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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: N-Dimensional Funhouse of Possibilities

indeed will forever be grateful to this thread and the members in it. all of you have given me years worth of therapy, experience, hope, joy, the ability to share in the space of a few weeks than i wouldn't have had in years. much love to you all guys <3

would love to meet up with some of you guys sometime if anyone wanted to. have a pd get together. trippy maaaens! :D
 
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indeed will forever be grateful to this thread and the members in it. all of you have given me years worth of therapy, experience, hope, joy, the ability to share in the space of a few weeks than i wouldn't have had in years. much love to you all guys <3

would love to meet up with some of you guys sometime if anyone wanted to. have a pd get together. trippy maaaens! :D
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for sure. It would be a very international gathering, but nothing wrong with that and not impossible to organise. Lots of folk on here who have been through similar shit or who are still going through it, as well as being experienced and courageous psychedelic explorers, so tonnes to relate to and share. Hope we can make it happen one day, think it would be great :-)
 
Yeah I'd have a hard time getting overseas right now, but I would love to. I think a PD meetup would be amazing. Almost every friend from here's I've met is now one of my good friends, the kind of friends where you're always friends even if you move away.
 
tis a shame us lot of degenerates don't just all live round the same area, hell even the same country hah <3

the blasts we could possibly have. the journeys. the adventures. the trips. can't even imagine.

christ, the song hayling by FC Kahuna has some kind of psychosomatic response for me to start gurning on it lol. was my first song i listened to while peaking on MDMA for the first time <3
 
Yeah I'd have a hard time getting overseas right now, but I would love to. I think a PD meetup would be amazing. Almost every friend from here's I've met is now one of my good friends, the kind of friends where you're always friends even if you move away.

We started the PD Social thread in 2006 sometime, and it just really enhanced the sense of community. PD Social is my favorite spot on the Internet, it's really a special thing. If I recall correctly me and Church (remember him?) were mods and we thought it would be a good idea. There was a lot of pushback at first, a lot of established members basically said "this isn't a social forum, it's informational", or "this isn't the Lounge". But it caught on right away and really was a great thing for the whole forum I think. I love all you PD Social people, I feel like we're all friends already but we just haven't met yet. That's how it was with the ones I have met. :)

This thread has helped me so much over the years, as a source of community with psychedelics when I didn't know anyone in real life for that, a place to laugh and vent and just get out the things you can't or don't tell anyone else. I don't know what I would have done at certain times without it. When I left for 3 years, I didn't even realize how much I missed it until I came back one day and I remembered what it means to me to be able to be a part of a community like this. <3
 
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yeah don't think I'm attracted to her, just want some social contact and i know she loves the aMT too. i think it will be a good afternoon. we did chat about sex and stuff though so who knows where it could lead :sus: be my first time getting laid in a long long time since i broke up with my ex. lol.
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Yeah social contact is really important. We're social animals, meeting people and being with people makes us happy on a very deep level. And it's really fun meeting new people, especially when there's a possibility for it to become something more, because it's a date or whatever. Just have fun man. :) It'll be fine, it will be fun at least. And if you're attracted to her at all and she wants to have sex, go for it. :) That makes people feel good too. =D
 
hah i wasn't around for him, but i came here from BDD social, i essentially reignited it for a while when i was whizzing away on dexedrine and opiates....i tried again when i came back recently but failed unfortunately... i believe bronson and co. came to the decision that it was non-condusive to harm reduction and closed it for a long time (which i frankly agree with on BDD because its usually GL'ers who are asking about dosing etc with hard downers). then i became a mod for a bit, but the opiate addiction took over and i lost touch..... then came a hazy year or two hiatus with some posts in-between here and there - was very focused on harm reduction and such (still am but tend to shy away from the BDD forum because i really don't want to be triggered, not ready for it yet) and hope i helped people through their struggles and prevented some OD's along the way. became close to a lot of members here who remembered me when i came back which was lovely <3 but then i discovered LSD after coming out of rehab for opiates, and somehow ended up here on bk-2c-b and allyescaline one night and been stuck here ever since and been having the time of my life since. hah. who will ever forget that stupid crazy night on BL?

everyone here has super helped me though not lose it completely sometimes, i chill around in the lounge now because i don't want to tear up this place with my stupid gibberings and nonsense when I'm totalled on psychs, but its also a bit of fun now and then. can get a little intense sometimes though.

i feel like in the short time I've been here we all have some sort of connection somehow through our experiences and journeys and thats why i really love it. i feel as though I've lived through a lot of blue light but here is my resting place for now, and i hope for a while to come :) it does feel fantastic to be part of this wonderful community xorth and thank you all for taking me in <3 and hell, thanks for putting up with my ramblings and jibberings to begin with! poor ballz_trippington... christ i was harsh to him lol. but forever in my heart. damn tremors and parkinsons.
 
I always like the number of hearts you see in here.

<3

Remember when Andy/shamadhi_smiles/Gaian_Planes would just blast this thread with hearts and rainbow colored words, and you could smell the DMT smoke coming out of your computer because of how much DMT everyone was smoking?

