Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
True, but now since this her mom found out she did this and has been frantically trying to get me to stop it, she says she has a terrible feeling and nothing good can come of this and she's not ready. I'm like, why don't you just refuse to take her to the airport then? I'm going to call her soon and tell her I'm not ready for her to come here, I'm just starting to develop healthy patterns here. And list all the reasons.

This makes me really realize how much I value living alone and being alone right now, even though it's sometimes lonely. I had been starting to doubt it was better to be lonely but I can clearly tell how I really feel now.