Intrinsic man
Bluelighter
I don't know if this should be posted in the trip report section, but since my short story comes with a question, I suppose it should be posted here for now. Feel free to move it if it is in the wrong place.
This past Friday night, myself and 5 of my friends decided to purchase a gram and a half of cocaine, along with an adequate supply of beer. We got a little drunk, and then railed a decent sized line. We were all feeling pretty good at this point, however I was a little disappointed. I thought the coke would hit me harder since I never really do any. After drinking quite a number of beers, about an hour and a half later we finished off our supply of coke with another decent line. By now I was feeling considerably great.
After about another hour and a half - two hours, I ingested 3 mg of Etizolam to come down on. I got pretty messed up, but can remember mostly everything and it wasn't unpleasant. At this point, I should have gone to sleep. Etizolam has a way of making me want to stay up for the rest of my life as well as making me fiend for more drugs. My girlfriend had 50 mg of Adderal which we ended up snorting... I took at least another Etizolam as well. There are about 4-5 hours of the night/morning that I don't really remember. I know that I continued to drink but can't even tell you how I was feeling. I must have been pretty wired and sedated at the same time.
By noon the next day, I am still awake and decided to go get another gram of coke. I split the gram 4 ways with my gf and two of my friends who are just waking up. I basically snorted my whole portion of the gram in one line and about an hour or so later, I passed the fuck out. That Saturday of my life doesn't really exist to me. I woke up at like 9 pm feeling kinda shitty, but considering my situation, It could have been worse.
The past two days I have been semi worried about all the drugs I did this weekend. Part of me is saying it's no big deal and that it's okay to over indulge every once in a while. The other part of me is worried that I may have done some damage to myself... this doesn't seem viable, I mean, Charlie Sheen's still kickin, right? I really don't know much about amphetamines and the crazy combinations I did, but I know there has to be a lot of you who do. Any input on my situation would be appreciated. I swear I am having chest pains now, but this is probably just anxiety. Perhaps I'll just stick to opiates for the next few weeks at least.
This past Friday night, myself and 5 of my friends decided to purchase a gram and a half of cocaine, along with an adequate supply of beer. We got a little drunk, and then railed a decent sized line. We were all feeling pretty good at this point, however I was a little disappointed. I thought the coke would hit me harder since I never really do any. After drinking quite a number of beers, about an hour and a half later we finished off our supply of coke with another decent line. By now I was feeling considerably great.
After about another hour and a half - two hours, I ingested 3 mg of Etizolam to come down on. I got pretty messed up, but can remember mostly everything and it wasn't unpleasant. At this point, I should have gone to sleep. Etizolam has a way of making me want to stay up for the rest of my life as well as making me fiend for more drugs. My girlfriend had 50 mg of Adderal which we ended up snorting... I took at least another Etizolam as well. There are about 4-5 hours of the night/morning that I don't really remember. I know that I continued to drink but can't even tell you how I was feeling. I must have been pretty wired and sedated at the same time.
By noon the next day, I am still awake and decided to go get another gram of coke. I split the gram 4 ways with my gf and two of my friends who are just waking up. I basically snorted my whole portion of the gram in one line and about an hour or so later, I passed the fuck out. That Saturday of my life doesn't really exist to me. I woke up at like 9 pm feeling kinda shitty, but considering my situation, It could have been worse.
The past two days I have been semi worried about all the drugs I did this weekend. Part of me is saying it's no big deal and that it's okay to over indulge every once in a while. The other part of me is worried that I may have done some damage to myself... this doesn't seem viable, I mean, Charlie Sheen's still kickin, right? I really don't know much about amphetamines and the crazy combinations I did, but I know there has to be a lot of you who do. Any input on my situation would be appreciated. I swear I am having chest pains now, but this is probably just anxiety. Perhaps I'll just stick to opiates for the next few weeks at least.
