and nonmemorial names....
I have been left with a complexion
that is titled unfair...darkness..
it reems through my veins..holding
small comparisons of hate...and in
these unlighted stages I feel as if
I'm evil....
The air around me is becoming alittle
lighter...I close my eyes..I breathe
in...I look down at myself as I breathe
out...sometimes the gravity of this life
breaks the barriers of our souls...
There are so many actions to our emotions.
In the morning when we open our eyes, who
decides if it's HAPPINESS or MISERY.
I retired the fakeness the makes everyone
else's life complete..
So does this give me the moral judgement
to be distinct to a higher natural
community, as I watch the rest of this
life go blind
And my body comes from two to one...I am
sensitive to the fact that it is over my
power, and yesterday became today, and tomorrow
well if it comes it comes....I don't know if
things will change that soon, anyway...
I think I see the sunrising as I sit on this
roof, what an amazing praise..and the colors
of my rejection in life places the game, of
what obsticals I will overcome today...
"Well I guess with alittle help from my
friend".....
Here is a pill; that is the vital princible
of my human being...I swallow it..my life
changes...am I not who I not suppose to be?
Or is the way I was always suppose to be?
I guess I just have to trust what is on the inside...
I took this little pill today,
it was at the same time as yesterday,
I only hope and pray it will not be
the same time everyday....
I have this condition you see; it's
called insanity..
I wondered when the time came that
I would look down to find my hands
unaged, no shame...we walk around in
this timeless journey of unforgotten
blames and nonmemorial names....
I have been left with a complexion
that is titled unfair...darkness..
it reems through my veins..holding
small comparisons of hate...and in
these unlighted stages I feel as if
I'm evil....
The air around me is becoming alittle
lighter...I close my eyes..I breathe
in...I look down at myself as I breathe
out...sometimes the gravity of this life
breaks the barriers of our souls...
There are so many actions to our emotions.
In the morning when we open our eyes, who
decides if it's HAPPINESS or MISERY.
I retired the fakeness the makes everyone
else's life complete..
So does this give me the moral judgement
to be distinct to a higher natural
community, as I watch the rest of this
life go blind
And my body comes from two to one...I am
sensitive to the fact that it is over my
power, and yesterday became today, and tomorrow
well if it comes it comes....I don't know if
things will change that soon, anyway...
I think I see the sunrising as I sit on this
roof, what an amazing praise..and the colors
of my rejection in life places the game, of
what obsticals I will overcome today...
"Well I guess with alittle help from my
friend".....
Here is a pill; that is the vital princible
of my human being...I swallow it..my life
changes...am I not who I not suppose to be?
Or is the way I was always suppose to be?
I guess I just have to trust what is on the inside...
