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Oof DOC was long enough, if I try it again I prefer vaping or rectal or something... and I wouldn't take DOI orally probably. My trip wasn't very strong, even when I took R-ketamine on top of it at some point. Had a fun time though after the horribly long come-up with doable anxiety jitters and just a feeling of not knowing what's up. I was definitely not comfortable until the plateau was there, but when it came it was wonderful and with much less body load than I feared.

I went for a walk and everything was so soft yet crisp. I sprinted and felt full of life and freedom. Pretty touching. Did some hop skotching and stuff. Back home I watched some Troll 2 among other things which was one of the most ridiculous things ever... drew some absurdist cartoons later with a lot of motivation and people thought they were very funny.

With oral ROA not something you want to sit around for when coming up and down. Tail was also way too long and bothersome. Crashed and got much needed sleep and a lot of it. I am very refreshed and revitalized now, but that might just be the pregabalin again now. Which I discontinued during the DOC trip by the way.

But I definitely appreciated feeling so 'optimized' and I think I am still reaping those benefits. At this dose not even close to the unreasonable mania something like 3-MeO-PCP produces, which is obviously more removed from oneself probably due to the dissociation at the very least.
 
I was on AMT for two days running, adding a bit of 5-MEO-DALT when i came down off the first lot, then some cocaine, methylone, and ketamine mainly. Had a awesome weekend. Still feeling great. I am in love with AMT, my drug of the moment. When you do a handsome dose, say 80 to 120mg. Visual heaven, and total euphoria. But after two days, I really was tired. Some flubromazepam to get me off to sleep. And perfect! AMT worked beautifully as well the second day. Lovely
 
I'm glad you are okay, not sure if methylone is safe on AMT especially when you mix it with a lot of other stuff that preoccupies your brain and liver so to speak.
 
Sounds like quite the combo. Something probably to appreciate moreso than repeat I'm sure.
 
Solipsis said:
Oof DOC was long enough, if I try it again I prefer vaping or rectal or something... and I wouldn't take DOI orally probably. My trip wasn't very strong, even when I took R-ketamine on top of it at some point. Had a fun time though after the horribly long come-up with doable anxiety jitters and just a feeling of not knowing what's up. I was definitely not comfortable until the plateau was there, but when it came it was wonderful and with much less body load than I feared.

I went for a walk and everything was so soft yet crisp. I sprinted and felt full of life and freedom. Pretty touching. Did some hop skotching and stuff. Back home I watched some Troll 2 among other things which was one of the most ridiculous things ever... drew some absurdist cartoons later with a lot of motivation and people thought they were very funny.

With oral ROA not something you want to sit around for when coming up and down. Tail was also way too long and bothersome. Crashed and got much needed sleep and a lot of it. I am very refreshed and revitalized now, but that might just be the pregabalin again now. Which I discontinued during the DOC trip by the way.

But I definitely appreciated feeling so 'optimized' and I think I am still reaping those benefits. At this dose not even close to the unreasonable mania something like 3-MeO-PCP produces, which is obviously more removed from oneself probably due to the dissociation at the very least.
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for me DOI makes things even more crisp and optimized than DOC does. DOI also gets closer to that "mania" territory a la 3-MeO-PCP though.
 
Solipsis said:
Oof DOC was long enough, if I try it again I prefer vaping or rectal or something... and I wouldn't take DOI orally probably. My trip wasn't very strong, even when I took R-ketamine on top of it at some point. Had a fun time though after the horribly long come-up with doable anxiety jitters and just a feeling of not knowing what's up. I was definitely not comfortable until the plateau was there, but when it came it was wonderful and with much less body load than I feared.

I went for a walk and everything was so soft yet crisp. I sprinted and felt full of life and freedom. Pretty touching. Did some hop skotching and stuff. Back home I watched some Troll 2 among other things which was one of the most ridiculous things ever... drew some absurdist cartoons later with a lot of motivation and people thought they were very funny.

With oral ROA not something you want to sit around for when coming up and down. Tail was also way too long and bothersome. Crashed and got much needed sleep and a lot of it. I am very refreshed and revitalized now, but that might just be the pregabalin again now. Which I discontinued during the DOC trip by the way.