Everyone is welcome here, and usually the people who comes and stay are the kind of people who fit in because it's the kind of thing they're looking for, at least on some level.

I didn't realize you were a mod at some point, I guess I saw 2011 which was when I left and it seemed recent, but it's been a while since 2011. :) Lots of moderators and ex-mods in PD Social too.
 
haha, i have been going a bit over the top with the hearts lately but its how i've been truly feeling.

yeah i was, just never bothered to get the crew status - wasn't a mod for too long really. i remember your name from around that time. and christ yeah it has been hasn't it! i was only a little baby with the brain of a harm reductionist genius on him. i think that was the birth of my biomedical career!
 
Nice. :) I sometimes feel like the most successful thing I do in my life is the stuff I do in the online psychedelic community, like, a shitload of people have read the stuff I've written and have told me it affected them greatly. And that's basically what I realized recently is my purpose in life I think, is to try to bring peace and understanding and love to people in whatever way I can. And I paint too, and that's great too. But through writing online I have had an impact on far more people I think. I feel like my brain is working on some way to combine all of these things.

I've been in a really centered and beautiful place recently, especially this month. I feel like everything is flowing, my instincts are good, and I'm really living my life, and I'm inspired by everything. It's like, I want to share that with people and try to help them feel that too.
 
thats great xortth <3 i feel the same way about my work in BDD back in the day. i love getting the thank you PM's etc, always puts a smile on my face knowing i could just help someone.

that sounds like a good place to be in frankly. i've been so scattered and around the place. i have no idea how to sum up what's gone on, whats happened, whats happening.... i hope its coming to a cool down and end, but hell, i don't think it ever will. I've been living live to its biggest boundaries lately - can't keep doing that, need to settle down and stabilise. and at the same time just share my experiences with these fantastic compounds that mr shulgin invented and created, but also the other tryptamines so others can share in the joy and happiness i've found in them truly.
 
You recently went through some stuff, right? You gotta give it some time probably. If you stay positive and get out there into the world (for example, going on that date), you'll improve. Stabilizing is easier as you get older too, probably in large part because you get more mature because as life goes on you learn stuff and figure stuff out, about yourself. But you can do that faster by being positive and honest and open with yourself, and self-reflection. And just, like, living life helps you to grow and learn too, because you're putting yourself in new situations and experiencing exciting things like meeting people and dating, it's stimulating, it's stuff that lights up your natural reward system. It can feel hard to get out when you're in a weird place, or depressed, or anxious, but the hardest part is the making yourself do it part. It helped me so much to start going out and doing a variety of things that I get a lot from and have fun doing, that's what life is, or should be... experiencing things, finding out what makes you happy, and living the best life you can. But you have to make it happen.

I'm sure you'll be good man. :) Sometimes parts of life are hard. I wanted to die last year, I literally wished I could just die so I didn't have to feel so much pain and despair all the time. It was so hard to live through that, and I didn't think I was going to get past it, I really didn't. But now here I am, I just finally made it happen for myself, I took one step at a time. I also took ibogaine (that was actually the first thing I made happen for myself, well except for ending it with my ex and her moving out), which I won't rule out as a major factor. :) But what I learned intuitively through the ibogaine experience was the stuff I'm saying now.

For me the first thing I did was start working out and eating well. Maybe you do work out, I don't know, but I didn't at all. I feel so much better now that I'm strong and in shape, emotionally I'm a lot more stable, I feel good, and I feel confident also. With that helping me, I started thinking about what changes I needed to make and what I wanted to fill my time with, and I eventually got to where I am now, hanging out with friends a lot, selling art, exploring the mountains and rivers and waterfalls, seeing a lot of live music, and meeting new people.
 
Hahaha, oh my god that was outrageous. Right after I posted whether you guys remember Andy blasting PD Social with hearts and rainbow words, he replied to a Facebook post with "indolelove!!!!!!! <3" Which was another one I forgot about. Awesome timing on that, that really kinda made my day. :)
 
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and so the journey of life continues onwards.... will be back on tomorrow guys. much love <3

sharing the rainbows. cosmic enlightenment. we did it. self actualisation.

I'm talking in fractuals again.

fucking tremors.

g'night guys and fellas. also feel free to pm your fb to me ill do the same tomorrow <3
 
Might be late to the party here (haven't read the last couple of posts), but FWIW I met my current girl whom I've been with just a touch over 3 months through Tinder. As much as I fucking DESPISED that app and the way it enabled even the most mediocre of trashy skanks to stand high upon their pedestal, basking in the attention of a hundred meathead phaggots....it came through for me ;)

Also Folley that's seriously fucked. So sorry man....even considering the circumstances of it being STOLEN from you, I can only imagine how you must feel. Don't blame yourself man, as much as these things should NEVER happen...they do. And sometimes you just can't do anything about it. If not your stash, who knows what the silly muppets would've got themselves into at some stage :( all we can do is learn from what's happened, and ensure it never happens again so long as we can help it.
 
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