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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: N-Dimensional Funhouse of Possibilities

Happy All Hallows' Eve, everyone! Coming down off a nice and much-needed roll, throwing a little MXE in thanks to peer pressure ;)

Just let a gang of drunk pirates into my apartment building. Thought about following them to whatever party they were clearly heading to, but decided I'd rather come back to bowls and Beats Antique.

Xorky, is your mind sufficiently blown by Creature Carnival awesomeness? I didn't even listen to Beats Antique until a few months ago, when I was tripping and listening to Shpongle and decided to see if they would be in Chicago any time soon. "Hey, they're playing with some group called Beats Antique in October... If they tour with Shpongle they have to be pretty trippy, let's fire up the old Youtubes." And like that, a love affair began!

I ended up missing Shpongle's set at the Creature Carnival (slept late), but Beats Antique have become my new obsession. They've taken over a large chunk of my daily commute playlist. Come to think of it, I've probably listened to more Beats Antique music in the last couple months than not-Beats-Antique music. It's about time, I haven't gotten really into a new band / body of music since Tool and Modest Mouse in undergrad... I was starting to think I might be old people, doomed to like the music that was around when I was in high school and hate everything before and since. Nope, I'm still able to enjoy new things. I guess 27 isn't so old after all ;)

I've been letting myself fall behind again in law school. Ugh, this place is a pain in the ass, why didn't I listen to all my law student friends who said being a law student sucks? Gotta write a paper about UN efforts to fight climate change (I'm trying really, really hard not to have it turn out depressing and fatalistic, but that's not easy since it's a paper about UN efforts to fight climate change...), and come up with a topic proposal and do some initial research on something tech and/or IP-related for a journal article I'm supposed to write. And figure out who is bullshitting us between the Illinois EPA, which claims they have to follow the federal EPA's cleanup standards for lead, and the federal EPA, which insists that their standards don't apply to state EPA actions and that the IL EPA can do whatever it wants. I tried, for a while, to figure out some way to explain that clusterfuck that makes it sound interesting, but I can't. But that's a problem for Tomorrow Tsoli(tm) - time for moar drugs and music, it's Halloween muthafucka!
 
Yeah man, it was one of the most mindblowing experiences I've ever had, really fucking wild, it's a really unique and amazing "show" they have. It honestly felt like a group mind experiment where they urged the formation of a collective group experience. It surpassed any expectations I could have fathomed. One of our group who has been to many, many shows said it was the best show she's ever been to hands down.
 
xammy said:
So I'm thinking of doing mxe+mdma combo tomorrow. Is it better to take MXE or MDMA first?
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I always take the MXE first, except once I took the MDMA first. I think MXE first is way better. The synergy is amazing, I can take 70mg of MDMA and have a very fulfilling trip/roll. Whereas 70mg of MDMA by itself doesn't do much.
 
Xorkoth said:
Yeah man, it was one of the most mindblowing experiences I've ever had, really fucking wild, it's a really unique and amazing "show" they have. It honestly felt like a group mind experiment where they urged the formation of a collective group experience. It surpassed any expectations I could have fathomed. One of our group who has been to many, many shows said it was the best show she's ever been to hands down.
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Yeah, I regret not going back the second night they were in Chicago, especially since I didn't get any work done that day anyway. Really hope I get another chance to see them before long.

So in between lines of MXE, it occurred to me that 2Cs go great with music.... 20mg down the hatch. Resisting the urge to eat some acid, 'cuz I *do* need to sleep eventually, and deal with all that law school bullshit this weekend...
 
I am really paying the price for years of neglect here. My fucking teeth are so bad, I need 10 fillings! ARGH! Drug abuse has such long reaching consequences; I would not have thought that I would still be suffering for those few years of opiate addiction and stimulant abuse, but my dentist seems to think that all the drugs I use had a synergistic effect in both reducing saliva output and creating a more acidic oral environment, leading to multiple holes in my teeth.

