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^ 270mg? Surely not in one dose?


I really wish I had not been so foolish with my dosing in the past.. I'm finally going to raves and parties and get offered free MDMA all the time but have to turn it down as I know it isn't worth the recovery time :\ Foxy seems to be an amazing substitute for me though, I'll need to try it in more of a club setting next time. Very detailed visuals and it has a great vibe overall, what others describe as a body load translates into an energy filled euphoria for me
 
So we don't have many friends here at our house so stardust.hero & I celebrated our dogs fourth birthday. Call us crazy dog people, whatever, it's fun lol. Here are some pictures from the festivities.

Here's the beach cake we collaborated on since Belles favorite place to go is the beach, unfortunately we didn't get to bring her there today.

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NSFW'ed 4 pic whoring
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Blowing out the candle:
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Next she gets to open presents.
 
Belle is my favorite dog in the world. And I hate to play favorites because I have 2 other dogs, but she's the oldest and has been through the most with me. She's my best friend in the world as weird as that sounds.
 
Thanks guys :) we put a lot of work into it. It was really fun and exciting. It was based off a nostalgic image of our favorite beach spot where we used to live and take Belle (the sour patch kids at the shore line being Laika and myself, and we found little cake accessories which were a lime green which worked really well for tennis balls). The joys of mid 20s and other such things ;).

The last of the picwhoring and the finale of our night--the birthday presents =D:

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We're a bit dog eccentric but the beach themed birthday cake was something we planned all week so we were really excited to celebrate it. Little things make us happy, like celebrating our dogs birthday =D.
 
yes, it was 270mg in one dose, approximately 40 minutes after taking two half hits of acid spaced 40 minutes apart, and after taking lots of hydergine that morning. it took a long time to get to the plateau and finally release and clear my mind I was in such a zen state. I take over 200mg to have a strong experience typically, except for my first time taking it by itself in 2013 I took 175mg to start and was definitely rolling balls but I snorted 50mg more and that put me in the "eyes rolling into back of head" mode where I was just smoking weed and talking to friends floored and teeth clenching. I didn't feel any comedown esque depression until over a week later and it was very mild. My worst comedowns have been from methylone actually because I redose so much.

i'm really tired so this is probably a terribly written post I hope its legible though. peace and good night to all
 
Methylone has given me worse comedowns due to redosing as well. I've also gone high dose with the MDMA like around 200mgs + 90mgs of MDA and experienced no comedown. But had the crazy experience of eyes wobbling every where, forgetting what I was saying mid-sentence, teeth chattering like a wind up toy. But I felt great all into the next day, couldn't really ever tell when the experience ended, just sort of went to bed the next night early. Never had any negative effects surface later on either. But Methylone, yuck. YMMV
 
Yes new page so my crazed rant is gone cha Ching! Sometimes a fucker just needs to vent and who better than to a place where I could chose to cringe at me letting so much insanity out but hoe well...and it ain't like no ones saying anything here! These last few pages were quite dark in some areas.

Cool stuff Lak, I don't think it's that weird. It is astronomically weird and creepy when people give their animals entire rooms then refer to them as their kid in conversation. On the other hand......I am mad that I wasn't invited but even more mad you didn't save me a piece of that baller cake brah! Right now my little dog is my best friend, sure sometimes she ocassionaly doesn't listen which can be a bitch but......at least I don't have to do everything myself but don't worry those people would have my back if anything really went down!;) 8(

I don't think I've slept more than six hours in the last three days and I've used enough sedatives to relax a rhino. I knew that one day years ago what a shitstorm my insomnia was gonna be after a pretty little nurse began making this confused look on her face after she IV'd me with 4mgs hydromorphone, as well as .5-1mg of lorazepam, then when I was still fluidly talking they gave me 10 or 20mgs ambien oral. Got like two hours of shit sleep. Sometimes I honestly imagine AKB's life as mine and insanity just floods in. He apparently like me can seem normal but after talking to clearly must have some form of disability. Mainly though I imagine using meths which just seems insane.

Just watched Mr.Nobody which of course I knew would be excellent. I think movies like that should be mandatory viewing for school children but questioning the universe in such a way, even in a school would just be frowned upon. Question when baseball practice is? Get a loaded cheeseburger, question the nature of time, and whether it's only our perception that actual tangible time exists somewhere or that time actually truly means anything.

