I was there when my sister made her decision to come out to our mom about it.... We were smoking a bowl and talking about it, shit was hitting the fan as far as being an Oxy addict/user/dealler in this town....
A while back a girl died under the influence of oxy and alcohol while driving, of course the news reports said otherwise... Im kind of happy they did kind of cover it up, she was a good person, one of those happy bubbly blond cheerleaders who also happened to be insanely smart... 780 out of 800 on the math portion of the SAT. Her goal was a perfect 800. I was one of the thousand or so people that attended her funeral. After her death, nothing bad was said.... Had any other oxy user died in this way, the results would have been far different.... She actually has a scholarship dedicated to her now...
She was a closet drug user, not a lot of non druggies knew, we were all told to keep our mouths shut about it as she had a reputation to protect, mention her drug use to anyone who did not know before her death, and most can not accept it as fact.
Anyways, after her death, someone started to narc, people close to my sister were getting arrested, pulled over by a van full of agents and harrassed, a dealer got busted with something like 200 OC 80s and a half ounce of meth. And she realized she had to stop while we were smoking a bowl one night. The next day she told our mom about it.
Oxy replaced meth as the DOC in my old high school... Everyone did it, i touched it a few times but i see far too much addictive potential in it, i will crave it for like 3 days after doing a single 30. And i feel good that most of the times i have done it i have been in large amounts of pain.... Night of my car wreck, bruised sternum that made it hurt to breath, and something else but i cant remember the cause...
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