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Another work day... my wife and I have been pretty lazy after our summer vacations. I've got to make myself do some web design today... I need to make some extra money. I hate plugging away at capitalism but here I am... and I have to if I want to stay living here.
 
Needing money to live comfortably sucks. I don't need a lavish lifestyle, but my own place in the country to call my own would be nice. Having to go to some indoor job in the city working for someone else is what kills me; I'd love to just have my own lab where I did my own research and sell my ideas and findings to the world.

Then there's those people who don't want to work, have able bodies and have no shame in going to the welfare office and sucking off the teat of others.

Sorry for the cynical post; I haven't tripped in 3 weeks, stress is starting to get to me. :(

My sister's dog went home this morning. It was hard to say goodbye, he came downstairs, jumped in my bed and slept with me for a bit this morning. He loves me so much; I'm really going to miss him. <3
 
Then there's those people who don't want to work, have able bodies and have no shame in going to the welfare office and sucking off the teat of others.

Guilty as charged :)

To be totally honest, I'd love to work, there's just amazingly few employers willing to employ ex-junkies who are still in suboxone treatment.

I know one girl on my clinic who works in a hospital as a nurse. Even she had to basically lie about her background to get the job.
 
^Wow. That sucks, dread. :( Aren't your medical records supposed to be confidential, like how would potential employers know that you are currently on suboxone?
 
Wut's up PD , Ive Missed You <3

I feel you on the job front dread it sucks

Im pretty sure they cant look into medical files though , at least in the us

which you don't hail from but who knows , just lie on applications it works sometimes
 
Well you could probably keep it secret if you really tried. Except when you need to come up with excuses every week for missing work when you have to go pick up the meds...

They are working on a system where you can get the meds straight from a pharmacy, without actually having to go to the clinic every week. Things may work out better in the future. Maybe


Then of course there's still the issue of prejudices of people. If you have long hair, piercings or tattoos etc. it lowers your chances of finding a job surprisingly, considering we live on the 21st century.
 
Hai there Charles :D <3 Good to see ya around again. :)

I'm hanging out at my mom's house right now, and its making me nostalgic; I used to wait until my mom was asleep, then I'd go out into the backyard and get hiiiighhhhh as hell on some nuggets, and then I'd come back in and sit in the big comfy chair in the den and watch movies and browse BL w/ my computer in my lap. Ahhhh, I miss those times. High school was so much damn fun. Just getting high and sitting around was a wonderful adventure in those days, the world just seemed so exciting and new. I feel like a completely different person now.

"River gonna take me, sing me sweet and sleepy
Sing me sweet and sleepy all the way back home
It's a far gone lullaby sung many years ago
Mama, Mama, many worlds I've come since I first left home"
 
Another work day... my wife and I have been pretty lazy after our summer vacations. I've got to make myself do some web design today... I need to make some extra money. I hate plugging away at capitalism but here I am... and I have to if I want to stay living here.

Capitalism needs to die and burn. Or at least become malnourished... It would do the world some good.

There are times when I think capitalism is at least mostly beneficial... but in the end I just end up hating the greed and competitive nature it perpetuates. Unfortunately, I don't actively campaign for anti-capitalist causes because I am indeed a greedy victim of the promise of riches for hard work. :(
 
Hey Charlie :)

Capitalism needs to die and burn. Or at least become malnourished... It would do the world some good.

There are times when I think capitalism is at least mostly beneficial... but in the end I just end up hating the greed and competitive nature it perpetuates. Unfortunately, I don't actively campaign for anti-capitalist causes because I am indeed a greedy victim of the promise of riches for hard work. :(

My thing is to live comfortably, which means to work a bit, but hard work ends up making me uncomfortable. I like to work at my own pace for a few hours a day doing something I enjoy. I seem to have a real drawing to working for myself and selling my own services.

For capitalism to become malnourished would be a very good thing. I think a lot of people need to work a bit less hard, be a bit less eager and pushy. People need to mellow out and relax a bit; live comfortably. It would also be a lot easier on the planet's resources.

I just took some centrophenoxine for the first time along with my kava. Feels nice, as does having food in my stomach. I tend to work a lot when I really get into something and then ignore what my stomach is asking for. Hypoglycemia is no fun.

I'm going to try some centrophenoxine along with piracetam tomorrow. :)
 
So I just found out that locusts are just grasshoppers that swarm. All caused by an increase in serotonin because of back leg stimulation from overcrowding. Blew my mind.
 
Hi PD :) I also need a job, moneys runnin out but curiosity isn't, need funding. How was everyone's summer? Any good/interesting stories?

My summer was very uneventful and quite crappy until august...I got to have a few mushroom experiences and ended my last weekend b4 school with what turned out to be very strong lucy at the state fair where i saw Heart and they were really incredible! It was soo magical <3
 
Damn, I'm on the need-a-job bandwagon as well. Have been all summer. Though I am returning to school in fall, I still would have liked to have a job these last few months.

Capitalism...meh. I'm ambivalent on it as a whole. I just know capitalism and healthcare need to be separated.
 
Good to have you back Charlie.

I'm hanging out at my mom's house right now, and its making me nostalgic; I used to wait until my mom was asleep, then I'd go out into the backyard and get hiiiighhhhh as hell on some nuggets, and then I'd come back in and sit in the big comfy chair in the den and watch movies and browse BL w/ my computer in my lap. Ahhhh, I miss those times. High school was so much damn fun. Just getting high and sitting around was a wonderful adventure in those days, the world just seemed so exciting and new. I feel like a completely different person now.

Isn't nostalgia a crazy feeling?

I find that after a good smoke, I can always bring about that state of awe if I sit back, absorb the world, and embrace the "now" in a meditative fashion...
 
Another work day... my wife and I have been pretty lazy after our summer vacations. I've got to make myself do some web design today... I need to make some extra money. I hate plugging away at capitalism but here I am... and I have to if I want to stay living here.

As long as you're not designing websites for massive greedy corporations, there really ain't nuthin' wrong with plugging away at capitalism.
 
Have to learn physical chemistry. I'm principially interested but it seems so damn much...

Wonder if some kratom would boost my motivation...

edit: decided to try
 
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chemistry anit hard if you read a lot of it, one day it will just all gel into one big mass....remember the basics are your friend, don't start with an LSD synth' go make table salt and work your way up
 
Sure!

But physical chemistry is a bit more complex than producing table salt. It will certainly get easier once I get the basics, but it'll take me some days to become familiar with the basics of thermodynamics and quantum mechanics (it will probably take some MDPV as well8) )

anyways, looking forward to a great goa on friday, that keeps me motivated
 
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