frostyangel
Bluelighter
The desolate sun came shinning though
my window, it was like any other day.
I mean we all fall into this routine.
But, somedays don't you just want to
break free from this dismal life.
I miss those days. Staying up all nite.
Doing nothing. Driving to nowhere. Not
caring. When I thought my life sucked
then. Now looking back realizing all
that fun faded away.
Like that day when I met you...
I realize I am not the same
person, I use to believe in..
When I could run so fast,
outlasting the last person
inline.
Now, i'm lost.
I reach for all these openings that
don't seem to exist. And I can't help
feeling like I'm drowning.
Even though I was saved.
I still stir in this constant
pace of the covers revolving
around the empty weight of my
dreams. And I still jump out of
a sleep of a cold sweat;
that should revive the
life I wanted to forget about
by the time I drifted away.
What if I was washed away.
That day..
without a last word to say.
Without holding your hand one last time.
Without telling my mother I always forgive her.
Telling my best friend I was sorry.
Because, it was your hand that was
intertwined with mine. And I don't
know who lost who first. But I knew
we were going down fast. And all you
can do is think faster than I can hear
your screams.
I wonder where my sanity would go.
I think about all the paths I ever
crossed. Did I ever touch your life
with a memory that would make you
smile and laugh just as hard as you
did that day we swore we would
never forget.
Sometimes, I'm standing there wanting
to grasps something so much more that
I feel could be so important, so
wonderful.. like there is always
something better. And when I find it,
I'll never let it go. Watching the steps
that should become inviting of which
reality is this and maybe it doesn't get
much better than what we're making of it.
It must of been other story.
Another ending that I forgot to watch.
You know the ones where you always skip
the plot.
Someday, I'll get over this fear. That
never use to be here. But, until that
day.. I'll hold everything dear..And
I'll never forget how a perfect stranger
and saved my life
**god bless**
my window, it was like any other day.
I mean we all fall into this routine.
But, somedays don't you just want to
break free from this dismal life.
I miss those days. Staying up all nite.
Doing nothing. Driving to nowhere. Not
caring. When I thought my life sucked
then. Now looking back realizing all
that fun faded away.
Like that day when I met you...
I realize I am not the same
person, I use to believe in..
When I could run so fast,
outlasting the last person
inline.
Now, i'm lost.
I reach for all these openings that
don't seem to exist. And I can't help
feeling like I'm drowning.
Even though I was saved.
I still stir in this constant
pace of the covers revolving
around the empty weight of my
dreams. And I still jump out of
a sleep of a cold sweat;
that should revive the
life I wanted to forget about
by the time I drifted away.
What if I was washed away.
That day..
without a last word to say.
Without holding your hand one last time.
Without telling my mother I always forgive her.
Telling my best friend I was sorry.
Because, it was your hand that was
intertwined with mine. And I don't
know who lost who first. But I knew
we were going down fast. And all you
can do is think faster than I can hear
your screams.
I wonder where my sanity would go.
I think about all the paths I ever
crossed. Did I ever touch your life
with a memory that would make you
smile and laugh just as hard as you
did that day we swore we would
never forget.
Sometimes, I'm standing there wanting
to grasps something so much more that
I feel could be so important, so
wonderful.. like there is always
something better. And when I find it,
I'll never let it go. Watching the steps
that should become inviting of which
reality is this and maybe it doesn't get
much better than what we're making of it.
It must of been other story.
Another ending that I forgot to watch.
You know the ones where you always skip
the plot.
Someday, I'll get over this fear. That
never use to be here. But, until that
day.. I'll hold everything dear..And
I'll never forget how a perfect stranger
and saved my life
**god bless**
