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I actual feel some embarrassment the fact despite me blowing the horn as some mad tripper, I’ve never had DMT.

I could have acquired pure 5MEO powder from a LEGAL lol Dutch place, don’t ship here now.

I ONLY didn’t buy tons of it then, because of my allergies and risks.

However, I was blessed to have totally pure ketamine on tap locally, a flood at every UK rave, with superb MDMA and LSD afloat, we grew our own shrooms too but even they were at “parties”.

Like, 2002 to 2005, constantly. No drought or want of any of those. Cheap too.

One time though, Salvia extract, big bucket bong after ketamine, on shrooms and very lots of MDMA- THAT was a trip.

I was trapped, buried, then.....alive, back in room, witful and overjoyed haha!
I'm definitely no elitist psychonaut or anything but DMT is very unique. Something you need to try at least once brother!! By far the most psychedelic psychedelic!

I get super jealous about EU and you're cheap pure ketamine. It's almost a prohibitely expensive drug for me.
 
If you're a DIYer than DMT is the easiest drug to acquire. You could probably teach a retarded chimpanzee how to extract DMT.
I'm definitely no elitist psychonaut or anything but DMT is very unique. Something you need to try at least once brother!! By far the most psychedelic psychedelic!

I get super jealous about EU and you're cheap pure ketamine. It's almost a prohibitely expensive drug for me.
Looks into RC disso's. The MXE type drugs, O-PCE, DCK and 2f-dck really scratch that ketamine itch.
The thing I like about Ketamine that the others don't really have is the short duration.
 
If you're a DIYer than DMT is the easiest drug to acquire. You could probably teach a retarded chimpanzee how to extract DMT.

Looks into RC disso's. The MXE type drugs, O-PCE, DCK and 2f-dck really scratch that ketamine itch.
The thing I like about Ketamine that the others don't really have is the short duration.
Yeah it's quite easy to source all the ingredients and make highly pure freebase DMT in your kitchen. It's also a fun experience to smoke your own shit. Better than buying it.

Dissos are a unique class for me. MXE was one of the best drugs I've ever done. I instantly loved it even at low dose. It was a powerful anxiolytic for me. I also love ketamine, but even that gets a bit weird got me. I don't like hole doses.

I've tried several other RC dissos but really did not like any that much. Maybe I was just getting bad batches. Most were just too weird, dysphoric and/or manic.

Overall I just describe dissos as the weirdest class of drugs by far. I love looking backwards through my brain, though. They sure do shift your physical perspective awareness.
 
Still craving/doing opiates Xork? It is possible that you might need a classic psychedelic ass kicking man ;)
I can't express in words how much I want a 10mg oxycodone in me right now. The idea of psychedelics bores me at the moment... though I do have a gel tab of acid I'm gonna sneak into Disneyworld's Epcot next month and fry in wonderland.

Seriously, once you fall in love with opiates... that's it, you're in for life. I was fucked already; grandpa? Surgeon, easy access to morphine and so addict. Mother? Knee/back issues out the ass, so always on some hydrocodone or oxy. Then there's me and I can't recall a year in the past 5 I didn't spend at least a month or two binging opioids...
 
I'm definitely no elitist psychonaut or anything but DMT is very unique. Something you need to try at least once brother!! By far the most psychedelic psychedelic!

I get super jealous about EU and you're cheap pure ketamine. It's almost a prohibitely expensive drug for me.
I would love to try DMT honestly. It’s only my 16 yrs of crazy allergies or I would have done.

I do need to tread very carefully. But it may well happen!

I similarly, and far more certainly would be very allergic to sniffing pure ketamine now, although I believe IV or IM would surpass it.

My nutty immune system just reacts to whatever enters my mouth, sinuses.


The best ketamine is veterinary. Another level. It vanished from the scene, 2002 in place of “kiddie-ket”, aka pharmaceutical.

Very pure, lovely, but the light version vs that horse stuff lol!

So, really the best ket is possibly everywhere horses are kept!

My uncle/aunty have horses....AND Ketamine!


Amazing skunk edibles Mum made today. I ate prob 120 mg thc worth plus vapor and lovely kava very nice.
 
I did a nice bump of 3-MeO-PCE. Had been feeling kinda shitty all day, kratom doses were not really kicking me out of withdrawal (it tends to do that when you dose too often for too long), I have felt the heebie jeebies to some extent all day and have just felt on the edge of withdrawal all day. The 3-MeO-PCE got me pretty anxious on top of that, made it worse, so I took 1mg of etizolam. And within 15 minutes I started feeling great. Kinda concerns me because I did etizolam 2 days in a row in pretty high doses because of doing some hexen. So I may be on a light kindling rebound/withdrawal effect, I dunno. Either way I'm thankful for the reprieve, everything feels lovely to me right now.

