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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Tripping Thread: Tripping Past 2020

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Bella Figura said:
I'm on acid and just sending some love PD way <3
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We keep cropping up those timely similarities lately. Snap on that. 200 ug presently with superb uplifting cannabis vapor and a big jar of kava I made, Im not sure how I will finish! (But I will, “will” being the word)

Enjoy your trip tonight mate. And watch that staircase too lol.
 
xammy said:
I know. Please don't give me this talk, it's condescending. FUck man, my parents died because of opiates. They've always been the thing to not do. I still had to, like all of us. But they still don't hit me like that. (yet yeah, then...)

this "the talk" is even more condescending when it comes one of my friends I called a while ago, when he went to that route, IV, suicide attempts, you name it.

It just feels like the one who is giving me the talk is projecting and and I should give you the talk, when I didn't go that way. When I had the chance and we had the same roads.
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I'm sorry if I came across as condescending, it's just something I feel I have to say to someone when it comes up. It's specifically because of what a problem it has been for me, and for a lot of other people on here. If you're good, then good. People who have fallen down want to tell other people not to make the same mistakes, out of a desire to help someone else avoid the pain they've felt. it's not meant to be condescending. I'm well aware that someone should have given me the talk. In fact someone did, and I didn't listen, hence my desire to try to pass the same message to others. Over the years on here, it's made a difference in someone's life occasionally, which is good enough for me.

We don't have to talk about it, it's just something I feel the need to say to people.
 
xammy said:
can you guys sleep on opioids or is it just oxy that is so nasty? I hate how I can't sleep when taking them. Yesterday at night around 3am I took only 5mg of diazepam not expecting any effect and felt so fucking good, could've fall asleep in 30 seconds but forced to stay awake because I felt so fucking godly after about 60mg of staggered oxy doses. Lol.
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Oxycodone is for sure a wakeful opioid, I don't sleep on it. It's like a speedball without the speed sometimes. I can sleep on other opioids, save for tramadol (which I don't really classify as an opioid, more an anti-depressant).
 
People do over-inflate opioids, like Catholics and sex. As someone with opioid problems, I have to say I'm also rather annoyed when someone tells me to 'be careful'. Fuck man, I know.... my grandfather was addicted to morphine, my mother is addicted to oxycodone, I go in and out of multiple opioid preferences... maybe it was in the stars that I'd end up in the 'Escher Staircase' of opioid addiction.

Way I see it, easiest way to nod in peace is to not mention it... I'll be having a good time at a gathering, grinning, semi-nodding, and then someone will ask why I'm so happy if I'm not drunk, and when my answer is, "Opioids," they get all freaked out like I'm sick with airborne HIV...
 
xammy said:
I know. Please don't give me this talk, it's condescending. FUck man, my parents died because of opiates. They've always been the thing to not do. I still had to, like all of us. But they still don't hit me like that. (yet yeah, then...)

this "the talk" is even more condescending when it comes one of my friends I called a while ago, when he went to that route, IV, suicide attempts, you name it.

It just feels like the one who is giving me the talk is projecting and and I should give you the talk, when I didn't go that way. When I had the chance and we had the same roads.
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With love: Eh, your post reads more like you're getting defensive over a tightly held self-identity that you could never become an opiate addict.
 
Our stories aren't written by us, as much as we like to think they are.

Sorry to chime in with my vague philosophical babblings. I'm a bit out of context or I've just missed it, but I hope you're doing alright @xammy.

Myself in spite of my better judgement and being so fucking tired sorting out all the shit I let hit the fan yesterday in a DCK stupor... I couldn't seem to just go to bed without giving the stuff another go, threat of Serotonin Syndrome be damned.

Obviously this is undeniable addict behaviour. I should have just gone to bed. I'm tired. But I wanted to see if I'd missed something the first time round, and presumably have enough time now to sober up by the morning.

The onset, I think, is slower than I remember... perhaps that's what got me in trouble before. I'm 50mg deep over the last half hour and feeling something... I'm also pre-benzoed having been taking etizolam all day on top of, yet again, flmodafinil and PPAP HCl in the day. Probably got a good amount of klonopin still in my system from yesterday's panic mode also... fuck, man, my psychiatric treatment plan is off the rails, I might just give up on this SSRI at my next consultation in a few weeks. No doubt any doctor would be absolutely horrified the things I'm stacking and I'm honestly pretty embarrassed even admitting it here even though I know this is a place where y'all won't judge.

Gonna be very careful with the DCK, I can tell the character of it is different from when I was not on an SSRI. It definitely is more serotonergic. But... it's fucking good shit. Being on all these benzos seems like a waste, in a way, although I do perceive it's possible that sertraline has raised my serotonin floor such that crashes from the regular K I did the other day, and the PPAP/Flmoda I've been doing periodically, are softened. I guess that's a good sign. Jesus, my poor brain, I do put it through some shit... it's looked after me too though I must say.
 
I feel like you need clarity man, above all else. Don't know if the SSRI is giving it. Obviously very not done to comment on others medicine, but shit went kinda fast, at least from my perspective. I mean, your dexamp plans are legit, and I'd probably do exactly the same in your situation, but forgive me being a little suspicious given timing and circumstances, same with wanting to microdose DCK. Not saying it's necessarily a bad idea, I'm just poking in your stuff hehe. Not judging, mentioning it since you mentioned it, quite the opposite, challenging to think & evaluate.

