people

[unicorn83]

i wish it was one or two who stabbed my back
but unfortuanetly it was more
why do people act the way they do,
why do we have to becareful of what people might say.
you walked towards me and i said no please stay away
you accepted me as i am
made me open my heart to you
what do i get? an "im sorry would you repeat what has been killing you for years again, i forgot"
why do i even bother with giving a people a chance why do i even bother with freakin romance.
i know im not perfect either but would i ignore your tears or cries for help
would i ignore the fact that you need a loving hug?
i saw my ex today, the sickest person i kow,
he even called me saying, girl your so hot why didn't i stay in contact.
what do u want a fuck? i dont care i'll fuck ur brains out but dont mess with my heart.
i'm leaving all the bullshit behidg in a wekk
to welcome more bullshit from others,
it's a sick cycle that we'll all live through till the day we die.

 

[harraser]

sadly its true.you just cant live without letting people in,but if you do you take the chance of being hurt.trust me, keep letting people in but do it slowly,I took the opion of just closing myself off,now I have about 5 people who I can really call freinds and Im only just starting to open up to them after years of knowing them....its not the road Id advise. theres people out there who are worth it,you just have to find them luv ya hun.*hugs*