But I definitely appreciated feeling so 'optimized' and I think I am still reaping those benefits. At this dose not even close to the unreasonable mania something like 3-MeO-PCP produces, which is obviously more removed from oneself probably due to the dissociation at the very least.
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Yeah if I sit around during the come-up I am liable to get anxious and it can sometimes affect the whole trip. If I start my adventure while I am coming up then it goes much better.

Sorry to hear that the tail end was bothersome for you... in a way it's my favorite part. I start to get slightly manic at the 10-12 hour point, but still very focused and together, and super, super talkative and euphoric, and that lasts until I sleep, slowly winding down in the most comfortable manner possible. I've liked to drink during that stage lately but even if I don't, it's equally as nice.

NiceEnough said:
I was on AMT for two days running, adding a bit of 5-MEO-DALT when i came down off the first lot, then some cocaine, methylone, and ketamine mainly. Had a awesome weekend. Still feeling great. I am in love with AMT, my drug of the moment. When you do a handsome dose, say 80 to 120mg. Visual heaven, and total euphoria. But after two days, I really was tired. Some flubromazepam to get me off to sleep. And perfect! AMT worked beautifully as well the second day. Lovely
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I used to take AMT a whole lot... 2 days in a row on the regular, or 3, or 4, one time I even did it 7 days in a row. After a certain length of doing multi-day dosing, I started to have some ramifications, similar to MDMA abuse ramifications but shorter lasting. I got terrible brain zaps, extreme fatigue, no motivation whatsoever, sharp depression, and I looked sickly. So I guess I'm just saying, make sure you don't slowly slip into that rate of usage. I seem to be more resilient to frequent uses of psychedelics than almost anyone I have talked to on here but it did a number on me at one point.
 
I do hate being a greenlighter... I have been here daily for years, I just don't always have a lot to say. I feel like whatever it is I have to say, there's someone who can say so more eloquently than I. Maybe I'm just have BL self esteem issues. Who the fuck cares... I just wanna play with my kitten. BOOGIE ON REGGAE KITTEN]



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v02nr94KF3I
 
I do love you guys more than you know... you all make me feel so normal and honestly, much more sane. some of you are fracking crazy :P I feel like you are all my friends, I love you so much. If I ever met one of you in person, I would get you so fuckin high. on bud or L, whichever. I just love you all. except the ones who are cops on here. i love you, but lets stay away from each other k thanks :)
 
Delsyd said:
I had my first experience in a sensory deprivation tank yesterday. I spent 90 minutes in there. For the first half I was just kicking and pushing off the walls, floating from one end to the other. Then my mind settled to a very relaxed state and shortly thereafter I fell asleep.
I'm looking forward to doing it again soon. I hear the more you do it the faster you sink into it. I also look forward to trying it with a psychedelic or dissociative at some point.
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nice! how would you compare it relaxation wise to a 90 minute massage? what did 90 minutes run you if you don't mind me asking?

I've wanted to go to a tank for awhile now but the reports I've read about people having difficulty settling down and quieting their minds made me assume I'd likely be one of them who had difficulty with it. So every time ive got the money for some legal relaxation I've stuck with the massages. There's a place close by but its a bit expensive and I'll definitely leave any psychs at home
 
dstr8427 said:
I do love you guys more than you know... you all make me feel so normal and honestly, much more sane. some of you are fracking crazy :P I feel like you are all my friends, I love you so much. If I ever met one of you in person, I would get you so fuckin high. on bud or L, whichever. I just love you all. except the ones who are cops on here. i love you, but lets stay away from each other k thanks :)
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:) <3 I love all you PD peoples too. Some of my really good friends are PD people. Everyone I've ever met in person has been really cool and awesome. It's a special place we have here.

I just finished the 12th (final) book of my favorite series, The Sword of Truth, for the 3rd time today (meaning since I started reading them at like 18 I have read the whole series 3 times through). Every other page I teared up a bit either from beauty or sadness, and I sometimes outright cried. Such sublimely beautiful books, about the nobility of the human spirit and overcoming all the forms of oppression. I've learned a lot from them even though they're set in a fantasy world. Anyone who enjoys good books, especially if you enjoy fantasy epics, I recommend them more highly than any others. The 6th book is the most amazing thing I've ever read, and the 12th isn't far behind.
 
