OpiateKiller
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- Feb 14, 2019
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A lot of people on here know my story I’ve been in and out of rehab for 8 years, on and off of fentanyl, heroin Suboxone etc.
Currently I’m off all opiates benzos and stimulants for the past 6 months but..
I’m lost. I’m scared. I feel like I’m losing my mind I can’t hang on much longer the anxiety the fear being so lost in my own mind is draining and terrifying..
I’ve been abusing phenibut and Gabapentin, Gabapentin doses 2-3 grams then went to phenibut 3 grams a day and throw some Lyrica 600-900 mg in the mix and I fear psychosis or dementia, Alzheimer’s .. I’m completely going insane..
These Gabapentinoids are no fucking joke.. you think cause they don’t pop on a drug test they are ok..
PHENIBUT Is going to take me out. I’m full blown addicted and if I try to stop I will go into a psychosis and if I keep using it my kidneys, liver and brain will turn to mush and I will lose my mind..
I’m hanging on by a thread honestly I need another reset button but I can’t go back to rehab I got a good job my life on the outside is great but I feel I’m going to die if I keep this up.
Drugs have truly taken everything from me and I can’t function with or without them…
Please help me.
Currently I’m off all opiates benzos and stimulants for the past 6 months but..
I’m lost. I’m scared. I feel like I’m losing my mind I can’t hang on much longer the anxiety the fear being so lost in my own mind is draining and terrifying..
I’ve been abusing phenibut and Gabapentin, Gabapentin doses 2-3 grams then went to phenibut 3 grams a day and throw some Lyrica 600-900 mg in the mix and I fear psychosis or dementia, Alzheimer’s .. I’m completely going insane..
These Gabapentinoids are no fucking joke.. you think cause they don’t pop on a drug test they are ok..
PHENIBUT Is going to take me out. I’m full blown addicted and if I try to stop I will go into a psychosis and if I keep using it my kidneys, liver and brain will turn to mush and I will lose my mind..
I’m hanging on by a thread honestly I need another reset button but I can’t go back to rehab I got a good job my life on the outside is great but I feel I’m going to die if I keep this up.
Drugs have truly taken everything from me and I can’t function with or without them…
Please help me.