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Pills, Please answer my Q's.
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eccay
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half is what i always ever have.
Ina Light
Bluelighter
Hi Eccay,
I'm glad my post is helpful for you, that's what this forum is all about. I really don't know about doing halves, I'll explain my experiences. I used to only ever take halves, I was too scared to take full ones. Looking back I realise there were quite a few times that I got all the anxiety on the come up but it never really resolved because I didn't reach a euphoric peak. the time i had half a green fish was a good example, when it came on I felt ovwhelmed with anxious energy, but because I only had a half, I didn't really reach a euphoric phase where the anxiety resolved itself because the euphoric qualities of the drug took over. Same when i had half a beige amsterdam. There was a time when I only did halves that I was at a pub with friends and they had blue barrels. I wanted one, but only a half, but i didn't really have a way of breaking it in half, so i took a full one. Wow, what a difference, had the usual come up anxiety, but it really just got to a critical point where the euphoria took over. I couldn't wipe the smile off my face, and I was totally at peace and relaxed. I find halves can put me on edge and leave me there, but a full pill of a good strength will always tip me over into the 'who really gives a fuck, I feel so good' frame of mind. The reason you are hesitant to take a full pill is 1. you don't know if you could handle it, 2. you don't want to OD. I think it would be extremely unlukely that anyone will OD on 1 pill, especially a guy, and also 1 pill is really not that much stronger on the come up, it just takes you to a totally different place, a place you can't reach on a half. If you are in a chilled out environment you would handle it, you just have to remember to have faith in yourself, and not fight the feelings. Surrender on E is such a blissful feeling, especially when the waves of euphoria start to spread over your body. I always find mdma is so much more of a body feeling than a mind feeling, maybe that's just how my body reacts, but i feel the anxiety in my body on the come up, then as the euphoria takes over, I also feel the sense of well being in my body as well. As you would know, if your body feels ecstatic, then the mind will put away all its fears and follow. You can try a half if you like, but i feel you won't really know or experience what I have described until you take the plunge and do a full one in a chilled environment. Just tell yourself you're ok through the come up and I reckon you will really enjoy the experience, I know I did, and now I don't take halves unless I have no other choice.
P.S. sorry for the long post, but it's impossible to convey the true feelings of these experiences in a few words. Hope this helps.
I'm glad my post is helpful for you, that's what this forum is all about. I really don't know about doing halves, I'll explain my experiences. I used to only ever take halves, I was too scared to take full ones. Looking back I realise there were quite a few times that I got all the anxiety on the come up but it never really resolved because I didn't reach a euphoric peak. the time i had half a green fish was a good example, when it came on I felt ovwhelmed with anxious energy, but because I only had a half, I didn't really reach a euphoric phase where the anxiety resolved itself because the euphoric qualities of the drug took over. Same when i had half a beige amsterdam. There was a time when I only did halves that I was at a pub with friends and they had blue barrels. I wanted one, but only a half, but i didn't really have a way of breaking it in half, so i took a full one. Wow, what a difference, had the usual come up anxiety, but it really just got to a critical point where the euphoria took over. I couldn't wipe the smile off my face, and I was totally at peace and relaxed. I find halves can put me on edge and leave me there, but a full pill of a good strength will always tip me over into the 'who really gives a fuck, I feel so good' frame of mind. The reason you are hesitant to take a full pill is 1. you don't know if you could handle it, 2. you don't want to OD. I think it would be extremely unlukely that anyone will OD on 1 pill, especially a guy, and also 1 pill is really not that much stronger on the come up, it just takes you to a totally different place, a place you can't reach on a half. If you are in a chilled out environment you would handle it, you just have to remember to have faith in yourself, and not fight the feelings. Surrender on E is such a blissful feeling, especially when the waves of euphoria start to spread over your body. I always find mdma is so much more of a body feeling than a mind feeling, maybe that's just how my body reacts, but i feel the anxiety in my body on the come up, then as the euphoria takes over, I also feel the sense of well being in my body as well. As you would know, if your body feels ecstatic, then the mind will put away all its fears and follow. You can try a half if you like, but i feel you won't really know or experience what I have described until you take the plunge and do a full one in a chilled environment. Just tell yourself you're ok through the come up and I reckon you will really enjoy the experience, I know I did, and now I don't take halves unless I have no other choice.
P.S. sorry for the long post, but it's impossible to convey the true feelings of these experiences in a few words. Hope this helps.
MazDan
Bluelight Crew
eccay.......... From reading your posts in here, it has become very obvious to me that your problem is definitely one of not being relaxed about using MDMA.
Im sure most would agree that MDMA will tend to enhance whatever feelings you have in your head at the time........ eg if your having bad feelings and not looking forward to ity then yes it will be a problem for you.
And that is what appears to me to be happening to you.
There is nothing wrong with doing what you are doing and buying speed basedf pills.........although its a bit expensive for my liking........lol.
You need to do what is right for you.
I agree with everything that Strawberry wrote up a bit......... I think that most people who claim they have heaps and heaps of energy from taking MDMA are in fact........probably unknowingly taking speed or a speed MDMA mix.
