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Once on ketamine I met a forest spirit that looked allot like this. I was too memorized by her beauty to pay attention to what she had to say though.
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Damnit now I'm gonna have to try ketamine in the forest... oh no wait Marcia Moore probably wouldn't recommend that...
 
I wasn't actually in there forest I was just in my bedroom staring out my window at the trees in my back yard. When I sat back and closed my eyes I remember seeing visuals which appeared to be a bunch of trees surrounded by darkness then that image of her came to me.

I could go for some K right now but have allot of work to due for my web class. Thankfully I have nothing for my C++ class due this week. It'll probably be best to keep my usage to a minimum to keep a clear mind until the semester is over.
 
phenethylo J said:
I could go for some K right now but have allot of work to due for my web class. Thankfully I have nothing for my C++ class due this week. It'll probably be best to keep my usage to a minimum to keep a clear mind until the semester is over.
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I hear that, I have an essay to write and an orangic chem midterm to study for but I wanna get wobbly so bad.
I'm even trying on cutting back with my weed smoking this semester but it's not working too well haha
 
On a weed break my self not really by choice though got to clear my system out since my pain doc is probably going to test me next time. Thankfully since I go every 2 months I have enough time to smoke and clear my system out. Should get a tiny bit from a friend who owes me but after that going to have to go back to not smoking for a month.
 
He's got the works, gives you sweet taste
Ah then you gotta split because you got no time to waste
I'm waiting for my man
lesson learned
"baseball bat" heroin just doesn't agree with me.
every time i shoot it i end up falling out.
i want perfect day played at my funeral.
hopefully relatively soon tbh
gonna try to go back on dexedrine.
gonna be like yo
psych appointment
not mention the rehabs and the herons.
idk if they can see my rehab medical records that say "POLYSUBSTANCE DEPENDANCE" and mention amphs.
 
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phenethylo J said:
On a weed break my self not really by choice though got to clear my system out since my pain doc is probably going to test me next time. Thankfully since I go every 2 months I have enough time to smoke and clear my system out. Should get a tiny bit from a friend who owes me but after that going to have to go back to not smoking for a month.
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Well, there's a silvering lining, you have the sense to stop when you need to, and as our minds subconsciously learn from our actions (what most of us who thought that our evidence-based drug knowledge would protect us from addiction failed to take into account), you're keeping your ability to prioritize very keen.

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with luck i'll get bags tonight.
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At the risk of sounding like a self-centered jerk, I'm relieved to see my recent decisions don't make me uniquely unwise and retrogressive amongst the PD socialite set.

Anyway, I'm hoping the emotional release and acceptance facilitated by some moderate drinking will help me get over the derealization I threw myself into when during my lil' psychiatric med OD I decided that my thoughts and feelings weren't my own, merely madness, and tried to retreat inside of my mind to hide from my mind (knew I made a mistake as soon as I felt the boundary dissolving greyness and objects started looking kinda NMDA-antagonist-y. I learned my lesson about rejecting reality and chronic dissociation after the events of late 2010-mid 2011).
 
Fans of Tim and Eric will probably also like Comedy Bang! Bang! on IFC, made by the same studio. Netflix has the first season on instant. It's "comedian's comedy" -- very experimental and strange/trippy -- sort of like a cross between Space Ghost Coast to Coast and Mr. Show, and actually created by and starring an alum of the latter. David Cross and Bob Odenkirk even make cameos on the same episode in season two. It's basically people from the "alternative comedy" world manically freaking out.
 
As I've heard, a cell mate of mine once told me about how he could remember all the way back to his infancy and recall seeing seeing his father commit domestic violence. He even remembered the day of the week and what clothes he was wearing.

I'm cursed with a lack of memory, it makes interpersonal relationships a bit difficult bc I can't remember our most current friendship/family or sexual dynamic.
 
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