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at parties etc, not doing it too regularly. So starting this summer, I started getting involved with MDMA and the other day I was meeting up with my guy to pick up some more for me. Afterwards my friend invited me over to try acid for the
first time and suggested I candy-flip (mixing M and acid). Not really knowing what to expect from LSD I was in for quite a surprise for the next 14 hours...
were starting to melt...no big deal! This wasn't too bad but things started to get freaky when I went to the bathroom... When I was washing my hands I looked up into the mirror and this is where things started to get freaky. If I stared into
the mirror long enough, my face would start to get messed up. Sometimes half my face would look like it was melting, sometimes the mirror was acting like a kaleidoscope and my face would start changing shapes and I looked like an alien
and shit! If I wasn't on M, I'm sure I would be way more uncomfortable with this. At some points I felt like if I stared too long I would get sucked into the mirror (some Alice in wonderland shit right here). But if I got too uncomfortable all I
had to do was laugh it off and then everything would go back to normal. Throughout the night I would continuously return to the bathroom just to stare into the mirror for a while. I felt safe in the bathroom and would just stare into the
mirror for a few minutes and then go back to hanging with my friends. If I stared right into my eyes in the mirror, my pupils looked like wiggly bubbles (best way to describe them) that squirmed all around my eye
. At one point I was on the
floor of the bathroom just relaxing and then left to go sit with my friends and started playing some RUA2 (Robot Unicorn Attack 2) on my phone *Side Note: Whoever created this game must have made it to captivate an
LSD audience because I was blown away by how amazing this game was*. After about 10 min (or what I thought was 10min) I looked up from my game and suddenly realized I hadn't even left the bathroom and was still sitting on
the floor. At this point my friend described my state as "tripping major balls".
bathroom. When I was watching my kaleidoscope face change into weird and scary things, I suddenly focused on my face and I had this thought *she's beautiful*. That moment, I wish I could relive it because it was then I realized I called
myself beautiful and I really meant it. I thought I was beautiful. Right then and there I started bawling my eyes out (they were happy tears). My friends came in to check on me and I could barely dictate why I was crying. After I calmed
down I went back to being with my friends but I kept going to the bathroom to check myself in the mirror to see if I still thought I was pretty. As the night was ending and my high was wearing off I became worried that I would wake up
sober the next day and no longer think I looked good. This morning when I woke up I found this note on my phone from my high self:
"I know you think that because I'm on drugs that how I saw things aren't real and I'm sure some of the things I saw weren't fully real. But just let me believe I saw myself as beautiful and I want you to tell yourself that whenever you look in a mirror that you are beautiful
"
I'm sorry if this is sappy and lame but I thought I would share this just because it was such an excellent experience and it's always nice hearing things like that!
I'd just thought I'd share this experience of my trip on LSD. To give you some background of my history of drugs, the first illicit thing I ever did was shrooms when I was 16. That was three years ago and since then I've just done some weedat parties etc, not doing it too regularly. So starting this summer, I started getting involved with MDMA and the other day I was meeting up with my guy to pick up some more for me. Afterwards my friend invited me over to try acid for the
first time and suggested I candy-flip (mixing M and acid). Not really knowing what to expect from LSD I was in for quite a surprise for the next 14 hours...
I had taken .1 of M and half a hit of LSD to start (later taking .2 of M and another half hit of acid) and took the M earlier so I felt its affects before the acid. But then I started noticing it taking effect when some of the paintings on the wallwere starting to melt...no big deal! This wasn't too bad but things started to get freaky when I went to the bathroom... When I was washing my hands I looked up into the mirror and this is where things started to get freaky. If I stared into
the mirror long enough, my face would start to get messed up. Sometimes half my face would look like it was melting, sometimes the mirror was acting like a kaleidoscope and my face would start changing shapes and I looked like an alien
and shit! If I wasn't on M, I'm sure I would be way more uncomfortable with this. At some points I felt like if I stared too long I would get sucked into the mirror (some Alice in wonderland shit right here). But if I got too uncomfortable all I
had to do was laugh it off and then everything would go back to normal. Throughout the night I would continuously return to the bathroom just to stare into the mirror for a while. I felt safe in the bathroom and would just stare into the
mirror for a few minutes and then go back to hanging with my friends. If I stared right into my eyes in the mirror, my pupils looked like wiggly bubbles (best way to describe them) that squirmed all around my eye
. At one point I was on thefloor of the bathroom just relaxing and then left to go sit with my friends and started playing some RUA2 (Robot Unicorn Attack 2) on my phone *Side Note: Whoever created this game must have made it to captivate an
LSD audience because I was blown away by how amazing this game was*. After about 10 min (or what I thought was 10min) I looked up from my game and suddenly realized I hadn't even left the bathroom and was still sitting on
the floor. At this point my friend described my state as "tripping major balls".
I would say that the best moment of the night was during one of my trips to the bathroom. Heads up, I'm a female and like most females I've always been self-conscious of my appearance. So during this trip to the bathroom. When I was watching my kaleidoscope face change into weird and scary things, I suddenly focused on my face and I had this thought *she's beautiful*. That moment, I wish I could relive it because it was then I realized I called
myself beautiful and I really meant it. I thought I was beautiful. Right then and there I started bawling my eyes out (they were happy tears). My friends came in to check on me and I could barely dictate why I was crying. After I calmed
down I went back to being with my friends but I kept going to the bathroom to check myself in the mirror to see if I still thought I was pretty. As the night was ending and my high was wearing off I became worried that I would wake up
sober the next day and no longer think I looked good. This morning when I woke up I found this note on my phone from my high self:
"I know you think that because I'm on drugs that how I saw things aren't real and I'm sure some of the things I saw weren't fully real. But just let me believe I saw myself as beautiful and I want you to tell yourself that whenever you look in a mirror that you are beautiful
"I'm sorry if this is sappy and lame but I thought I would share this just because it was such an excellent experience and it's always nice hearing things like that!
