god i feel good. like VERY GOOD. this is why i think allyescaline deserves recognition as amazing.
i keep trying to find some kind of fault or something but nope i can't, i just feel amazing. it's not full blown psychedelia at all and i think thats what people are trying to obtain i think, it's a gentle one, but at the same time is quite violent in terms of you want to vomit your stomach out..... apart from that though, all good. like there are definitely psychedelic elements to this drug such as synthaseisa (its the only drug i experience this on) text is wobbly, things sparkle... tracers, geometrical patterns etc it's just a fucking beautiful magical compound, because you just feel so at ease with it all... like nothing could go wrong at all. this substance definitely goes in my list of loves.
i keep trying to think of some kind of negative to the experience, like maybe i wanna feel a bit down or something but why the fuck would i want to feel down when I'm so damn happy!? paradoxical. it definitely evokes some more complex thoughts too.
also ive kind of gotten over the fact that balls_trippington suffered from parkinsons (not entirely I'm still cackling) but i don't think thats a typical response... or i'm just a fucking whack job. make of it what you will.
its just a really beautiful compound. i can understand why people want to mix it into other things, but frankly you're either expecting too much out of too little a dose, or are wanting some kind of full blown decent into madness and allyescaline won't take you there whatsoever. it's gentle. it's fucking incredible.
its actually got a very stimulated feel to it, music flows beautifully around me, the visual eye candy is just correct.... define eye candy though i think is the problem here? because 4-ho-met was not eye candy in the slightest for me, yet it has been described as such.... i found it to be a very unforgiving compound frankly. and people say 4-ho-met is also quite gentle in that you won't ever have a bad trip... well there were elements to my trip that i found downright fucking horrifying - it was a mind shattering experience. this seems very peaceful. at ease. true eye candy, fuck its like a candy for all the senses apart from the wanting to vomit now and then, but that eventually dies down and you can settle back and just enjoy the beauty of this substance.
everything seems brighter, just uplifted, its almost like the ultimate anti-depressant with a psychedelic edge.