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Jesusgreen said:
Well I can conclude that LSD is and was everything I expected and so much more. I'm eternally and unfathomably grateful for the wonderfully kind soul who sent me the acid at no cost, and only hope I can think of a reasonable present to send him in return :D

It's been a beautiful day. LSD took my perception beyond 3D and into a more "4D" if you may call it space akin to DMT experiences, only I had full control and could move out of it at my own control. One moment I could be floating in 4D space with tendrils of energy and light pulsating through my being and the next I could be downstairs conversing freely with my parents and having a lovely nice dinner and going about my day to day life.

I'm not sure if I've written my intentions here before, but I've experimented with drugs for a while now, and quite a lot. I've gained much, lessons, insights, and just fantastic memories and experiences - but it's come to a time when I let the use of drugs become more of an obsession than my useful interests in drugs (i.e. helping harm reduction, writing about them, learning about them).

As I'm sure you've all noticed I've become distant from these forums, been a lousy moderator at best and spent much more time off on my own getting high and tending to my own pleasures than caring to help others as of late, and over the past few weeks I've been thinking more about my family, friends, and love, and these things have driven me to the decision I need a break at the very least.

I want to continue researching and helping in HR and drug-related areas of work, but as for my own consumption, I think after the start of 2014 I plan to give it a break for a bit until I've had some time to clear my head and enjoy life sober. :)

I think LSD was the icing on the cake as something I've wanted to try for so long and it helped solidify for me that my decision is the right one and that drugs have been something wonderful - but something I can soon put aside until it comes the time that I feel they're appropriate again.

More accurately, I hope post-break to return to a state where I'll have my couple drinks at the weekend, have the odd spliff, have that fantastic trip at the summer festival, and the new years eve roll, maybe even the occasional brew of PST or whatever, but it's time for my daily live to not revolve around consuming drug after drug in an almost sick fashion.

I really love the lot of you in PD and feel very apologetic for the fact I've sort of neglected the community here (along with drug studies) due to my own selfish behaviour, and hope that these changes coming can bring me back to a more grounded individual - and also allow me to enjoy spending time back here and actually not neglecting my duties as a mod :p

Love the lot of you, really do. <3 Many of you I may have never said a word to directly and yet you've changed my lives in such ways you don't even realise - Sepher for one is someone who quite frankly.. without his help I wouldn't be where I am today and I can say in a round-about way he saved my life - through just a couple of tiny actions that barely involved much. Though I unfortunately don't have the chance to thank him for it now. I'm sure if he's looking down there somewhere he's having a good giggle at my post though for sure. :P

I'm probably blabbering on at this point but I just felt I had to say what was on my mind, and want to share a little of the positivity that's touched my life right now with you all.

Oh, and, moderator's orders - you're all to do at least one act of kindness even if it's just a smile to a stranger tomorrow, or I'll come after the lot o' ya! ;)
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I love you, man. I did the same thing, brother. Come on down to the Sober Living forum, if you like. It's great down here.
 
I don't know you at all Jesusgreen, but I can read from your post that you're a wonderful human being and I'm glad to have you as a moderator for one of my favourite forums :D Glad to see you had such a revelatory experience from our wonderful friend Lucy! We love you too, man =D
 
Does anyone else's acid trips end like 5 hrs earlier than everyone else's?

This has happened every time I've attempted to dose high on acid about 7hrs in I doze off and wake up relatively sober just my thoughts are slightly clouded especially ones where people are asking me personal questions I have to answer
 
Thanks everyone for the replies :D and SONN 7 hours sounds about right to me.

I think there's a percentage of people around who've only ever consumed DOx thinking it was acid and are to this day yet unaware and so state acid lasts 12+ hours based on that.

Then you get people who split their dose (a lot of people don't mention that they've taken 0.5 hits + 0.5 hits another hour or two later and just say they took 1 hit) and as such got a longer duration from that.

Plus for tons of people the drug just lasts longer, especially at higher doses - and some people have a different definition of when the trip's over. Like there's a point to me when I just know I'm "not tripping" - but I may still have visuals and a brightened mood or some other effects that someone else might conclude mean they're still tripping just mostly down. I'm guessing the last one explains a lot of cases - like for me AM-2201 lasts say 3 hours, for most its 30-60 minutes, I still have a 30-60 minute peak but I count the nice good mood and relaxation I get over the next few hours as the high.

