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PD Socializing: Where you pop psilocin for headaches and freaky meets cheeky

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hey good morning folks.

self consciousness & social anxiety can be a real bitch. I've also had lots of problems with "overactive internal dialogue". It gets worst when I smoke weed, especially if I smoke too much... that's why I don't like to do it with lots of people around.

It's like an endless loop of what-ifs. Totally meaningless speculation inside your mind, about what other people think and how do they feel. It seems to me that there's no real connection between people these days... can't seem to figure people out, everyone's hiding their feelings and thoughts, so we start speculating about them...

One of my problems is being over-critical about myself. Nothing I do or say is good enough, for me. I believe this is very much connected to the social anxiety.

Sometimes I wish I had less of an imagination. Life would probably be easier if you didn't spend half of it imagining things...
 
dread said:
hey good morning folks.

self consciousness & social anxiety can be a real bitch. I've also had lots of problems with "overactive internal dialogue". It gets worst when I smoke weed, especially if I smoke too much... that's why I don't like to do it with lots of people around.

It's like an endless loop of what-ifs. Totally meaningless speculation inside your mind, about what other people think and how do they feel. It seems to me that there's no real connection between people these days... can't seem to figure people out, everyone's hiding their feelings and thoughts, so we start speculating about them...

One of my problems is being over-critical about myself. Nothing I do or say is good enough, for me. I believe this is very much connected to the social anxiety.

Sometimes I wish I had less of an imagination. Life would probably be easier if you didn't spend half of it imagining things...
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Haha fuck yes dude.

Ok, so are certain types of people drawn to this forum? Or do psychedelics bring this kinda thing on? I can't tell with my tripping self right now. I feel like you are all saying what I'm thinking basically. Haha.
 
Haha youz fucking with mee head.

I have to leave on a cabin trip at like 8 in the fucking morning tomorrow. I'll like be seeing trails still by then.

Should be an ok vacation, but I thought my friend was coming with and he is unable to :(

Also no cannabis for the campfire :(

But oh wellz nature is still the shiz
 
Hell yeah, you don't need drugs to enjoy nature.

I like living on the edge of the city. Lots of forest here. There's this patch of forest near my home with lots of blueberries growing there. I've been meaning to go and pick them... but you know how it is... procrastinating... which by the way is another problem of my life. I never get anything done.
 
Me neither. But lately i've been making an effort totake action on things that matter to me. These things don't include adapting to the public school system. i just can't work with that shit :(

man that apple was the first food I've had for nearly 24 hours. fuckkkkk.
 
well that's social anxiety and self talk figured out ...aaannnd in the words of some other swirler here...sorry can't remember who it was....."on to world peace"

man you guys are so lucky I left school 10 years ago oh wait fuck 11......promise me you will not waste your time as so many have....

Have a good trip NEARJAT
 
andreas said:
well that's social anxiety and self talk figured out ...aaannnd in the words of some other swirler here...sorry can't remember who it was....."on to world peace"

man you guys are so lucky I left school 10 years ago oh wait fuck 11......promise me you will not waste your time as so many have....

Have a good trip NEARJAT
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Thanks dude! Haha glad to see I have friends here at bluelight, I completely got no sleep whatsoever last night and was a bit on edge before reading that lol.
 
I prefer procreation over procrastination.

How you like them apples?

just not right now though.
I mean why procrastinate now if you can procreate tomorrow?
 
DMT can sometimes bring on sleepiness if smoked whilst short on sleep, rather than the usual powerful stimulation, I've come to recognize. A reminder that psyches are mind-manifesting indeed.
 
^^ Wicked! :)

Soo my free etaqualone and JWH-018 arrived, the former is white and smells kinda nice though nearly of nothing... the JWH-018 is not even yellow, more off-whitish :D which I am really glad to see after the horrorstories of brown gunk.
It's so damn potent tho, smoking doesn't seem like a nice ROA... I'm thinking dissolve it and make rollingpaper blotters for sublingual and oral admin. And perhaps bringing some to a friend of mine who has an awesome electric vaporizer.
 
nearjat said:
I talk very analytical and blow up small things verbally instead of in my head. Not in a negative way, but I'll just break down the pieces of something to the very simplest- or usually most fucking complicated in the end XD - concepts. Doing this in your head isn't uncommon, but after I did LSD I felt OK with sharing my ideas and stuffz with people. People don't give a fuck, and I'm learning this in the most annoying way. Self concsciousness. Fuck that useless shit.

I'm fully aware of how dumb paranoid self conscioussness really is. But it's basically a mental "disease", I'm trying to say it's outside of me- like a fucking flu or some shit hanging on me. draining me down.
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mmmm hmmm, me too, exactly. You're lucky to have a crew who understands you. :)

dread said:
self consciousness & social anxiety can be a real bitch. I've also had lots of problems with "overactive internal dialogue". It gets worst when I smoke weed, especially if I smoke too much... that's why I don't like to do it with lots of people around.

It's like an endless loop of what-ifs. Totally meaningless speculation inside your mind, about what other people think and how do they feel. It seems to me that there's no real connection between people these days... can't seem to figure people out, everyone's hiding their feelings and thoughts, so we start speculating about them...

One of my problems is being over-critical about myself. Nothing I do or say is good enough, for me. I believe this is very much connected to the social anxiety.
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I have the exact same problems as you guys. About the bolded.. I know eh???

What is it with people these days? Everyone's so concerned about living up to the status quo and being completely conformist so they hide anything that might go against it and in essence they're hiding a huge part of themselves. Why don't people just let go of their ego-conformist shit and be themselves?

I think a LOT of positive changes in the world would happen if people did that.

dread said:
I like living on the edge of the city. Lots of forest here. There's this patch of forest near my home with lots of blueberries growing there. I've been meaning to go and pick them... but you know how it is... procrastinating... which by the way is another problem of my life. I never get anything done.
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mmmm blueberries :)

I know about procrastination but blueberries don't last long, ya gotta get there or else animal and birds get them or they go rotten. It's one of those things procrastination really doesn't work with. ;)

About fresh fruit. Oh man, I'm loving it now. There's so much of it around now. Nature's bounty is fully stocked in my fridge, it's one of my favorite things about this time of the year. Peaches, plums, watermelon... mmmm, juicy goodness :)
 
I swear, I'll go out tomorrow and pick those blueberries! I'd go today but it's already getting dark.

I can't believe how lucky I am to have found such a great patch of blueberries so close to my home. And that nobody else has picked them, so far...
 
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