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thenightwatch said:
and also you used to spend so much time writing and moderating on bluelight... you used to put a lot of work into taking care of and organizing this place.... i find it amazing that you were able to keep it hidden for so long. i feel like she must have known? idk. you would know better than i do. :)

and also her recent neurotic behavior (seemed almost catatonic schizophrenic from what you were saying...?) could she possibly now be using drugs herself and hiding it from you?
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I am 100% positive she was not using drugs... I mean she was using too much weed in an unhealthy way to hide, but no psychedelics. She smoked DMT within the past half year and had a very intensely negative experience, I actually wonder if it unhinged her a little because things started changing after that. I try not to dwell on that too much, as she probably wouldn't have ever tried psychedelics at all without me, I worked on her for over 10 years before she would even try one. For months after she had a bit of a panic reaction to DMT, certain things I would say or talking about the psychedelic experience would cause her to get really weird and panicky and she'd say it was drawing her back in, she said it was like when you think too hard about nothingness or deep space or something and you suddenly feel that enormous falling/empty feeling, but that also parts of the trip would come back and she'd start to see everything as just lines of energy.

I really hope it's just trauma going on with her and that she can work through it, it really hope it's not schizophrenia, I really worry about that. She and her mom don't tell me much about what's going on with her, I know she got some kind of medication and her mom says there are still serious issues underlying. We're not together anymore but I care about her a lot and it's really intense for me to know she's going through this, and I try not to feel partially at blame.

Since the shit hit the fan, we have talked openly about stuff. She knew something was up, had a feeling at first and gradually became more and more sure, but she wasn't sure what it was and she never confronted me. It was several years before she knew something was up, at the time of my 2C-E experience she had no clue.
 
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Hey guys, just checking in here because I got wound up in a discussion about the end-of-life LSD research and I just can't possibly stand these small minded people for another second 8) Apparently LSD can make you bipolar
 
thenightwatch said:
yeah, i think i've found that 3-meo-pcp is best used at sparkle doses.... larger doses are way too unpredictable.
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Agreed. And unpredictable when testing from new sources! The first time I tried it was 4 years ago...pre commercial stuff, HCl salt...knocked my socks off. I've had commercial HBr since....todays was a new batch of commercial HCl and I'm glad I only went with 10mg...it was about a sixth of the price paid for the HBr and seems to be easily twice as strong? :sus: I IM'd up to 60 MGS of the old HBr stuff.... I think I'd be sectioned doing that amount with this stuff! I am not completely useless on the farm today but it is certainly more than I bargained for! It is also the first substance I have imbibed since my Ibogaine experience so that may have something to do with it...with Ibogaines all around magical rewiring and all :D cripes, hope there are no animal husbandry disasters today....that might be too much!

Xorkoth I wish you the best with her. ...and her as well..I had two very good friends go off the deep end with schizophrenia....so hard to watch. I hope that isn't the case with her....hopefully something more easily resolvable <3 sounds tough all around man. Hang in there!
 
how is 3-meo-pcp compared to mxe?

sounds scary stuff when i think what happened to thenightwatch, the frostbite thing. was that under the influence of 3-meo-pcp? how much did you take?

is there a "pcp-hole"?
 
they actually have pretty different subjective effects, despite being pretty similarly in chemical structure... there isn't really a 3-meo-pcp-hole for me.... perhaps it would occur differently for others, but for me by the time i hit doses high enough to produce anything like a "hole" i end up just sort of getting very manic and crazy... perhaps if i combined it with some sort of sedative i would be able to lay down and get into a hole-like state, but there's just too much of a stimulant push with 3-meo-pcp to really sink deep down into that hole-ish mental state.
 
Still haven't tried any of the DOxs. Wish I wouldn't of passed on all the opportunities Iv'e had to get some.

Going to plug some 2c-b a little later. Had been planning to do it last week but passed since I wasn't in the mood.

It's cloudy, rainy, and there was a tornado warning this morning; perfect tripping weather.
 
Nice, sounds like fun phen. I've been due for a plug of the bees.
They called off the tornado warnings.
 
Laika yo, I got my new K101 and its working like a charm with a new dual coil cartomizer
 
Niiice :) I haven't played with my K101 in a while. I may have to build a sweet coil to throw on top of it and get some nice plumes going.
 
