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swilow said:
^Intervention time Rog? :D <3 (just kdding Sox....sort of....<3)
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^Haha I'm the last person in the world who should be telling anyone not to drugs, so feels weird man. :D

We're just looking out for ya PSox, don't wanna see you get sucked into some bullshit. <3
 
Thanks for the concern guys. When I say methamphetamine I mean it in a "proffesional" and therapeutic manner. An oral dose of 10mg just gives you that clarity and energy to get you in a good, motivated mood to get things done. I wouldn't snort the stuff. Anyways i think low dose MDPV might be more appropriate for what i want. It's more mild in it's effect and is more drawn out.

swilow said:
I feel the same though, I need somethng to wind down after work, so I usually just spliff up.
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I wish pot affected me like it does you guys. Sometimes it can be relaxing but more often than not is provokes an anxiety attack; the exact opposite of what i was looking for. :(

I'm actually thinking of taking 5mg of AMT along with my pira/centro and see where that takes me.
 
^Smokin a really small amount like less then ~100mg (about 60) is enough to get my body stoned, and hungry, with a bit of mind warping. I get really anxious off hgher doses of pot though....
 
Oh, also forgot to mention. If regular amphetamine was available i'd much rather have that; it just happens to be that meth is the only amphetamine available to me.

swilow said:
^PSox, try only taking diazepam twice every three days at most I reckon, it has a mammoth half life.
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Really? I'll check the half-life in a sec, but I find it only lasts maybe 6 hours for me.
 
Diazepam half-life can be as long as 100 hours. It stays in your body subtly effecting all your shit for a while after you can't feel it anymore.

edit--woah was just out of my body for a second with nothing but pot and music. Was fucken cool! %)
 
Hehe, I'm ncely blazed at the minute...I love stuffin a bud in ze pipe and just pulling that green goodness down :):) Midmorning smoking is good- chlled for the day, but still wakeys at nght (when I have to work :|).

Thats the sneaky thing bout diazepam; the long half-life doesn't denote long subjective effects IMO, but even if you were to dose every 2 days, you would end up accumulating diazepam and metabolites. Part of the reason I think the subjectve effects tend to fade is metabolism to temazepam; and seeing as thats no0t vvery potent, if one took 4 mg of diaz, the temaz portion would be tiny.
 
PepperSocks said:
I am incredibly dependent on substances Roger. I realize that. If I don't have a drug of some sort in me I feel like something's missing. Sometimes being completely sober feels good, but a mild "something" feels good too.
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I'm honestly the same way. I do enjoy being sober to an extent, but i dunno, I enjoy the little added bonus of another substance. Its not as if I need to be incredibly intoxicated, i just enjoy having that little extra bit. I normally just fix this by smoking weed everyday, but I wish I could mix it up. I wish I could do K, dmt (or some shorter acting psych), weed, a shorter acting benzo (less than 10 hours), some sort of opiate, etc. over a weeks period of time.
 
^ I'm thinking of smoking some DMT of 5-meo tonight.

I think I'll also take the advice from here. I'll make my evening GABAergic Kava and/or Valerian.

I have a 30 - 0.25mg xanax script once a year but I save those for emergencies. I don't dip into those to "chill out".
 
ahhh rei you are soo stupid! I need a freaking pin number to use my gift card?!!?! I have the damn gift card number but not my gift card (it is 800 miles away at my apartment). I don't know if I can wait till I get back home to buy all these goods since they are on sale at a really good price.
 
I cannot believe 5-MeO-DMT. It's so... perfect. It is the ultimate wall breaker. Nothing compares, even better than N,N.

To take a hit (even a small one), lie down and close your eyes into a state of simply being. I have never felt more accepting of myself in my life and aware of the sentience of others.

It baffles me that they are going to schedule this. There is absolutely no recreational potential in this material; just pure being in the moment. I think I've found my #1. LSD is great for the outdoors in an appreciation of the senses way but 5-meo-dmt just simply is. It lacks any kind of psychedelia or visuals. It's what it doesn't do that makes it my #1.
 
here's a podcast from a german "culture channel"(public) about psycholytic therapy. it's a discussion between a swiss guy conducting clinical research with lsd and mdma, the chief of the german association of psychologist [quite 'unprogressive' of course...] and a psychiatrist.
it's pretty good; informative and objective. and the swiss guys pwns... ;)
but it's still in german....

http://www.swr.de/swr2/programm/sendungen/swr2-forum/rueckschau/-/id=660194/nid=660194/did=5662024/pv=mplayer/vv=popup/7wq14h/index.html24/pv=mplayer/vv=popup/7wq14h/index.html
 
Ive been thinking about starting to write trip reports to document my experiences

I'm going to write one up for my next DXM trip soon and for now on Im gonna write one for every new substance I try. Im just gonna keep a note pad with me and write down the various effects and feelings as they overtake me. It should be fun :D

I'm sure its going to be nice to look back on them in the future too
 
I like writing alot too , Im kind of disappointed in my lack of trip reports

with all these drugs ive done over the years I should have more to show for it :D
 
I'm not really an eloquent writer; I find I'm very direct and concise. My trip reports all kind of end up being a point form list of things that happen during a trip except it's in paragraph form.
 
^Both styles have their merits; I tend to wrte in an overly romanticsed/verbose kinda way myself (see Words for examples).

Tis fun to spin some words to paint a portrait.
 
just tried to give drugs-forum a chance

I cant believe they force you to write SWIM and SWIY , its so annoying

it makes me not even wanna post there

Bluelight for the Win :D
 
I went into words a while ago thinking it was a place for people to post their short stories or novels or stuff and found it was all a bunch of poetry. ;)

UGH, I dreaded reading Shakespeare in high school english. I'm very much left brained with a bit of right thrown in.

So I want to use AMT orally but hate having to weigh a little (5-10mg) cap every time. I want to dissolve it in some liquid like I do with diazepam. I dissolve diazepam in 100% ethanol and I'm pretty sure AMT freebase would also dissolve in 100% ethanol but I can't find any stability information on such a preparation.

I figure I'll put 100mg of AMT in 10mLs of ethanol but I'm just wondering how long it'll last.
 
Cosmic Charlie said:
just tried to give drugs-forum a chance

I cant believe they force you to write SWIM and SWIY , its so annoying

it makes me not even wanna post there :\
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I went there yesterday too. Google came up with some good info on their site. Some of the members are quite intelligent but their swimming rule is really stupid.

If I was to talk in the first person there would my posts get edited and would I get warned? It just seems really weird.

I would never get an account there. Even the layout of the site sucks compared to here. It's just handy to have their good stuff come up on google. ;)
 
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