MDMA is IMO best used at home with good friends and looking to be relaxed and enjoy a good heart to heart.
The other thing that I personally find enjoyable is simply going ouit for a walk..........sometimes long and sometimes short in a quiet darkish peaceful place.
If you do decide to try it at home....... take the advice offererred above and ensure you are relaxed and happy to accept what is about to happen........ you may have to keep telling yourself to relax and go with the flow.
Try things such as being naked for a while, touching your skin, just sitting and chilling and thinking about great thoughts and great friends and how great life is......... you might be surprised.
Keep smiling and dont be scared to be different........ do whats right for you.
Cheers.
Im sure most would agree that MDMA will tend to enhance whatever feelings you have in your head at the time........ eg if your having bad feelings and not looking forward to ity then yes it will be a problem for you.
And that is what appears to me to be happening to you.
There is nothing wrong with doing what you are doing and buying speed basedf pills.........although its a bit expensive for my liking........lol.
You need to do what is right for you.
I agree with everything that Strawberry wrote up a bit......... I think that most people who claim they have heaps and heaps of energy from taking MDMA are in fact........probably unknowingly taking speed or a speed MDMA mix.
MDMA is IMO best used at home with good friends and looking to be relaxed and enjoy a good heart to heart.
The other thing that I personally find enjoyable is simply going ouit for a walk..........sometimes long and sometimes short in a quiet darkish peaceful place.
If you do decide to try it at home....... take the advice offererred above and ensure you are relaxed and happy to accept what is about to happen........ you may have to keep telling yourself to relax and go with the flow.
Try things such as being naked for a while, touching your skin, just sitting and chilling and thinking about great thoughts and great friends and how great life is......... you might be surprised.
Keep smiling and dont be scared to be different........ do whats right for you.
Cheers.
eccay
Bluelighter
hi there 
Yeah im not scared of taking a full and OD'ing, that doesnt worry me.... I Just dont like the Strong intense feeling i get at the start.....I may try 1 at home one time and just chill out in my room and watch tv or something.
I think its because when i take MDMA, i dont really know what to expect - I take it and i think , fuck i hope it doesnt hammer me too hard etc... lol.
Anyways thanks for all the help! I'll try it sometime and let you know how it goes....
cheers%)
Yeah im not scared of taking a full and OD'ing, that doesnt worry me.... I Just dont like the Strong intense feeling i get at the start.....I may try 1 at home one time and just chill out in my room and watch tv or something.
I think its because when i take MDMA, i dont really know what to expect - I take it and i think , fuck i hope it doesnt hammer me too hard etc... lol.
Anyways thanks for all the help! I'll try it sometime and let you know how it goes....
cheers%)
eccay
Bluelighter
Just another quick post - A got a good mdma pill for a friend the other week. He is normally in a really good mood every day, always happy and talking alot (without drugs) He wanted to try MDMA so i got him one, He took half and said this is shit, its not doing anything.... so he had the other half and 20mins later he started yawning and said 'fuck im smashed man' and then he was holding hes head saying 'this is fucked, fuck when is it going to go away!!!!' and he kept holding hes head basically walking around in circles saying 'this is fucked'
lol. Any ideas? you said MDMA goes on your thoughts in your head at the time. He is always happy and a talkative person, When he took the pill it did the oposite of how he normally is.
The next day he sayd 'I Dont know why anyone would pay to feel like that, I'd pay not too feel like it! Never again will i have it'
lol. Any ideas? you said MDMA goes on your thoughts in your head at the time. He is always happy and a talkative person, When he took the pill it did the oposite of how he normally is.
The next day he sayd 'I Dont know why anyone would pay to feel like that, I'd pay not too feel like it! Never again will i have it'
MazDan
Bluelight Crew
Unless the pill was tested its impossible to know what was in it......... sounds very much like it may have been ketamine...... that can be scary for someone who is not knowing what to expect.
With regards yourself and taking it at home......... I wouldnt do it alone.......... take it with a friend so you can chat away and try and keep each others minds off the pill as much as possible while your coming up........ plus you will be able to work with each other to keep each other calm and cool.
In your situation, I dont think its a good idea for you to be alone when you try it.
With regards yourself and taking it at home......... I wouldnt do it alone.......... take it with a friend so you can chat away and try and keep each others minds off the pill as much as possible while your coming up........ plus you will be able to work with each other to keep each other calm and cool.
In your situation, I dont think its a good idea for you to be alone when you try it.
eccay
Bluelighter
pill tested with marquis and showed up MDMA.
eccay
Bluelighter
maybe my test kit is fucked. I dont know if this is a stupid question but do they go out of date or old and stop working properly?
dialated665
Bluelighter
^^^ Yes man they do hey,
I think The Marquis should be kept Refrigerated ? but dont take my word on it...
And there is a test you can do with Asprin... With Marquis or Mandilin... You put a drop onto a asprin pill and if it turns Blue its still good ?
But Do a SEARCH about it dude.. Plenty of info, and that were i read up about the test Right here Using THE SEARCH FUNCTION !
Anyways Good Luck
I think The Marquis should be kept Refrigerated ? but dont take my word on it...