I got them whitened again, so they look great! :| But feel awful. They are fracturing regularly and periodically ache and are hyper sensitive. Basically one side of my jaw has 5 teeth in a row that are decayed. This will cost me about $4000, but could end up going in excess of $10,000 if I need to get root canals. Also getting an implant for the tooth I lost 2 weeks back, which is ridiculously costly. Thank god I inherited money and stuff :D Which sounds awful and is surely not natural justice, but I know I am very lucky here. I should never need to be overly concerned with money, leaving me time to worry about everything else....:\

Oh well, poor me. However, this track is lovely:

 
I wish we had Dress Like A Slut day here :(

Anyway, I can report back to earth that 30mg of MXE orally and 1 mg of 5-Meo-DMT IV make this music sound like a lullaby:






Goddamn, Autechre, how and why do you do whatever it is you do-?

<3
 
Dress like a slut day does rock. I took 10mg of 2C-D and smoked a lot of cannabis at a small get together last night; couldn't get more messed up because I had work at 11:30 :( but got to see lots of scantily clad ladies and get some real awesome action from my S.O. last night, so my mood is great! :)
 
There were some absolute babes running around Freaknight last night. A group of 10 girls wearing nothing but thongs and tiny sea shell bras as mermaids.

My girl was rolling balls and I was too busy stuck in the visuals staring at the walls and acrobats doing circus tricks to the music to really enjoy the scenery haha.
 
solistus said:
Yeah, I regret not going back the second night they were in Chicago, especially since I didn't get any work done that day anyway. Really hope I get another chance to see them before long.

So in between lines of MXE, it occurred to me that 2Cs go great with music.... 20mg down the hatch. Resisting the urge to eat some acid, 'cuz I *do* need to sleep eventually, and deal with all that law school bullshit this weekend...
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2C-I goes really amazingly with MXE, it's a really chaotic trip but very powerful, seems synergistic. I also combined 2C-T-7 with it and there seemed to be no synergy although it was fun.

Eating MXE is better! ;) I never have nearly as magical of an experience if I snort or smoke it. It gets way more in my head when I eat it.

willow11 said:
I am really paying the price for years of neglect here. My fucking teeth are so bad, I need 10 fillings! ARGH! Drug abuse has such long reaching consequences; I would not have thought that I would still be suffering for those few years of opiate addiction and stimulant abuse, but my dentist seems to think that all the drugs I use had a synergistic effect in both reducing saliva output and creating a more acidic oral environment, leading to multiple holes in my teeth.

I got them whitened again, so they look great! :| But feel awful. They are fracturing regularly and periodically ache and are hyper sensitive. Basically one side of my jaw has 5 teeth in a row that are decayed. This will cost me about $4000, but could end up going in excess of $10,000 if I need to get root canals. Also getting an implant for the tooth I lost 2 weeks back, which is ridiculously costly. Thank god I inherited money and stuff :D Which sounds awful and is surely not natural justice, but I know I am very lucky here. I should never need to be overly concerned with money, leaving me time to worry about everything else....:\
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Damn about the teeth man. :\ That is fortunate you don't have to worry about money though, god I wish I had that. Money worries suck. I'm in a much better position than I was but I have basically no savings at this point nor any credit, so it makes me quite nervous. I somehow managed to pay for my cat's medical issues at a moment's notice (well I worked something out and I'm still paying actually) but $4k or $10k... there's no way.

So my power went out yesterday morning because we got our first snow and that always happens here, we got 6 inches at my house, more higher up, and the power was out until 9 or 10pm. I went to hang out with friends all day because it sucks sitting in a cold, dark house without power (and therefore without heat), but originally I was going to just stay home and do some make-up work that I missed when I was useless at work for 2 days. But I couldn't so now I have to do it today. :p It's intense living in the mountains sometimes. The power company kept sliding the estimated time back by 2 hours at a time, and the outage affected 450 homes. I was worried it was going to push into today... and maybe the next day. The second winter I lived here we lost power for 4 days and they kept saying it would be back each day. That was scary, a very grim experience since it got down to 34 degrees inside and I didn't have much food in the house. At least this time I went to buy food.
 
