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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: Trans-dimensional Hyperspace Cocktail Bar - Fractals Apply Within

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^It's never like that where I work (well not on the weekend mornings, when I work). It's either nobody comin' up, or like half the customers come up at the same time and I'm workin' like crazy to get through'em in a timely manner. So, it oscillates between boring and hectic.

Hurm, goin' on 5 in the morning, gotta get up in 3 hours. G'night, y'all~
 
Guys guys guys I'm back :D

Had to take a break, throw away my whole stash, and get myself clear of drugs for a little while because quite honestly despite what I said here I was undergoing a little depression last year and I let it take over me and make me very self-destructive, I really did love a lot of the year but I was very careless with myself and my health, and I realised I couldn't do that to myself or my family any longer. I haven't quit drugs but I did take a nice break and I'll never be letting them take over my life in the way they did before again, it's good to be in control of my life again.

Sorry for disappearing on you all, if you're wondering why I wasn't around - that's why basically, since I needed a clear head I didn't want to be around here and certainly didn't feel like moderating as it's been a very stressful time. Things are back in order though and I'm much happier and healthier and things are going great - so I'm back here and I'm here to stay.

I'll still be moderating here in PD, whether or not I stay moderating DS is another matter that I'm discussing with the other staff now. I'll also be back to posting again lots.

I hope you're all doing really well and I'm so glad to be showing my face around here again - quite honestly I wanted to come on and post but I felt bad about having disappeared without saying a word, so I made it a bit worse and disappeared for even longer :p

Love you guys <3 :D
 
Hello Jesusgreen and welcome back! this is first time im talking to you as im pretty new in bluelight :)

What drugs did you use? Or which drugs fucked you up?
 
It'd be a good idea. Personally, dissociatives are the worst things I've ever done in terms of mental health (narrowly beating out high-funtioning alcoholism), and I love them more than anything while I'm doing them, even when I can see things going bad I feel like it's worth if it if I can just go back/stay in That World. I mean, I hope you're not like me, but I'm afraid that you are sometimes. Good luck, and have fun. <3

yeah, that world is addicting. everything feels so profound. i'm almost out of my gram of 3-meo-pcp (i have about 100-150mg left or so), and i really don't want to run out, so i'm going to start using it a lot more sparingly.... and aside from the occasional DXM trip here and there, i can't imagine i'll be using dissociatives much at all in the near future. too many things in my life that i need to get together, and dissociatives are very detrimental to my motivation for real life stuff...

going through most of a gram of 3-meo-pcp in a little over two months was probably way too quick, eh? =p also went through probably about 2 or 3 grams of store-bought DXM through that time frame...

MGS are right up there with isopropanol and CPM on my NEVER AGAIN list.

oh man, morning glory seeds have produced some awesome experiences for me. i have a bit of an iron stomach, so the nausea doesn't bother me too much. come to think of it, though, i used to always use marijuana to ease the intestinal discomfort produced from seed trips.... and i don't have that around currently. so maybe it wouldn't work out as well for me right now.

my favorite LSA seeds were Rivea Corymbosa (Ololiuqi) seeds.... i used to get those really often. i don't know where to buy them anymore, though.... all my favorite entheogen vendors from back in the day have quit selling hallucinogens.... they all got scared when Bouncing Bear got busted.

Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds were awesome too, depending on the batch. pretty easy to overdo it with those, though... the difference between 5 seeds and 10 seeds is really huge.






and welcome back jesusgreen :) good to see you
 
Hello Jesusgreen and welcome back! this is first time im talking to you as im pretty new in bluelight :)

What drugs did you use? Or which drugs fucked you up?

I've used a looooot over the years but it wasn't any particular drugs that fucked me up, it was just I had a horribly careless attitude to them over the past 6 months of 2013 and would take combinations of 10 or 15 drugs, lots of downers, lots of uppers, lots of everything really.

By the end of it I had blood pressure issues from abusing so many stimulants, unpleasant withdrawals from overdoing the opiates, benzodiazepines and alcohol, and a lot of money down the drain (even more when I ended up flushing my 40+ drug stash in the midst of the stimulant psychosis that finally sealed the deal and confirmed I needed to take a step back for a while).

Thanks by the way, and welcome to Bluelight man! :D
 
You are from Poland Jesusgreen? Or is that joke of some kind? :D Im from Finland, you're from the closest country I know anyone that is posting in PD Social atm
 
You are from Poland Jesusgreen? Or is that joke of some kind? :D Im from Finland, you're from the closest country I know anyone that is posting in PD Social atm

Not any kind of joke, I was born and raised in England but I live in Poland now yes and have done for a few years :)

...and aye tnw I know :( it still pains me, but on the plus side it was like I must have predicted it, because I gave my 2C-E, 4-AcO-DMT and all but maybe 20mg of DMT away to friends shortly before the day when my stim psychosis made me flush everything - I honestly don't think I could have ever forgiven myself if I flushed those. Glad some people are getting lovely trips from them now :)
 
I hope you can get everything sorted out, Thanatos <3.

I wanna come hang with the Asheville PD fam sometime.
Yiss plz!

Totally fun meeting Bob Loblaw last night and hanging out with Delsyd and him over at Delsyd's. Looking forward to more hanging out in the future. :)
I had a blast; I have no idea why I waited til I'd lived here almost a year before ever trying to set anything up, but it was well worth it :).

i'm touched, bab

deeply touched

Can u show us on the doll pls where u r touched?

The dab was amazing tho; I just had a huge grin on my fase for a few hours aha.
 
I've smoked that bho a few times. Its very potent indeed. But it seems like it always give me only body high, like heavy indica strains.

Is it possible to get Sativa effects from BHO?
 
That you bob! I took another step on my. Benzo taper and got on effexor XR yesterday, hopefully things will be on the up and up soon. I start vocational rehab training on Thursdayz-they might Ben pay for me to go to school for 6 years and give me a food/housing allowance so I can focus on education instead of work.

I'm just hoping my history of brain trauma doesn't get in the way of school.
 
Can u show us on the doll pls where u r touched?

feels_doll.jpg
 
I just had a phone conversation with my first love.

She may come to see me tonight.

This is crazy. Im drunk but excited as fuck.
 
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