• Psychedelic Drugs Welcome Guest
    View threads about
    Posting RulesBluelight Rules
    PD's Best Threads Index
    Social ThreadSupport Bluelight
    Psychedelic Beginner's FAQ
  • PD Moderators: Esperighanto | JackARoe | Cheshire_Kat

☮ Social ☮ PD Umph: Hearts Rainbows and Butterflies Social

Status
Not open for further replies.
Much love ecto <3 Follow what you're drawn to.

Kava + pot is actually quite psychedelic as I found out last night. I was watching this nature show about the arctic and it was the most fascinating thing I had ever seen. The way whales move is incredible. Big, blubbery masses just flowing through the water. <3 :)

Also kava is an awesome aphrodisiac. :)

I woke up with benzo hangover again today. The xanax really packed a punch. I have moments from last night that are a bit hazy, but I still remember all of it.

I took a little bit of phenibut to ease it and I'm going to try AMT again, only 3mg this time. Also yesterday I ate some heavy Dutch cheese on the way to work and with AMT having supposed MAOI effects, that could have set it off.

Going to fix my mom's printer and sharpen an axe. :)
 
so far it hasn't surfaced again but i still feel it exists. perhaps i was only reliving the anxiety i had when i was younger. it was such a huge part of my life. i think it took me by surprise because i have a tendency to always leave behind residue in my dmt pipe. i think i took a much more powerful dose than expected. i still believe there is underlying work to be done in my acceptance of existence/non-existence though.
 
Took another 1mg kpin and I am just hanging around with the fam till i jet off back home. I arrive late as fuck though, 11:30, oh well, at least my friend is throwing a party so it'll end up righteous.
 
Going sober i showing me everything I love about life again, but making it so much clearer that I can't have the one thing I love most in my life :(

Thats probably where the problem started lol
 
My dad's hunting camp is having their first night party tonight but I don't think I'm going to go. Lately I've been finding a select few of them to be very annoying; especially after a few drinks. That and they keep hounding me about going with them. I'm all for hunting for food but for them it's a sport and I just don't agree with it being something to be proud of.

I don't like the mentality of hanging antlers on the wall and the whole "I got this, I'm so great, trophy, trophy, trophy..." thing :|

Killing another creature is not something to be proud of, it's simply done to provide food and other supplies such as hides. Taking the life of another creature is not something to be proud of or to be done frivolously. I think they should be more aware of what it is they are actually doing and honouring the animal for what their death provided to you.

That, and I'm not going because I don't like how alcohol makes me feel and I'll be coming home feeling crappy, and waking up feeling crappy so I'm just going to take some kava later on and maybe smoke some 5-MeO-DMT. :)

Taking AMT as an anti-depressant sure is a learning curve. I suppose it has to do with my body getting acclimatized to it as well. I took 3mg today and it's been pretty good. I was having a couple waves of tension here and there but for the most part it's been fine. Sometimes I've been carried away on a wave of euphoria. I had a good sprawl session on my bedroom floor. :)

3mg seems to be as high as I can go without it starting to make me trip and getting the body load and mental effects of a rough come-up. I'll stick with 3mg until I feel like increasing it.
 
For you PD <3

BuffetTeaCakes.JPG
 
another 1mg kpin down the hatch...


If only I had some bud to make it a little interesting. Oh well, party tonight with tons of booze and weed. Considering kpins 36+ hour halflife (if I'm not mistaken) I should only have a 3 or 4 drinks, but that'll end up as a great time.
 
Oh my god XD I remember the time I had 3 beers at a warehouse party, forgetting about all the ativan I took that afternoon. Well because of my inebriation 3 beers turned into god knows how many. Can you say blackout?
 
My uncle blacks out all the time. He's on benzo scripts but he also drinks, and he drinks enough. And now he's going to a specialist because of memory problems. Well DUH! :\

I've blacked out on xanax before. I did things I barely recollected even doing. Last night came close. Some things are hazy but I remember them. That's likely the creepiest part of a strong benzo dose.

I just got a pretty strong wave of the AMT. It's an incredible aphrodisiac. I better cut the dose down to 2mg for work situations. I don't want to have to run off to the bathroom to wank it. ;) :D
 
I once snorted a 50mg line of phenazepam , boy was that stupid

I was blacked out for days , I kept dipping back into the stash

somehow 500mgs vanished on me that week
 
Jesus Charlie, isn't an active dose of that stuff in the milligram or sub-milligram level?

It's a wonder you're around to tell us about it.

I could never use benzo powders without a scale and liquid measurement. :\
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top