Xorkoth said:
So my power went out yesterday morning because we got our first snow and that always happens here, we got 6 inches at my house, more higher up, and the power was out until 9 or 10pm. I went to hang out with friends all day because it sucks sitting in a cold, dark house without power (and therefore without heat), but originally I was going to just stay home and do some make-up work that I missed when I was useless at work for 2 days. But I couldn't so now I have to do it today. :p It's intense living in the mountains sometimes. The power company kept sliding the estimated time back by 2 hours at a time, and the outage affected 450 homes. I was worried it was going to push into today... and maybe the next day. The second winter I lived here we lost power for 4 days and they kept saying it would be back each day. That was scary, a very grim experience since it got down to 34 degrees inside and I didn't have much food in the house. At least this time I went to buy food.
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When I was in high school, a hurricane hit my city and forced us to evacuate. When we got home, the damage was so bad that we were without electricity for 2 weeks. Luckily it wasn't cold, but that was weird... trees were down everywhere, I could barely ride my bike over to the next neighborhood with all the damage. Hurricanes are pretty intense... I'm glad I've never seen one up close! During the evacuation, traffic was so bad it took us 18 hours to make a normally five hour drive to our relatives. I remember people were peeing on the side of the road, dogs were dying in the heat, every gas station for miles was out of gas... disaster situations get pretty intense.
 
Dawglaw said:
There were some absolute babes running around Freaknight last night. A group of 10 girls wearing nothing but thongs and tiny sea shell bras as mermaids.

My girl was rolling balls and I was too busy stuck in the visuals staring at the walls and acrobats doing circus tricks to the music to really enjoy the scenery haha.
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it's a shame the second night was shut down due to an OD.. I had a ton of friends that were going but I didn't want to shell out the cash myself. I just DJ'd for a trippy party in Seattle instead. Took some 5-MeO-MiPT and got fucking smashed haha. I took ~7mg and didn't quite trip as hard as I wanted, yet was still fully immersed for an hour or two. My other friend took 13-14mg and was off his face aha
 
It's been a sublime day on 5-10mg of 4-aco-met and 20mg of MXE. Just took 40-50mg more MXE. I think this Sunday night is destined to be one for the books when it comes to spiritual breakthroughs. Feeling pretty cosmic as is, let's see how far out we go. Or how deep within :P
 
Hey guys, this is actually my very first post in PD social!

For a while i had prided my ability to overcome my four year heroin and crack addiction with the use of psychedelic drugs. Recently, however, i stumbled upon an experience of a humbling nature.

Well, I went on a little bluelight hiatus for a while, started taking kratom a bit more often, went from a few times a year to a couple times a month. To 4 times a month, to 6 times, to twice a week. To every day!

The whole time, i knew what was going on. I had found kratom to be even sneakier than other opiates with its potential to pull the user under the surface. But so it was. By this point I discover that i have also consumed dilaudid and hydrocodone on a few occasions as well to 'feel ok' to work. I went through several 'detoxes' which only lasted about a day at a time before i felt physically stable. This repeated several times until a couple weeks ago when i've decided to stop entirely. I hadn't used to the point of severe withdrawal, my symptoms were gone in about 2.5 days.

I hate how easily this shit can happen... and so i've decided i don't want to be shut off anymore (again). Changed my diet completely and have since transitioned into vegetarianism. I share a theory that processed foods and meats are poison to the mind. I want to be healthier, and more clear minded.

So fast forward to now, I believe that a few doses of 25i over the past few months (in the spaces when i was not using kratom) have helped me to see the reality of my recent dilemma. Since then i have procured a couple tabs of LSD-25. I very much look forward to re entering what i find to be a 'truly' psychedelic world with LSD-25, (it's been about 4 years) and look forward to the much needed introspection that eagerly awaits...
 
so my ex girlfriend that i've been trying to kick out of my life for a while now came to my house blacked out on xanax and stole a bunch of shit from me.

THANK YOU WILLOW FOR THE POST ROCK FEELS how i've missed them from my life

after a few nights of drowning my sorrows in intense drug abuse inspired manic rants-- to anyone who was willing to show any form of appreciation for my situation, I feel almost better but the magic of music like Mogwai is what's REALLY going to make me feel okay.

I LOVE YOU ALL <3


edit: @ crashing, I personally have noticed LSD's powerful antiaddictive properties in my own experiences with cocaine. Not that I was ever a daily user or a feint I just noticed that the urge to take it was less prominent. Good luck, addictions can be sneaky motherfuckers like you said

edit2: I just remembered that I took the biggest smoked dose of DMT of my life the other night amidst my reckless binging and it was über cool lol my guess is that it was just under 90mg or so

complete visual disconnection from reality and flying through my association complex in an electric frenzy is the best way I can describe it

although the beginning really looked like I just summoned some crazy force that was manipulating objective reality in the most convincing way my mind could possibly portray it to me 8o
 
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