I'm a weird one for durations, DOB lasted 14 hours for me when I dosed low but 12 when I dosed high, DOC lasted a mere 10 hours for me, LSD lasted 6-7 hours, and yet something like 4-AcO-DMT has lasted > 12 hours at times, and 2C-P although usually lasting me 12-13, lasted 29 hours once!

Also fwiw: LSD + Oxycodone + 5-MAPB + 5F-AKB-48 + PB-22 = ++++ 8o
 
I had a grand LSD trip this weekend. I met my Higher Self, met my Spirit. Heaven is best seen when you've gone through hell. I also used 3-MeO-PCP and MXE a few hours before the trip and kept snorting MXE after the peak. It's quite difficult to write a trip report, but I'm gonna do it nonetheless. It has just been difficult to integrate such a loss of ego into my memories. It was something you can't behold with your senses seperately, it's something to be experienced without actually being able to grasp it fully. It's something beyond comprehension and logic. I just love you all so much, for we are truly one, connected by consciousness.
 
I'm not doing so well :(

Had to go to the ER a few times in the past week. My blood pressure is through the roof and I've been getting severe headaches, also had bronchitis. Feeling a little better now, but I need to take a break from the drugs again for awhile. Me and my lady both agreed it would be best for me to just flush another stash yet again. I just cant have it so closed to me, it makes it hard not to use. And I couldn't give all these potent chemicals to my friends around home they might hurt themselves.

Also went on a run with a fentanyl analogue and some heroin, luckily I avoided catching a habit or pissing dirty and getting incarcerated.

Pretty much just gonna drink for the time being, hope that things get better. Gotta bottle of southern comfort to warm me up.

L<3Ve & Lite,

Charlie
 
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i would take them off your hands if you didn't want to flush them =p
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I know right but money is of no issue, it was mostly phenethylamines and empathpathogens..
In hindsight i wouldn't have let the girl drown it. but you know how it is.
A girl has your possessions and your stead fast to listen. Yeah I lost a couple of grand but that doesn't add up too that much in the scheme of things.

As of today...

Im more interested in Etizolam and other exotic not spoken of benzo's and what not. My psych and dissociative arsenal is going to dwindle for the time being.

Is Etizolam the best bet or should I embrace something else., take government drug testing into mind :)
 
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eh, idk about benzo of any sort

i'm sure Roger&Me will give a benzo lecture if he's reading this thread ATM

i think he's maybe taking a bluelight break after his lounge rants last week, tho =p
 
This album makes me want to trip really bad.



Its much darker than Tales of the Inexpressible, more on the lines of Are You Shpongled? - both of them were great for tripping but I preferred Are You Shpongled? for its depth and usually reserved Tales of the Inexpressible for extremely euphoric compounds like MDXX and AMT.
 
Christmas eve with a little bit of 3-MeO-PCP to be a bit jollier and more talkative and less insecure... I don't know what I'm going to do tomorrow. Probably more foods and drinks and gifts. Hope I'm getting my own christmas prezzie this week in the mail :D Also probably going to do AMT on NYE ;D
 
Happy holidays everyone!

in a few moments heading to church mostly because of the warmth being together with other people / tradition and my mother singing classical music in a choir :) They do have nice things to say with Xmas even for the non-believers and doubters (i.e. damned heathens :D ).

Whether you have someone to spend these days with, whether you are staying sober or not, joy and love to the world ;)
 
I'm in AZ right now until new years eve, and upon arriving the sunlight has already produced a pretty remarkable mood lift and even caused the chills to creep up my spine and a feeling of well being accompanied by goosebumps.

the warmth makes me desire a cold beer, everything else makes me wanna take some good L and go on a hike. The sun is so bright all the street signs reflect rainbows off of them from a distance it seems, and the mountains are absolutely beautiful. Ah, sightseeing. :)

In other news my girlfriend has decided that she's gonna go on a pilgrimage of sorts soon and be a missionary and help impoverished peoples. which is good because she has a lot of trouble finding things to make her naturally content due to her history of benzo+opiate addiction. I think she needs some sunlight :D

I hope everyones doin darn tootin and also if anyone is trying to party/network/get to know me in AZ private message me i'm not gonna have much to do here.
 
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