And there is a test you can do with Asprin... With Marquis or Mandilin... You put a drop onto a asprin pill and if it turns Blue its still good ?
But Do a SEARCH about it dude.. Plenty of info, and that were i read up about the test Right here Using THE SEARCH FUNCTION !
Anyways Good Luck
eccay
Bluelighter
refrigerated wtf??? no one told me 
......I had the bottle kept in the container and it must leak because its aten the colour chart lol... the colour chart is wet and in little peice's.... and the label around the bottle is gone now. Its like the liquid ate the paper lol....
IS that true about the panadole thing? It should turn blue if its still good ?~!
......I had the bottle kept in the container and it must leak because its aten the colour chart lol... the colour chart is wet and in little peice's.... and the label around the bottle is gone now. Its like the liquid ate the paper lol....IS that true about the panadole thing? It should turn blue if its still good ?~!
OURLILFAMILY
Bluelighter
yeah marquis refridgerated, eccay pills affect people different. if he wants to try another get him to try it at home with some music and stuff. if later he wants to go out take him out and keep an eye on him. i find also wat mood im in also effects how the pill is but you say he is in a goos mood, maybe he just didnt know wat to expect. if need be dont give him another half for a couple of hours just in case the first half is taking longer than expected to cum on.
eccay
Bluelighter
lol yeah thats what happened, the pills i gave him take a while to come on... he only waited 30mins then took the other half ... then it must of all hit him at once! 
phase_dancer
Bluelight Crew
Regarding Testing Kits and storage conditions:
This information is listed on the info sheet supplied with Enlighten kits.
Acid resistant instructions - an advantage with Enlighten kits
The instruction sheets are now specially laminated to resist reagent spills. Unlike other brands, a spill can be rinsed off with water and the instruction sheet dried. Tests done in the lab confirmed the laminate used has a good resistance if the spill is cleaned up within a short time of the spill occurring.
If you ever do lose or damage an Enlighten Test reagent inner sleave, PM me and I will arrange for another to be sent to you free of charge.
[NOTEs]
- Marquis should be kept at 5 deg C or below. It is not advised to keep any corrosive or poisonous liquid near food.
- Mandelin should be kept at room temperatures (10-35 deg C)
This information is listed on the info sheet supplied with Enlighten kits.
Acid resistant instructions - an advantage with Enlighten kits
The instruction sheets are now specially laminated to resist reagent spills. Unlike other brands, a spill can be rinsed off with water and the instruction sheet dried. Tests done in the lab confirmed the laminate used has a good resistance if the spill is cleaned up within a short time of the spill occurring.
If you ever do lose or damage an Enlighten Test reagent inner sleave, PM me and I will arrange for another to be sent to you free of charge.
[NOTEs]
- The aspirin test for Marquis listed above is NOT correct. Aspirin will produce a developing red reaction with Marquis.
- Amine kits are also light sensitive
Strawberry_lovemuffin
Bluelighter
^ *nods* mine spilled and completely damaged the instruction sheets. Good to hear they're now being laminated.
pinkanga
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Re: Re: Pills, Please answer my Q's.
I agree with you S_l. Its an experience that lends itself to intimate settings. Eccay, like many others have said, I believe wat you are experiencing is the extremely uncomfortable sensations of anxiety. You should try having mdma with friends in a lounge room with music playing, and a warm fire burning in the corner. This is the perfect time of year, so it do it right now - like tonite :D .
Anyway, if youre truly open to the experience like you say you are, you really should not have any problems in a comfortable relaxed loungeroom setting. p_d had some stories about it not taking with people that werent open to the experience, and thats fine - but youre embracing it and trying to make it work, and IMO it s impossible for it not to. Ive had many an anxiety filled night on the town due to drugs - just sit back at home and let it float you away. If you write it off too soon you are only short changing yourself.
And S_l, Ive also rolled in front of family a few times. Adds a whole new level of excitement to the xmas celebrations for sure!
Strawberry_lovemuffin said:
I agree with you S_l. Its an experience that lends itself to intimate settings. Eccay, like many others have said, I believe wat you are experiencing is the extremely uncomfortable sensations of anxiety. You should try having mdma with friends in a lounge room with music playing, and a warm fire burning in the corner. This is the perfect time of year, so it do it right now - like tonite
:D . Anyway, if youre truly open to the experience like you say you are, you really should not have any problems in a comfortable relaxed loungeroom setting. p_d had some stories about it not taking with people that werent open to the experience, and thats fine - but youre embracing it and trying to make it work, and IMO it s impossible for it not to. Ive had many an anxiety filled night on the town due to drugs - just sit back at home and let it float you away. If you write it off too soon you are only short changing yourself.
And S_l, Ive also rolled in front of family a few times. Adds a whole new level of excitement to the xmas celebrations for sure!
phase_dancer
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armadilliO
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This might be a silly suggestion, but have you tried taking a small amount of valium or xanax before your pill, Eccay?
Maybe 5mg of valium or 0.25mg Xanax - just something to quell the anxiety a tad?
Maybe 5mg of valium or 0.25mg Xanax - just something to quell the anxiety a tad?