Thanatos said:
~700ug DOC and 10mg dex amphetamine. Let's see how DOC microdosing goes as mild stimulant day enhancer. Maybe slightly empathogenic if I'm lucky.
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I love it at low doses. You may get some psychedelic feel but very light. For me, it still takes a few hours to stabilize and then it enters a beautiful plateau stage, the one I've described before. Quite reliable at that dose. However whenever I tried dosing low before I had felt its full effects before then I would just get a weird halfway state.
 
dogs.
i wanna do some speed
i tried what i guess you could call speedballing like 3 weeks ago.
was like
this sucks
we had 13 bags and a 20 of hard and we split the 20 into 2 shots, he did one i did one.
except i had already started into my bags while he was getting it ready cause idk how the fuck to shoot crack.
it sucked mane
i was liek
wtf is this shit
all it made me wanna do is shoot moar dope.
ruined my nod.
it took me half a day to go through 11 bags that day
i was disgruntled because it was good
i finished off the 13 i had, gave soem to a friend, then went and got 4 off of a dude i never fucked with before, and did those all at once
it bothers me cause it takes me 3-4 bags to get decent again
when i used to have to shoot 5-7 it sucked cause anything less than 3 and i'd feel literally nothing even if its fire.
but the DUI right
the d i was on when i got the dui/paraphernalia i was SURE was fent because EVERY time i'd shoot that brand once it switched from white powder to tan i'd fall out, everytime
got the blood test results from like 2 hours after i did it, when they took mah blood at the hospital
i apparently had 19ug or nanograms or something per some quantity of blood of morphine freebase.
i ddidnt get a schedule 1 DUI at least i dont think though
 
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I have a chance to get some super pure amphetamine which is rare here when street quality speed is something like 10-20% pure.

I was thinking how good are amphetamines for studying? This stuff should be working fine with 10mg dose. Best to take it orally huh? If I even bother ordering, its so expensive that you guys would rofl
 
LSDMDMA&AMP said:
dogs.
i wanna do some speed
i tried what i guess you could call speedballing like 3 weeks ago.
was like
this sucks
we had 13 bags and a 20 of hard and we split the 20 into 2 shots, he did one i did one.
except i had already started into my bags while he was getting it ready cause idk how the fuck to shoot crack.
it sucked mane
i was liek
wtf is this shit
all it made me wanna do is shoot moar dope.
ruined my nod.
it took me half a day to go through 11 bags that day
i was disgruntled because it was good
i finished off the 13 i had, gave soem to a friend, then went and got 4 off of a dude i never fucked with before, and did those all at once
it bothers me cause it takes me 3-4 bags to get decent again
when i used to have to shoot 5-7 it sucked cause anything less than 3 and i'd feel literally nothing even if its fire.
but the DUI right
the d i was on when i got the dui/paraphernalia i was SURE was fent because EVERY time i'd shoot that brand once it switched from white powder to tan i'd fall out, everytime
got the blood test results from like 2 hours after i did it, when they took mah blood at the hospital
i apparently had 19ug or nanograms or something per some quantity of blood of morphine freebase.
i ddidnt get a schedule 1 DUI at least i dont think though
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stay safe with that stuff, llamabro

wat else you been up to lately besides the dr00gs?
 
they;re pretty fun
i'd rather blow it if i hadpowder speed
or actually I'd bang it personally
I've set new records for doing speed since i quit
one time with my friend i killed 300mg dexedrine IR in an hour
oral
i was high as SHIT
and then i did more later that ngith
i apparently was on my phone ranting all night
tomorrow i should be gettin bags cause i'll have cash
this dude i fuck with has this successful ass middleman thing going on
and itsl ike
WTF I KNOW DOPE DEALERS Y NO ONE WANT ME TO GET THEM DOPE
nothin much rog
workin
but to be fair
i primarily work for dope
lately i'll get paid, get $200 then get it either as soon as the check clears late at night/the morning or i'll get it that morning, blow through everything i bought by around 9pm, then wait to do it again
it sucks
last summer when i had someone who'd front it was fuckign great
cause if i couldnt pull cash together he was good for 2 or 3, at least.
and he was always up late, thats the problem ive been running into lately
being i cant drive atm, i gotta pay other people to do so, mainly at night and sometiems i've had my man's people (cause when he drives, we go to his people) tell us to come through then just not come out late and shit
i used to have late night coppin on lock, until about 2-maybe 3 i could always get it but now after midnight its a gamble, and after 1 who knows.
i gotta call this kid and see when he gets his skrip refilled cause i looked the fuck out ofr him last time i was with him and i GAVE him like 3 bags, he owes me like 15-20 of his dexedrine way i see it, then i can get spun tonight.
 
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