Yepimonfire
Greenlighter
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- Aug 6, 2014
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Last semi successful attempt I tapered down from 8g to 3.25g over several months, tapering 500mg every 7 days until I got down to 4.5g and then tapering down by 250mg every 7 days thereafter, it was relatively painless, some minor anxiety third day post drop, but easily able to handle it.
Well, I was a complete idiot, and decided since I could just taper off it at any time so simply, I'd go back up to a therapeutic dose (was taking it for anxiety) about 3 months ago, except now 8g didn't work that well, so I went to 10g, then 12.
Tried to taper starting last week, as I'm jobless and even though I have enough to last 4 months at the current dose, I definitely do not want to run out dependent on it especially at a high dose, that'd be a nightmare. Not to mention quite honestly I'm absolutely sick of being dependent on it just to function, 12g barely does anything. Decided to initially drop to 11g and wait a week to see how I felt. A bit off but relatively normal by the 7 day mark.
Here's where it gets weird...I ordered a bunch of phenibut FAA because liftmode was out of hcl, decided to try that out even though I still had hcl because I was concerned about it not working the same, was time for my next gram drop, figured I'd drop a gram a week until I hit 8g. Since the scoop for the flour consistency faa was between 250-400mg, I assumed it was 400mg if I packed it tight and level, took 10.6 estimated grams. Fine day one, next day HORRIFIC depression, took one gram hcl at night (normally take my dose all at once in the morning) which seemed to fix the problem, I don't know if tapering down too fast as the problem or my estimate was way off on the faa. I know based on a scale in the past hcl is relatively accurate level scooped at 500mg since its granular.
So today I decided if it simply as too fast of a taper, maybe I'll try 125mg ed, using hcl for accuracy. Dosed 10.875g this morning, felt fine all day until 8pm, then horrible anxiety, pounding heart, derealization, sweats, typical phenibut withdrawal symptoms. Perhaps the dose reduction earlier down to 11g is just now catching up to me? Not a normal panic attack.
Should I start at square one (12g) and start a slower taper and just deal with the fact that I have a long road to go? 250 or 500mg a week? It seems like the dependence is much more ingrained into my brain second time around. I fucked up, I admit. I must note it seems to take 7 days for a dose adjustment to level out, so every day or 3 days is not gonna work.
What's the absolute safest way to do this? I have to be able to function to find work and be on top of my game. I will have to find a way to acquire more phenibut.
Only medical help would be going to a hospital, I cannot pay for a doctor.
Well, I was a complete idiot, and decided since I could just taper off it at any time so simply, I'd go back up to a therapeutic dose (was taking it for anxiety) about 3 months ago, except now 8g didn't work that well, so I went to 10g, then 12.
Tried to taper starting last week, as I'm jobless and even though I have enough to last 4 months at the current dose, I definitely do not want to run out dependent on it especially at a high dose, that'd be a nightmare. Not to mention quite honestly I'm absolutely sick of being dependent on it just to function, 12g barely does anything. Decided to initially drop to 11g and wait a week to see how I felt. A bit off but relatively normal by the 7 day mark.
Here's where it gets weird...I ordered a bunch of phenibut FAA because liftmode was out of hcl, decided to try that out even though I still had hcl because I was concerned about it not working the same, was time for my next gram drop, figured I'd drop a gram a week until I hit 8g. Since the scoop for the flour consistency faa was between 250-400mg, I assumed it was 400mg if I packed it tight and level, took 10.6 estimated grams. Fine day one, next day HORRIFIC depression, took one gram hcl at night (normally take my dose all at once in the morning) which seemed to fix the problem, I don't know if tapering down too fast as the problem or my estimate was way off on the faa. I know based on a scale in the past hcl is relatively accurate level scooped at 500mg since its granular.
So today I decided if it simply as too fast of a taper, maybe I'll try 125mg ed, using hcl for accuracy. Dosed 10.875g this morning, felt fine all day until 8pm, then horrible anxiety, pounding heart, derealization, sweats, typical phenibut withdrawal symptoms. Perhaps the dose reduction earlier down to 11g is just now catching up to me? Not a normal panic attack.
Should I start at square one (12g) and start a slower taper and just deal with the fact that I have a long road to go? 250 or 500mg a week? It seems like the dependence is much more ingrained into my brain second time around. I fucked up, I admit. I must note it seems to take 7 days for a dose adjustment to level out, so every day or 3 days is not gonna work.
What's the absolute safest way to do this? I have to be able to function to find work and be on top of my game. I will have to find a way to acquire more phenibut.
Only medical help would be going to a hospital, I cannot pay for a doctor.
