here are some old pics of me and during my heavy mdma abuse days, back to back every friday/saturday night for afew months, dumbest thing i ever did but atleast i learnt the hardway and have learned not to abuse the drug.
I had 4 pills left, this was the day I was gonna fix my life up and stop abusing drugs. Since I was gonna stopping after this night, I decided to 4 dump at home, as soon as I started coming up, hit the taxi up and got on the train, peaking on the train was strange experience, by the time i got to a club, the peak was over lol
Future music festival
lol this oen brings back memories, q dance afew years ago when showtek came to aus. Double droped, redosed with another double, was munted to fuck then I tried to give my pills away to my mate and he said just dump em, ended up redosing with a 4 drop, as soon as it hit me, I was in first aid for 2 hours with a crazy anxiety attack. If I wasnt effed off my head, I wouldnt of done it but it was a good idea at the time, so I thought. Honestly thought I was going to die, was so fucking tense I would of crushed a glass in ym hands if I was holding onto it. had problems breathing because of my muscles being so tense. some how the paramedic told me it was going to be fine, i will live, im just suffering from pill thobia and extreme anxiety as ive never dumped more then 4 pills at the time.
gotta love meth bombs
my bday
my bday again
defqon sydney, one of the best days of my life
cant hide my drug use for shit with my pupils, they get massive ahahhahaah
thank fuck these days are now over. as much as I loved them, the extreme mind fuck that it left me with, isnt pretty. so if you abuse mdma or any other drug, please dont, its gonna mess with your head
