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Wuts up everybody

Wanted to let everyone know that im doing much better. Haven't had any heroin in 4 days and I'm starting to feel human again. I met this new girl and we started officially dating about 8 or 9 days ago. The last time I shot dope I fell out in front of her was unconscious for hours, lips turned blue. Was smoking crack and took 20mgs or so of etizolam that day. Loaded up a big shot of H to throw in the mix and that was the tipping point. I scared the shit out of the girl, she don't even do drug's. But yeah... it was a wake up call.

Might start tripping again in the coming weeks. Leave the hard stuff alone.
Was thinking about Proscaline or 4-aco-dmt.

Take it easy my friends and stay safe <3
 
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Good luck with the new job brother, just be confident.

Be thankful, jobs are hard to find these days. I've somehow managed to hold onto mine through this mess.
Going to work in withdrawals blows, but I have a family to support. So I deal with it, the bills never stop coming.
But I'm happy today, the guilt is beginning to fade.

I'm looking forward to a brighter future with my new lady, she is a beautiful person inside and out.
She came into my life when I really needed someone.
 
Never Knows Best said:
Okay, the first 2 versions of that were sympathetic yet honest, but uh, the pedantry-oriented fourth...I've been reorganizing room, mementos and funerally things lying about in plain sight. When I read "guy" in conjunction with prose would be purple unless it were to be employed to express condolences to a bereaved friend/relative....I dunno, I read things that weren't there.

I've been so pedantic lately I forgot that context altered the meaning of words. I looked at "I don't know what I'd do if my cat died." as meaning you'd be subject to the same distress as to someone who used the phrase seriously (subtitute cat for daughter or husband), took me a couple minutes to figure out that you can say that to say that you'd feel sad and then do the same thing you did the day before, and then get a new cat in a couple weeks. You see how with the memories and ashes, I come in here and see you using the same level of language I just was, and all I can see is a 5 year old balling their eyes while flushing a dead goldfish down the toilet being equivocated with my soul being vivisected.
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Why do you care so much if someone DOES mean it the same way they mean for a person? I'm surprised you cared at all, let alone enough to say something hurtful to someone who is dealing with grief. People love their animals a lot man, and there's absolutely NOTHING wrong with that. If my cats died, it would be heartbreaking, a horrible thing to go through, I'm not going to pretend that if I had a wife or daughter and they died that wouldn't be much worse, but just because it would be worse doesn't mean that it wouldn't be a horrible, shattering thing to have happen to me. And hey, I call my cats he and she, deal with it. They're people to me, and millions of people feel the same way. It's one thing to discuss this topic, it's quite another to say something completely insensitive to willow in response to his post expressing grief. And equating someone's beloved dog dying to a 5 year old crying when their fish gets flushed... come on, what's the matter with you? :| That's just mean and insulting on multiple levels.

It's not a big deal it just really rubbed me the wrong way so I said something. What rubbed me the wrong way, besides the hurt that your post caused, was your apparent attitude of intellectual superiority over people who care too much about their animals.
 
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I dont want to join this thing you're having about pets, but reading these messages on high dose of MXE, cannabis and alcohol is melancholic. Im going to close this site now and dosing some more, so I wish the best to all of you people out there.
 
Makes sense... have fun in your own head. :)

Bahamut said:
Wuts up everybody

Wanted to let everyone know that im doing much better. Haven't had any heroin in 4 days and I'm starting to feel human again. I met this new girl and we started officially dating about 8 or 9 days ago. The last time I shot dope I fell out in front of her was unconscious for hours, lips turned blue. Was smoking crack and took 20mgs or so of etizolam that day. Loaded up a big shot of H to throw in the mix and that was the tipping point. I scared the shit out of the girl, she don't even do drug's. But yeah... it was a wake up call.

Might start tripping again in the coming weeks. Leave the hard stuff alone.
Was thinking about Proscaline or 4-aco-dmt.

Take it easy my friends and stay safe <3
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Awesome! Good job. :)
 
Never Knows Best said:
Okay, the first 2 versions of that were sympathetic yet honest, but uh, the pedantry-oriented fourth...I've been reorganizing room, mementos and funerally things lying about in plain sight. When I read "guy" in conjunction with prose would be purple unless it were to be employed to express condolences to a bereaved friend/relative....I dunno, I read things that weren't there.

