Hey guys. I'm new here. Well, I've read a lot of posts on this forum over the past few years for various reasons, but I'm definitely new to posting.
I suppose the main reason I actually created an account and decided to post is because, in my experience, having the support of a group of people during times like these is very helpful. It's almost a form of accountability, as well.
Anyways, this isn't my first rodeo with Phenibut. Actually, it's my 3rd. The first 2 times didn't go down so well. This time, I thought I could control it, because I bought capsules from a local gas station (called Sleepwalkers) and figured I'd just do a couple of days on, couple off, etc. What a joke. Being an addict, from the first taste on, I didn't stop.
The saddest part of all this is that I've been totally clean and sober (no alcohol or drugs of any kind) for over 2 years (just got my 2 year chip 2 months ago). I met a gorgeous girl and was SUPER nervous and intimidated just before our first date, so I went crazy and got some sleepwalkers (phenibut) to ease the anxiety, knowing it would make me a more confident and generally badass version of myself (which it did).
Anyways, I am very spiritually strong right now, and my inner self (higher self, God, whatever you wanna call it) has petitioned me to get rid of this habit, and quick, before it eats me alive. So I start my taper today.
PREFACE: I've been taking Phenibut now (this time) for just over one month. So not too long -- hoping it won't be as bad because of that. I got up to about 2.7g a day (9 capsules, which each contain about 300mg), and that was for the last 8 days. So first things first, I'm dropping down to 2400mg (8 capsules) today. I spread the doses into 2, one bigger, one smaller (maintainer). I've been doing 6 capsules first thing in the morning, and then 3 later in the evening. Today, I dropped to 5 capsules, and then will take 3 this evening, which, as I said, puts me at 2400mg. Another thing you'll notice is that I do 2 drops early in the week and then I maintain those levels through the weekend. This is because 1. I've read that giving your body time to adjust to a slightly lower dose significantly decreases withdrawals of next drop, and 2. The weekends are when I have to be the most full-time dad and boyfriend, and I need as much good juju as I can get.
Also, to note, on days when you see a (+K) at the end, these are the weekends, which as I mentioned before, is when I will be seeing my girlfriend and spending lots of times with the kids, so to help ease me through those days, I will be adding Kratom. Just Fri, Sat, and Sundays. Then 4 days off, then again on weekend. So that I do not develop a dependence on Kratom. ALSO, you will notice that I will be adding a 5 day Kratom "cushion" to the very end -- enough to ease withdrawals a little, but not enough to become physically dependent on the Kratom itself. Anyways...
Here's my regiment (One Month Taper):
DATE: CAPSULES (Milligrams) -- DAY (+K = Plus Kratom)
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4.24: 6 + 3 (2700) -- YESTERDAY
4.25: 5 + 3 (2400) -- MON
4.26: 5 + 3 (2400) -- TUES
4.27: 4 + 3 (2100) -- WED
4.28: 4 + 3 (2100) -- THURS
4.29: 4 + 3 (2100) -- FRI (+K)
4.30: 4 + 3 (2100) -- SAT (+K)
5.01: 4 + 3 (2100) -- SUN (+K)
5.02: 4 + 2 (1800) -- MON
5.03: 4 + 2 (1800) -- TUES
5.04: 3 + 2 (1500) -- WED
5.05: 3 + 2 (1500) -- THURS
5.06: 3 + 2 (1500) -- FRI (+K)
5.07: 3 + 2 (1500) -- SAT (+K)
5.08: 3 + 2 (1500) -- SUN (+K)
5.09: 2 + 2 (1200) -- MON
5.10: 2 + 2 (1200) -- TUES
5.11: 2 + 1 (900) -- WED
5.12: 2 + 1 (900) -- THURS
5.13: 2 + 1 (900) -- FRI (+K)
5.14: 2 + 1 (900) -- SAT (+K)
5.15: 2 + 1 (900) -- SUN (+K)
5.16: 1 + 1 (600) -- MON
5.17: 1 + 1 (600) -- TUES
5.18: 1 (300) -- WED
5.19: 1 (300) -- THURS
5.20: 1 (300) -- FRI (+K)
5.21: SAT (+K)
5.22: SUN (+K)
5.23: MON (+K)
5.24: TUES (+K)
5.25: FREE
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I am under no false impression that this will be an easy taper, but it is heavily researched, and it's the best I can do with the resources I have.
I have already begun to see this drug (as is the case with any drug dependence in my life to date) eating away at my finances, my spirit, and my heart. It is definitely time to throw it out.
I sincerely hope that it will be a reasonable success, and that this story and approach will help and inspire people in the future going through the same thing.
Please, only supportive comments, and no scary, depressing, discouraging responses. I'm begging you. I need all the support and encouragement I can get.
Thanks for tagging along! Being on the first day of my taper, I'm doing my best to put on a happy face! I feel okay right now, but I definitely have my moments. Anyways... here we go! Commence taper.
