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This makes me really realize how much I value living alone and being alone right now, even though it's sometimes lonely. I had been starting to doubt it was better to be lonely but I can clearly tell how I really feel now.

there are worse things than
being alone
but it often takes decades
to realize this
and most often
when you do
it's too late
and there's nothing worse
than
too late.

-Charles Bukowski

:)
 
I'm totally writing my MXE experience report up now, while I'm feeling inspired :) Really happy with it so far.

EDIT: Yeah, this is my best one in a long time I think. Well, my only one in a long time too, but the best in even longer than that.
 
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can't wait to read it, xorks

mann... how is it almost midnight already? i thought it was like 9. there really isn't enough time in a day
 
I spent my Friday night cleaning and organizing a year worth of stuff piled into boxes. I am REALLY cool. Now I am ready to move and it could not come at a better time. Now I shall spend the rest of the evening transfering my old 8-track multitracks to PC so I can give them a proper modern mix. Fun times, neat stuff.

I wish I had some cannabis, I'd join whoever is tripping but I don't so I will talk to myself in this post about how I wish I did. I am also eating some mixed vegetables, and a kosher hotdog.

Fun times, neat stuff.

Someone should IM me, I'm seriously bored. morninggloryseed @ AIm.

Edit: I'll read Xor's MXE report.
 
I don't even have AIM on this comp, I'll have to get it so I can have some conversations. Maybe I will now, or maybe I will go to bed. I tuckered myself out writing just a bit.
 
That was an extremely vivid and surprisingly coherent read Xorkoth. Many trip reports I have read are almost impossible to actually relate to or perceive of; not so with his one. Certainly bought back memories of my own experiences with MXE :)

I also liked your description of the "elegance" of your walking to the toilet. :)
 
:) Thanks. I got overjoyed at dodging a hugely stressful situation that could have gone on for months, and the resulting euphoria inspired me to write for the first time in a long time.
 
No, not even close. I have like 45 MS Word pages, I sort of counted out words and on average it seemed like there are about 1.5 paperback novel pages per MS Word page so I figure I have about 70 pages. I haven't touched it in years. I really got uninspired to write and I started painting instead. I still want to write but I definitely want to do both. I think I need to feel happy to feel inspired to write. Whenever I am depressed or down I don't feel like writing and when I'm happy it just comes out. :)

Also some aspects of my outlook on life were shifting when I was working on it and now they have shifted considerably... so I didn't want to write a book about experiences in my life and the conclusions I drew from them when I was no longer sure of the conclusions.
 
writing can be the hardest and most tedious art form imo

i tried my hand at writing a novel this past summer and the experience was like pulling teeth. much more challenging than i anticipated.
 
this guy is totally tripping me out right now, what a guitarist

(lol this is actually my cat's favorite album, every time i play it he lays on top of the speaker and gets this look on his face like he's nodding on opiates)



NKB i could imagine you might dig this, extrapolating from your taste in jazz :)
 
^I am familiar with Django Reinhardt, and he is awesome.

MGS said:
I wish I had some cannabis

I wish I had tobacco, out again. All because I didn't ration what I had left. Brain going crazy, again.


Man, I neglect news reports on Ukraine for a week, and all this crazy major stuff is happening. Haha, you are an ethnic or pro-Western Ukrainian living in Crimea: You wake up to find the Russian navy sitting outside your bay friendship boat parked due to technical difficulties, the Russian army mysterious-masked-heavily-armed-helpful-neighborhood-watch occupying your airport, parliament, and setting up checkpoints on major highways. Amazing, I love it! *Eyes sparkle while I hop around room in excitement*

(Very unlikely to lead to anything like the Russo-Georgian war of 2008, if that's what anyone's wondering. Do not question the joy these developments inspire in me.)
 
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Grindin some nuggets

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Xorkoth! I'm gonna text Delsyd in just a minute :).

Sup dude! You going to come through Asheville soon? I think you were going to recently, right?

writing can be the hardest and most tedious art form imo

i tried my hand at writing a novel this past summer and the experience was like pulling teeth. much more challenging than i anticipated.

Yeah it can be really tedious, but it has great moments when things are just flowing too. :) But yeah, a novel is a LOT of writing. It gets really intense sometimes. Probably the main reason why I haven't finished. But, as I am feeling inspired for writing in the past few days, maybe I'll read through it and see if I am struck with any inspiration. If you write just parts that are flowing, and do it over time, something like that is more easily possible.
 
Ahh, nug jar is completely full, feels good. :) Man, I'm finding myself wishing I hadn't tossed my remaining stash when my wife found out all the stuff I had in the house. I would probably have a nice light trip on something tomorrow.
 
lol i'm jealous of you guys, i just ran out of nugs and its gonna be a few days before i get the funds together to re-up

oh well, breaks are nice too. it means i'll get that much higher when i get moar nugs :D
 
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