It almost seems redundant but looking back on my childhood lately has revealed a few things to me. mostly that i ended up having many of the social traits of people who i looked up to also seemingly obvious. but how could we do this even seeing the flaws of the personality we try to mimic. what are we to become if we had chosen to take on a destructive personality? i only bring it up because i was recently replaying my favorite game as a kid final fantasy 8 and realized i thought vary similar to squall the things he says and the way he acts towards people. also i have his restless mind and social awkwardness. as in i find it hard to consume myself with other people i hate being felt sorry for or feeling sorry, i think everyone needs to be self sufficient and cant stand thinking about what people are gonna say about me when im dead. its just strange how i could have subconsciously molded my personality and makes me wonder what else did i shape myself into and why? would i even remember? i know it kinda sounds dumb but how else can i explain it we take on admired personalities flaws and all. when our foundation crumbles whats really underneath? i guess after all that rambling my real question is why do i decide i want to be them. is it that the host personality seems to have solutions to our problems and that being more like them will give me an easier life? or is it that their problems seem admirable in comparison? and finally how is this done when we are so naive to the fact?
Ah....I went through this many moons ago 
We are all formed after behaviors and things we see and mold ourselves into- BUT when you realize this, and if you are not happy with the mold you have fashioned yourself out of- you can change it.....We are, all of us shape shifters..... We can change to be what we want to be.....I went through years where I totally went inwards and reexamined myself......I became more of the type of person I could respect and less of my parents and outside influences......
If you are aware of how suggestion morphed you into the person you are- you have the power to change.......
We are all formed after behaviors and things we see and mold ourselves into- BUT when you realize this, and if you are not happy with the mold you have fashioned yourself out of- you can change it.....We are, all of us shape shifters..... We can change to be what we want to be.....I went through years where I totally went inwards and reexamined myself......I became more of the type of person I could respect and less of my parents and outside influences......
If you are aware of how suggestion morphed you into the person you are- you have the power to change.......