Oh yeah AKB does look sleek, I definitely didn't think he looked like a sored up meth junkie but I definitely expected Cali casual not dressed for success whilst drinking. Win, win, win, in my book.
 
Laika said:
Belle is my favorite dog in the world. And I hate to play favorites because I have 2 other dogs, but she's the oldest and has been through the most with me. She's my best friend in the world as weird as that sounds.
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Not weird at all in my book. :) I feel that way about my cats. I grew up with dogs though, I just got convinced to adopt 2 cats by my wife when we were at the end of college, in 2005. Best coercing ever. :)
 
your dog is really adorable and that cake looks downright amazing

I miss my dog now :o

I have a pug beagle mix that I raised from a pup and her name is bobo I love her very much, she now lives with my mom and I don't get to see her so often it's kinda like how from toy story the kid has to go to college and leave his dog. The first time I took DOC, in the afterglow I saw bobo for the first time in a few months and nearly cried tears of joy right there.

HELP!? I'm watching mr. Nobody now, it's pretty great so far.
 
Picked up my ibogaine HCl and total alkaloid extract today from the PO. It arrived faster than I expected, still almost 2 weeks til the big day and I was worried it wouldn't even arrive on time. The shipping time was supposed to be 9-18 days, 18 days was the day before the trip. It actually took 7 days. Nice...

It just got more real though, that's for sure... 11 days.
 
I'm rooting for ya xorky. I really think you can do it. maybe try eating a weed brownie during those 11 days to help WD?

my only close friend that ever got over a heroin addiction without treatment used weed but essentially went cold turkey besides the weed he just felt like shit. You gotta power through it man, I believe in you.
 
I am, at the advice of sir amanitadine, going to stop poppy tea and take kratom until the big day... kratom should be here within 2 or 3 days, so I will get less than 2 weeks of it but it should still help. The reason for this is that kratom has a much shorter half-life and so the withdrawal lasts less than half as long as poppy tea. So I will end up with the combined withdrawal of part poppy tea, part kratom, but it will only last about a week, which is within the ibogaine's period of elmination of withdrawals.

Can't wait til I don't have to spend my time obsessing about opiate dosing schedules, it feels pathetic. :)
 
the end of Mr. Nobody is actually pretty much hilarious haha. I've seen so many movies where time wasn't linear now it's hard to say which one builds suspense in a non linear timeline the best. The parts where he was asking questions over and over on some mock physics show were pretty funny too if you ask me. some parts the acting didn't do it for me :\ specifically the parts where him and diane kruger are supposed to be meeting at a lighthouse after some long lost love or something in different timelines. It was great for what it was though

my favorite movie is still 2001: A Space Odyssey and probably always will be %)

Dennis Mckenna talked about it at psymposia... psychedelics are the monolith =D<3

edit: what's funny is they did make me watch 2001 in school when I was in 6th grade but it was only in one class and I didn't pay attention or comprehend anything from it. Then one day years later I was getting stoned during the summer and decided to watch it randomly by myself in my movie theater and it was like the best movie experience i've ever had. I read the books shortly afterwards. Never saw 2010 because I know it will make me pissed at the director. My dream is to one day direct 2061: Odyssey three and actually do it justice. Arthur C. Clarke was a visionary for sure.
 
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Fun pic nkb :)

I'm sitting here asking myself whether I should trip or not, wanted to do it during the day but was waiting to accept a live salvia cutting as a package and didn't want to be tripping balls for it. Now its 9.30 pm (my circadian rhythm is fucked anyway so I could trip). The main thing holding me back would be that I got 2 x 3 mg 3-MeO-PCP I.M.ed in my system from earlier this afternoon...
Was planning on dropping a pre-weighed 31 mg of 4-HO-MET, but I think I will dial it back to 20 mg on account of the fucking 3-MeO-PCP. Which by the way is not making me trip, but rather giving me a stimulated wonky edge which is kinda nice - like a functional mxe buzz entirely without the cognitive headfuck or much dissociation at all really. Though I have a feeling that combined with metocin, it could very much dissociate the shit out of me, murder my ego and send me to another plane of existance...

edit: Changing my mind and deciding against it. Very annoying to have matters keep complicating things so that I have to postpone tripping, but I'd rather just wait until my schedule is more free in about 2 weeks.
 
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