Vastness said:
Jesus, my poor brain, I do put it through some shit... it's looked after me too though I must say.
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Something most people here share :) the most incredible puddle of mass in quite possibly the whole universe
 
Xorkoth said:
I'm sorry if I came across as condescending, it's just something I feel I have to say to someone when it comes up. It's specifically because of what a problem it has been for me, and for a lot of other people on here. If you're good, then good. People who have fallen down want to tell other people not to make the same mistakes, out of a desire to help someone else avoid the pain they've felt. it's not meant to be condescending. I'm well aware that someone should have given me the talk. In fact someone did, and I didn't listen, hence my desire to try to pass the same message to others. Over the years on here, it's made a difference in someone's life occasionally, which is good enough for me.

We don't have to talk about it, it's just something I feel the need to say to people.
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Exactly mate. You simply care right? Want to offer honest open advice.

I’ve personally never felt at all judged, patronised, condescended or (forgot the last one tripping me lol)...maybe, belittled but wasn’t happy with that if it was...

by yourself @Xorkoth for mere record’s sake.
 
AutoTripper said:
Exactly mate. You simply care right? Want to offer honest open advice.

I’ve personally never felt at all judged, patronised, condescended or (forgot the last one tripping me lol)...maybe, belittled but wasn’t happy with that if it was...

by yourself @Xorkoth for mere record’s sake.
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Sometimes you just gotta get punched in the nose, perfect opportunity to counter punch or run away and think about what got you into that situation in the first place.
Since we're not at risk of physical injuries here both are perfectly fine and valid options, but again... gotta get punched first! It's like being stung by nettles, good for the blood and circulation, makes you feel ALIVE.
One advantage we have on this forum, or at least subforum, is that we operate in the (possibly naive) hope of mutual respect between everyone, it's something that's not always there in the real world, makes punching and counter punching that much easier.
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
Sometimes you just gotta get punched in the nose, perfect opportunity to counter punch or run away and think about what got you into that situation in the first place.
Since we're not at risk of physical injuries here both are perfectly fine and valid options, but again... gotta get punched first! It's like being stung by nettles, good for the blood and circulation, makes you feel ALIVE.
One advantage we have on this forum, or at least subforum, is that we operate in the (possibly naive) hope of mutual respect between everyone, it's something that's not always there in the real world, makes punching and counter punching that much easier.
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I hear you man. Indeed, a little jolt even if, or especially when apparently confrontational, can help us move in a positive way.

I love this forum for that exact reason. I feel so free to express opinion here. It’s never challenging, but many of us are indeed relatively appreciative of the fact not all see identically.

So yes, a healthy, well purposed tussle is inevitable here and there.

200 ug still a beautiful full on trip for me tonight. Vaping lovely weed come up and peak. Nothing lacking at all.
 
I went a little too hard on the punching and fucking counter punch point, didn't mean it so literally. But thinking about what I meant is value enough for me. I won't try to recover.
AutoTripper said:
200 ug still a beautiful full on trip for me tonight. Vaping lovely weed come up and peak. Nothing lacking at all.
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Nice :) how you manage to formulate all these posts on LSD of all drugs is beyond me man. I'd be crafting one post for at least half an hour, to then ultimately decide that it's impossible to settle on something and be confident that I've satisfied all nuances. I wanna trip tomorrow myself,I'm obviously kinda manic again so I hope to slow down again somewhat.... gotta be able to sleep for that first though
 
Bella Figura said:
Envious of your weed! I've fully come down now, I'll probably have another dabble over the weekend with 1p-LSD @ 200ug, should also get some weed next week hopefully.

Knackered, so I bid ye all farewell!
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Hope you’re refreshed when you might see this. Yes, really, it’s 200 legit ug you want for that full psychedellic headspace. Lots of my favourite, most beautiful trips have been on exactly 200 ug, supplemented usually post peak with clean vaporized cannabis.

This time, right in the peak of it all. Lovely rocket fuel.

So I second that Bella, 200 ug and if you can, have some nice weed available for settling of peak to add that extra sparkle and longevity.
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
I went a little too hard on the punching and fucking counter punch point, didn't mean it so literally. But thinking about what I meant is value enough for me. I won't try to recover.

Nice :) how you manage to formulate all these posts on LSD of all drugs is beyond me man. I'd be crafting one post for at least half an hour, to then ultimately decide that it's impossible to settle on something and be confident that I've satisfied all nuances. I wanna trip tomorrow myself,I'm obviously kinda manic again so I hope to slow down again somewhat.... gotta be able to sleep for that first though
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Thanks for those warm words. I’m genuinely a phenomenon in this regard. Always have been. We all have our individual fortes and attributes.

And I knew what you meant of course.
 
Opioids have massive Stigma, I love them dearly tho and will use them everyday for the rest of my life. Having my Methadone raised to 85mgs tommrow which im pretty happy about probably gonna go up to like 120-140mgs im thinking and then stop. It makes me feel so much better, my back never hurts and it makes me feel nice and toasty the first few hours then kinda just fades to the background. Xorky said what he said out of Love so please keep that in mind guys, I mean I dont wanna see anything bad happen to any of you guys either and the life of Opioid Addiction is a tuff one ive been at it for twenty years now. Im pretty happy on Methadone now tho I may not get real high from it but my body doesnt hurt, I get it for free and only have to worry about getting transportation to the clinic its pretty ideal.
 
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I know I, didn't want to sound like that, I was just drunk and I knew what kind of answer I would get here when I wrote about opiates.

I can't even fully enjoy them because my conscience is always yelling at me. I always feel like I'm doing something really wrong when I do them. That's a good thing though? I hope that voice inside me never says "fuck it".

I honestly appreciate all the advice.
 
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