I gotta get this shit in check. I was supposed to be receiving a couple of suboxone strips but the priority mail package is 2 weeks late and the tracking isn't updating. With bupe, I can dose 2mg every other day, with loperamide on the off days if needed, and not use kratom at all, and then jump off and only have lingering light withdrawals that are easily managed with loperamide for a couple of days. It's my typical way to step down and off opioids. At this level of use (40+ grams a day), life sucks, and withdrawal is pretty severe. Terrible time for the mail to crap out on me... sigh.
 
wish you well man that is rough but we know you got this. Im highly impressed you keep your work life together on top of everything else.

Finally my aliexpressed packages are arriving into NZ. The motherfuckers totally sent it by boat instead of a airplane
 
i feel way better doing it every day mentally faster and everything but also very angry and irritable the mushrooms bought up so much dark shit to process so im trying to understand this anger and process it and overcome it. Told this women why are you even messaging me still i don't want to hear from you or see you your fake and just tryna use me for things.
 
wish you well man that is rough but we know you got this. Im highly impressed you keep your work life together on top of everything else.

Finally my aliexpressed packages are arriving into NZ. The motherfuckers totally sent it by boat instead of a airplane

Thanks man. I am the highest functioning addict I know. I guess I autopilot well. In the depths of my worst opiate addiction period, I actually got several promotions/raises and excelled at my job, my boss found out about my problems and was shocked that I was having them. I definitely feel blessed to have this ability, but even so my quality of life is much lower on addictive drugs.
 
i feel way better doing it every day mentally faster and everything but also very angry and irritable the mushrooms bought up so much dark shit to process so im trying to understand this anger and process it and overcome it. Told this women why are you even messaging me still i don't want to hear from you or see you your fake and just tryna use me for things.
Well simply cutting the crap, being real, abandoning fear. Good place to start.

Is your anger related deeply in some way, to a rejection of yourself due to your painful youth?

Daily dosing is good though. Not needed here presently. I had to keep reminding myself, I simply don’t need any more acid right now.

It finally sunk in. Weed is still like 300 ug plus every time, especially today’s skunk edibles.
 
I honestly might prefer untracked to tracked, tracked brings so much stress, if it's like 3/4-MMC my brain goes into full fiend mode even days before it gets there, furiously checking every x minutes/hours. Madness. Untracked I'll just forget about it and check the mail once a day as a normal person.
 
I honestly might prefer untracked to tracked, tracked brings so much stress, if it's like 3/4-MMC my brain goes into full fiend mode even days before it gets there, furiously checking every x minutes/hours. Madness. Untracked I'll just forget about it and check the mail once a day as a normal person.
Untracked offers you plausible deniability.

Tracked much less so.
 
Well simply cutting the crap, being real, abandoning fear. Good place to start.

Is your anger related deeply in some way, to a rejection of yourself due to your painful youth?

Daily dosing is good though. Not needed here presently. I had to keep reminding myself, I simply don’t need any more acid right now.

It finally sunk in. Weed is still like 300 ug plus every time, especially today’s skunk edibles.
i think so. I believe im trying to reject my shadow instead of trying to embrace it and its leading to disharmony in my being and pouring in more angry ways.

When ever i get around to taking 5 tabs which will be like 525 ug i am aiming to address all the aspects of my being and put all the darkness in my soul to rest. But fuck man god tests me so much with the same fucking patterns and im trying to rise above it up but its hard. I do feel like slowly i am getting better and more aware of my own patterns and my bad coping mechanisms. But im also tired. Man i remember when it was me vs the whole world with the pigs at 14 on my ass through all that i came to hate the entire system and wanted the world to burn. I try to address it on mushrooms but mushrooms make me feel so evil and dark. I don't want this bloodlust man i don't wanna hurt people but im afraid i might snap one day if somebody fucks me off one more time. Ganja keeps me chilled out.

I think it was mistake moving to this wack city though i should of found another city to go though or just try out the south island. This city is so fucking poor theres nothing to do fucking all the food is really trash compared to auckland. I would not even call this a proper city at all just a fucking slum of bogans and hillbillys.
 
Such timing :eek:

lol, well I guess. I'm glad it's updated, I was starting to worry it was lost. I've heard stories of people getting packages 3 months late and I was starting to think that might happen. But the best timing would have been 2 weeks ago when it was supposed to arrive. I've got some shows and stuff, next weekend is the first one, and I really wanted to have gotten past this already, because when I'm all withdrawaly I don't play very well. I'm gonna have to time it so I do a bupe dose that day. Then hopefully by the next show (June 12th, our album release festival we're throwing) I'm past it.
 
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