I suppose the main reason I actually created an account and decided to post is because, in my experience, having the support of a group of people during times like these is very helpful. It's almost a form of accountability, as well.
Anyways, this isn't my first rodeo with Phenibut. Actually, it's my 3rd. The first 2 times didn't go down so well. This time, I thought I could control it, because I bought capsules from a local gas station (called Sleepwalkers) and figured I'd just do a couple of days on, couple off, etc. What a joke. Being an addict, from the first taste on, I didn't stop.
The saddest part of all this is that I've been totally clean and sober (no alcohol or drugs of any kind) for over 2 years (just got my 2 year chip 2 months ago). I met a gorgeous girl and was SUPER nervous and intimidated just before our first date, so I went crazy and got some sleepwalkers (phenibut) to ease the anxiety, knowing it would make me a more confident and generally badass version of myself (which it did).
Anyways, I am very spiritually strong right now, and my inner self (higher self, God, whatever you wanna call it) has petitioned me to get rid of this habit, and quick, before it eats me alive. So I start my taper today.
PREFACE: I've been taking Phenibut now (this time) for just over one month. So not too long -- hoping it won't be as bad because of that. I got up to about 2.7g a day (9 capsules, which each contain about 300mg), and that was for the last 8 days. So first things first, I'm dropping down to 2400mg (8 capsules) today. I spread the doses into 2, one bigger, one smaller (maintainer). I've been doing 6 capsules first thing in the morning, and then 3 later in the evening. Today, I dropped to 5 capsules, and then will take 3 this evening, which, as I said, puts me at 2400mg. Another thing you'll notice is that I do 2 drops early in the week and then I maintain those levels through the weekend. This is because 1. I've read that giving your body time to adjust to a slightly lower dose significantly decreases withdrawals of next drop, and 2. The weekends are when I have to be the most full-time dad and boyfriend, and I need as much good juju as I can get.
Also, to note, on days when you see a (+K) at the end, these are the weekends, which as I mentioned before, is when I will be seeing my girlfriend and spending lots of times with the kids, so to help ease me through those days, I will be adding Kratom. Just Fri, Sat, and Sundays. Then 4 days off, then again on weekend. So that I do not develop a dependence on Kratom. ALSO, you will notice that I will be adding a 5 day Kratom "cushion" to the very end -- enough to ease withdrawals a little, but not enough to become physically dependent on the Kratom itself. Anyways...
Here's my regiment (One Month Taper):
DATE: CAPSULES (Milligrams) -- DAY (+K = Plus Kratom)
-----------------------------------------------------------------
4.24: 6 + 3 (2700) -- YESTERDAY
4.25: 5 + 3 (2400) -- MON
4.26: 5 + 3 (2400) -- TUES
4.27: 4 + 3 (2100) -- WED
4.28: 4 + 3 (2100) -- THURS
4.29: 4 + 3 (2100) -- FRI (+K)
4.30: 4 + 3 (2100) -- SAT (+K)
5.01: 4 + 3 (2100) -- SUN (+K)
5.02: 4 + 2 (1800) -- MON
5.03: 4 + 2 (1800) -- TUES
5.04: 3 + 2 (1500) -- WED
5.05: 3 + 2 (1500) -- THURS
5.06: 3 + 2 (1500) -- FRI (+K)
5.07: 3 + 2 (1500) -- SAT (+K)
5.08: 3 + 2 (1500) -- SUN (+K)
5.09: 2 + 2 (1200) -- MON
5.10: 2 + 2 (1200) -- TUES
5.11: 2 + 1 (900) -- WED
5.12: 2 + 1 (900) -- THURS
5.13: 2 + 1 (900) -- FRI (+K)
5.14: 2 + 1 (900) -- SAT (+K)
5.15: 2 + 1 (900) -- SUN (+K)
5.16: 1 + 1 (600) -- MON
5.17: 1 + 1 (600) -- TUES
5.18: 1 (300) -- WED
5.19: 1 (300) -- THURS
5.20: 1 (300) -- FRI (+K)
5.21: SAT (+K)
5.22: SUN (+K)
5.23: MON (+K)
5.24: TUES (+K)
5.25: FREE
--------------------------------------------------
I am under no false impression that this will be an easy taper, but it is heavily researched, and it's the best I can do with the resources I have.
I have already begun to see this drug (as is the case with any drug dependence in my life to date) eating away at my finances, my spirit, and my heart. It is definitely time to throw it out.
I sincerely hope that it will be a reasonable success, and that this story and approach will help and inspire people in the future going through the same thing.
Please, only supportive comments, and no scary, depressing, discouraging responses. I'm begging you. I need all the support and encouragement I can get.
Thanks for tagging along! Being on the first day of my taper, I'm doing my best to put on a happy face! I feel okay right now, but I definitely have my moments. Anyways... here we go! Commence taper.
