Its like i suddenly became hard headed and drugs just don't affect me like they use to do.
Ain't that a bitch eh? I can only nod by throwing in alcohol and benzos, which have their own lack of effects now... and has led me to a far more annoying 'dragon chase' because I always use a drink or four to force the feels before bed... God I need to stop this downward spiral.But stimulants, opioids, and gabaergics, seems like it's impossible to get anything like I used to get from them, even at much higher dosages.
Yeah they aren't exactly best friends... I've been doing it out of sheer stupidity, chasing that dragon. I used to get pretty queasy if I mixed the two but in the past year or two I've become comfortable drinking on opioids. Usually not more than three drinks though, as past that I do get queasy still.I really dislike alcohol on top of opioids, to me it ruins the delicate niceness of the opiate. Never tried to mix them to get a nod, for this reason.
Aw man I didn't even have to click, the song queued up automatically in me head. It's such a nostalgic album of my childhood, makes my eyes tear up to go back. It really captured me, spooky in a way that fascinates children. "The fool on the hill, with eyes in his head...", blue jay way.. I am the walrus goo goo gajub.. all very trippy surreal and dreamy.
From the lost time of my parents driving a VW and growing vegetables in the back yard, no money, just love![]()
OK this remix is definitely sacrilege, but bear with me...
It's 2009 and the wobble sound has only begun to be abused. You were a kid who grew up on the Beatles, and you're at the Fractal Forest stage at Shambhala and A Skillz is up, and unveils this on that collosal pK bass rig. You're probably 5h into an LSD trip:
everyone is on
o m g
man it sucks lol. o well i still have my memories of the fun times i had.Disso tolerance is semi-permanent, unfortunately. if you abstain for a long time, it will go away partly, but most people report that it never goes back down all the way.
This happened to me some years back, except for psychedelics, I am more sensitive to them than I have been in a long time. But stimulants, opioids, and gabaergics, seems like it's impossible to get anything like I used to get from them, even at much higher dosages.
I keep overdosing for a reason I'm trying to comprehend, getting stuck in a cycle of repairing and breaking, healing and getting injured. Dumb and stupid, I know.. but it does freshen things up a little.
And you gotta love the glimpses you get pulling allnighters.
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