I'm reading this philosophical novel Ishmael by Daniel Quinn, highly recommended :)

Ishmael is a 1992 philosophical novel by Daniel Quinn. It examines the mythological thinking at the heart of modern civilization, its effect on ethics, and how this relates to sustainability and societal collapse on the global scale. The novel uses a style of Socratic dialogue to deconstruct the notion that humans are the pinnacle of biological evolution. It posits that anthropocentrism and several other widely-accepted modern ideas are actually cultural myths and that global civilization is enacting these myths with catastrophic consequences.
 
^^both of those sound pretty cool, think I might stay in doors and do a little reading myself; working on "The Wind is My Mother" right now, it's pretty therapeutic. Was wanting to either try some of this AL LAD or eat some of this WoW I picked up but it's pouring right now and I'm not a huge fan of tripping inside. We need the rain pretty bad and if it keeps the triple digits away for a few days I'm happy with that.
 
good stuff xammy, Ishmael is wonderful! everyone should read it at least once in their lives imo.

Daniel Quinn's other stuff that i've read is pretty good too -- the sequels to Ishmael -- The Story of B and My Ishmael -- are also really great. as well, i've read Beyond Civilization, which sums up Quinn's philosophy in a non-narrative form, and After Dachau, which is mostly just fiction (not a lot of philosophy involved).
 
I'm sitting here in the kava bar, listening to some guy speaking with great authority about how they have discovered that grapefruit juice has the AMAZING property of being able to inhibit MAOIs (exact quote), which basically make drugs weaker, and that you can use grapefruit juice for ayahuasca. I thought about correcting him but he was trying to impress a girl and it's not really worth it, I'm just trying to chill anyway.
 
I had a great time at the kava bar... spent a couple of hours there, had 4 kava drinks, and got my first real buzz from kava, which was very nice. Also I had no issues whatsoever with hanging out despite it being one of my main kratom-acquiring location, with most of the people there drinking kratom. Simply no desire at all to go there. I met a bunch of cool people, had a bunch of great conversations. I was feeling a bit down before I went, and now I feel awesome. :)

I'm feeling so healthy, I didn't gain any muscle while I was on vacation, or not much, but I did get super tan, and rowed and swam intensely every day and I am WAY more in shape cardio-wise, feels so awesome. Despite taking drugs and getting drunk most every night for those 2 weeks. No hangovers whatsoever either, and now I am fine waiting to take drugs until appropriate times again. Tomorrow I am going frisbee golfing and then Saturday I am going hiking/river walking/swimming. I'm so excited. :)

I love where I live. <3
 
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Where you live sounds awesome! I have never been able to get a buzz off of kava or kratom, but I've never been to an actual kava bar.

I saw the new Transformers movie with Mark Wahlberg. Plot Summary: **WARNING SPOILERS** It's along the same lines of every other Transformer movie, except they casted Mark Wahlberg as the lead instead of Shia LeBeaof. I spelled that wrong.

Thus has been like robotic posting. I'm on 60 mg zolpidem with a bit of great bud and wax and just feel kinda lethargic and sluggish. I feel like if I even stood up next to my bed, I would fall asleep. Would it be dangerous taking zolpidem with ritalin?
 
Damn, kratom used to give me one of the best highs of my life back in 2003, when I was an opiate virgin. Which of course led to 10 years of addiction to it and other opiates.

Not sure about zolpidem with ritalin but I'm surprised you're conscious right now. Unless you get up and say "man, I don't even remember making this post!" People can be pretty functional on benzos and related drugs while blacked out. 60mg is a lot. But maybe you have tolerance. :)
 
Xorkoth said:
:) <3 I love all you PD peoples too. Some of my really good friends are PD people. Everyone I've ever met in person has been really cool and awesome. It's a special place we have here.

I just finished the 12th (final) book of my favorite series, The Sword of Truth, for the 3rd time today (meaning since I started reading them at like 18 I have read the whole series 3 times through). Every other page I teared up a bit either from beauty or sadness, and I sometimes outright cried. Such sublimely beautiful books, about the nobility of the human spirit and overcoming all the forms of oppression. I've learned a lot from them even though they're set in a fantasy world. Anyone who enjoys good books, especially if you enjoy fantasy epics, I recommend them more highly than any others. The 6th book is the most amazing thing I've ever read, and the 12th isn't far behind.
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I love those books! I had never heard of the series until I saw the tv show, but I fell in love with them. Goodkind is an amazing author!
 
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