peace V's sadness

[madmick19]

i found out i was betrayed the other day
by two people i cared about,
by two people who led me to believe i was in the wrong
i have cried laughed and shared joy with these two
one of whom is my partner and the other a supposed friend for life

thoughts of vengence skip accross my minds eye fleetingly
than pity and compassion for those who have made life alienating decisions and actions, it is not just your life you co create this madness in but many,
a web of lies you have weaved accross the loyalty of friendship
but i do not hate you, you have shown your hand for who you are

a poor wretched soul creating a future for yourself that matters not what you do or who you are right now, but you will be judged on your action by those who know you and trusted you under the same guise.

both peace and sadness fill this time
but not the end of the road this shall be,
for i am free of you both and your lies
you cannot touch me

once invited into my heart & home
i ask you to leave, for who you are now is but a shadow of how i knew you
a shadow of a former person most ethical and loved in my heart
corrupted now to take actions in my life,
similar to those you cried on my shoulder when it happened to you

at least i am free from the lie that was perpetuated on me

you are still a slave to the path you have chosen

i hope your life reaps what you sow, but alas i cant wish that upon you

i hope the innocent vicitms of your lies and deciet are free'd from your web

for they deserve more than your lies,


peace to you my brother... i cant imagine being in a place where what you have done looks alright. It must be a true tortured life.

 

[katmeow]

There's not much that can be said, but I hope you're doing ok, my friend

 

[GrooveJunkie8]

This is really heavy. I like the stance you take on the situation. Keep positive and atop all, keep writing!