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have any of you watched Koyaanisqatsi while tripping? its pretty fantastic especially for dxm because there is not plot to follow its just time lapses of the world with music accompanying it for like an hour and a half
 
Never Knows Best said:
In other news, why do things happen so slowly? Always waiting, preparing, and taking steps towards getting somewhere, never arriving
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I dunno, but it's really pissing me off too, lately.

I feel like every time I try to move forward in my life, I just get slapped in the face for it, by my own fucked up brain. It's so painfully boring to do anything useful or responsible.
 
stormcharger said:
have any of you watched Koyaanisqatsi while tripping? its pretty fantastic especially for dxm because there is not plot to follow its just time lapses of the world with music accompanying it for like an hour and a half
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Haha yes:

Then within the course of ~15 minutes:
> 125-150 mg ketamine (75% S-isomer : 25% R-isomer)
> 100 mg MXE
3 mg freebase 5-MeO-DMT freebase dissolved in 0.9% NaCl solution using citric acid

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I put on the film Koyaanisquatsi [sic] and shot myself up with twice the highest dose of this dissociatives cocktail I had taken during these days. Quickly but surely I started to unravel and while due to my huge tolerance there were no real psychedelic effects to deal with, I found it ever more difficult to maintain my grip.

[...]

The amazing score of Koyaanisquatsi [sic] was blasting with salvos of arpeggiating organs, it definitely synchronized perfectly with the bombastic nature of the experience. This overwhelming and divine glimpse of profound meaning that apparently laid at the source of all spirituality and works like Beethoven's 9th symphony may be at the core of every consciousness, normally fragmented and differentiated for functionality, to be able to navigate mundanity, but now felt licentiously and limitless as the pure potential of the mind doing what it can without restraint.
What I was seeing best approximates the unencrypted source code (Brahman) in the process of being manifested into a reality facet by the dance of Shiva ("I am become death, destroyer of time"), well... time was destroyed alright.

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my TR: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...ne-100-mg-MXE-IM)-Experienced-Tripping-Globes
 
Thinking of doing a combo of mda+ketamine+dmt next week. It's something Iv'e been wanting to do for a while. I was gonna smoke some dmt last time I did dmt but decided against it. If I do it this time I'll definitely try and write up a trip report. I really need to get in the habit of writing them again I haven't done any trip reports since I joined bluelight. A long time ago I did mdma+salvia+nitrous and wrote up a great trip report on it but the forum I posted it on is no longer around. If I had it saved on my computer I'd post it here.

 
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Guess who's being bad with their benzos? %)

Felt good for all of 20 minutes, and now I'm going to take a nap, then read Mark Twain over some hot chocolate. Or something. Well, here you go.
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Benzos are very relaxing, but I generally avoid them, especially in social settings, because they legitimately make me retarded. -_-

Plus I get bored more easily on benzos. They're like the polar opposite of stimulants, which are kinda my thing right now. Which is precisely why I'm gonna be up all night, probably spamming you guys with my whiney / philosophical useless posts. :D
 
@construct- Not bad, not bad at all.

@phenny - song sounds really familiar.

The benzos told me more DXM is a good idea. Visiting you now before things get wonky, will retire to my room for the main event.

My sister's really been pushing this band on me.
And from me, for anyone else falling in the cracks between time tonigh

And while I strongly disapprove of CCC use, I must say, spacing out a box so you take a third at t+0, a third at t+1 and a third at t+1:30 has had pleasant results.

tac said:
Plus I get bored more easily on benzos. They're like the polar opposite of stimulants, which are kinda my thing right now. Which is precisely why I'm gonna be up all night, probably spamming you guys with my whiney / philosophical useless posts.
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I look forward to your company on my comeup. I'm reading haikus in the meanwhile. I'm always blown away by what the masters can express in such a simple form.

Y'all aren't very chatter tonight, so I'm inviting Johnny Cash to give us a lil' spiritual
 
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Man, I am, unfortunately, not well versed in Johnny Cash's catalogue. That song is great and reminds me that I need to dig deeper. I love that it's filmed at a prison; I imagine his music would have a deeply healing effect on incarcerated people. In any case, it reminds me of another spiritual from Townes van Zandt.

Good luck with your trip! I probably won't do another psychedelic for a while (or ever, possibly), but I sincerely miss dissociatives, which I'm sure I'll imbibe in sooner or later. Luckily I have a nice semi-dissociative buzz from alcohol right now. I might drift into sleep soon.
 
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Here's a random thought:

An attempt to do something could be considered a failure, based on the immediate disappointing results.

However, in failing, you learn what not to do, and so by the power of knowledge, you are one step closer to success.

Thomas Edison said:
I have not failed 10,000 times. I have not failed once. I have succeeded in proving that those 10,000 ways will not work. When I have eliminated the ways that will not work, I will find the way that will work.
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So, if an attempt ultimately results in success, even if it initially seems to be a failure, doesn't that mean that it's basically impossible to fail?
 
So at some point last night I had Rhapsody in Blue on repeat, but I figured it kept on playing because George Gershwin was angry at me and his vengeful spirit had possessed my computer. An epic struggle to change the song followed, which I managed to do, but he kept on trying to play things I didn't want to and we were at it for a quite a while.

I think my original plan was to watch a movie (Wizards to be precise), but it then occurred to me that my ability to PM TAC did not mean he could sit in the room and watch a movie with me. So I proceeded to try moving my music collection from my flash drive to my computer, I don't think I managed that, and was just listening to random pieces of music (while thinking that I was doing something productive and important and computery) until the Gershwin incident occurred.

A great night, I guess that CPM gave things a deliriant flare? It was madness, all the things I thought I was up to =D.

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doesn't that mean that it's basically impossible to fail?
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Course not, because we don't always learn something from our failures, or there aren't always things we can improve on. Sometimes success is probabilistic or arbitrary in some sense (e.g., unskilled laborer with no references trying to gain employment). I guess the lesson in that case is to keep on trying until you succeed, but feeling the failures add up can destroy a man.
 
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ever watched a satellite travel across the night sky and pondered how you are witnessing an object travelling so fast that it is experiencing time and a different rate to you? Then though about how other galaxies are travelling at different speeds and that there might be planets with civilizations that experience time so different to us that they advance and die in the blink of our eyes?
 
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