I've been so pedantic lately I forgot that context altered the meaning of words. I looked at "I don't know what I'd do if my cat died." as meaning you'd be subject to the same distress as to someone who used the phrase seriously (subtitute cat for daughter or husband), took me a couple minutes to figure out that you can say that to say that you'd feel sad and then do the same thing you did the day before, and then get a new cat in a couple weeks. You see how with the memories and ashes, I come in here and see you using the same level of language I just was, and all I can see is a 5 year old balling their eyes while flushing a dead goldfish down the toilet being equivocated with my soul being vivisected.
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So if I'm interpreting this statement correctly you're saying somebody who grieves over a pet doesn't understand what it's like to experience a "real death". I have been around death my entire life. All my grandparents are dead, my dad died of cancer when I was 10. Iv'e had various friends loose their parents around the same time; one morning I looked out my window to see a close friend's dad's lifeless body laying in the street who got hit by a drunk driver while on his bike right after getting off working double overtime. Iv'e lost friends to various things; ODs, suicide, accidents, and illness. All that still doesn't change the fact that I'd be heartbroken if my cat died.


You have a right to your own opinion but being a negative asshole and kicking someone when the're down isn't going to change the fact that not everybody shares the same outlook as you do.
 
I mean what is supposed to be the ultimate form of loss then? Losing a partner? Losing a child? Surely those most be worse than losing a parent or losing a friend. And those must be worse than losing a pet.
To me it's all the same stuff, its loss. And depending on how close you were to who or whatever just died is going to result in how upset it makes you.
It's all the same thing.
Does the 5 year old flushing his fish not actually feel the sorrow? Is he just faking being upset over his fish?
 
^ exactly. Sorrow is whatever any particular person feels towards any given situation...loss, death, or whatever. It is all relative. To somehow place ones values upon another in such a situation is not only callous but woefully naive. Personally I'd end up grieving more over the loss of some of my pets than some of my relatives! :D

never- it is an overused word, and I've already used it once in your direction, but your anthropocentric take on things is puzzling to me. And never mind the courseness of your response to someone clearly distraught....it ain't all semantics. Have a heart.....

Swirlow, I'm sorry to hear about your loss <3 I lost a trusted canine confidante a year ago and I still think about her daily...moreso than the couple relatives I have lost lately :/ they have a way of fusing with you, burrowing deeper with their unconditional love than I usually encounter with the human-kind. My sympathies.
 
Ok i fucked up tonight.. i've taken like 100mg of mxe over the night with ganja and beer and wine.. im pretty fucked up.. melatonin is safe to take to sleep?
 
I swear I posted something here....Maybe not....

Anyway, thanks for the kindness guys- it helps :) <3 I'm heading to the coast for a few days, peace out! :)
 
I really like sub-breakthrough DMT dosages, 10mg is one of my favorites, and 20mg is really good too. It will be potentiated by the LSD and MDMA and your experience probably won't be a breakthrough, but probably will be amazing. Sounds like fun, I'd try that. :)
 
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Sounds fun but you definitely won't break through imo.
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That would basically be the point. I feel like the first time I did it, I took way too much in a single hit and was flung so far from reality that the shock kept me from really gaining anything from the trip. This time it would be just to lay back and watch the walls melt a little bit ;)
 
you guys think it would be possible to ingest DMT via a Magic Flight Launch box?

I found in a little baggie wrapped in cellophane in my room and I was just curious if that would work. I dont know shit about DMT except that I snorted it the first time because I was too lazy to smoke it properly and it was a weird high, definitely not a breakthrough though. Kind of reminded me of salvia except not quite as dream-like

it wasnt exactly easy on the nose, and that might have dampened the effects tbh, but the next day it felt alright

I just dont really like dissociatives a whole lot now that I think about it. One of my most cherished possessions is my train of thought and when that gets fucked with thats the shit I dont like
 
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Folley said:
That would basically be the point. I feel like the first time I did it, I took way too much in a single hit and was flung so far from reality that the shock kept me from really gaining anything from the trip. This time it would be just to lay back and watch the walls melt a little bit ;)
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20mg will be pretty strong, anything that happens will be more than a "little bit". :) But you should stay in this world.
 
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