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a bunch of people already have died from RC fentanyl analogues. a lot of people are using it to lace street heroin with, too, or selling it raw to plebs on the street that have no idea how potent raw fentanyl analogue powder can be.
 
That's pretty fucked up... I remember years back someone was putting fentanyl in street heroin in Chicago and a bunch of people died.

I came across my partially finished book I started to write in like 2007, 2008... I read through it, it's about 75 MS Word pages right now. There are 2 write-ups of trips in there including my first trip, written about a hundred times better than my actual trip reports that are online. But neither of them is 100% finished. I was going to post them in Trip Reports until I realized that.

Also I had an awesome jam with my guitar player friend today, I went over and he was the only one home so we smoked, talked about women and then started jamming. Well, we intended on working out some chord progressions but all we really worked was the All Along the Watchtower one, and jammed to that for like a half hour, then a similar thing which was so funky for another half hour, then in the middle of that the bass player and other guitar player came home and joined in and we played for probably another 20 minutes. I feel really good about what I did and what I'm learning. I'm getting a lot more purposeful. It was really cool to jam with just my one friend, no drums, no guitar pedals, just acoustic electric guitar and piano. I wish we had recorded it, but it was too spontaneous.
 
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Fentanyl in street crap....That's definitely not cool. Shit like that makes me glad I don't touch opiates at all. It's bad enough that shit like 25i is sold as LSD.
 
Yeah opiates are fucked. I know a few people who can use them sometimes and be fine, but I know a LOT more who fucked their lives up.
 
I'd be one of those people who'd be able to use sometimes, but the fear of potential constipation is real enough I won't even dabble hahahaha
 
Hmm. I just heard of these fentanyl analogues as my friend bought some. Weird how they've found their way in the streets of medium sized Middle Finland city.
 
I haven't tripped in over 6 months, 4-AcO-DMT seems super intriguing. Is 20mg too high of a dose for the first experience?

I've heard it's deeply introspective :)
 
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I'd be one of those people who'd be able to use sometimes, but the fear of potential constipation is real enough I won't even dabble hahahaha
I look forward to my bowels tightening up for a few days... Is that bad?

I use opiates very infrequently, but god damn I love them. Perhaps my extremely limited access is a good thing.

I've had a dear friend mention the idea of chasing the dragon from time to time, but I try to put it out of my mind.
 
^They're so ridiculously expensive here that I can't afford a single 80mg oxycodone. Or I rather buy psychedelics/weed with that money. And that's a good thing I think :)

I wish Finland didn't have so strict customs and shit, it makes me cry when I check the prices of psychedelics and research chems from darknet vendors abroad. You guys wouldnt really believe what people pay for drugs here.
 
Idk how people manage to obtain opiates without a prescription most times. I honestly just nab some from my mother's stash when I visit, as she's had a number of surgeries leaving many unused, and her being larger than I, she gets the potent shit... but other than that I see them maybe once a year. God, admitting that makes me feel dirty.

I realize how much damage opiates inflict on persons' lives, but jees, it would be nice if everyone were allowed the once a month pleasure of just getting oped up and watching Babylon 5 or the like.
 
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I had a dream about opium last night :D I've never tried it. I've been playing with my mind about ordering opiates for some time now, but I know it would be the worst idea ever. I always remind myself that I wouldnt get anything from them than temporary hedonistic euphoria, and what's to gain there? Since MXE has became just a hedonistic habit and has lost most of its magic its not so fun anymore.
 
I'd say MXE occupies a much more special place in my heart than opiates, for sure. But they are great. I've only ever dabbled in codeine and hydrocodone though, and I rather like shying away from the more notorious opiates. Either way, my access is limited. I only get them when I know someone who has had a medical procedure and then doesn't want them.
 
I look forward to my bowels tightening up for a few days... Is that bad?

I use opiates very infrequently, but god damn I love them. Perhaps my extremely limited access is a good thing.

I've had a dear friend mention the idea of chasing the dragon from time to time, but I try to put it out of my mind.

I think your extremely limited access is definitely a good thing. :)

I haven't tripped in over 6 months, 4-AcO-DMT seems super intriguing. Is 20mg too high of a dose for the first experience?

I've heard it's deeply introspective :)

Yeah 20mg is probably a good first dose of 4-AcO-DMT, not too high but not too low either. It's good stuff.

I had a dream about opium last night :D I've never tried it. I've been playing with my mind about ordering opiates for some time now, but I know it would be the worst idea ever. I always remind myself that I wouldnt get anything from them than temporary hedonistic euphoria, and what's to gain there? Since MXE has became just a hedonistic habit and has lost most of its magic its not so fun anymore.

Yeah do me a favor and don't get into them man. Just given how you reacted to MXE... if you do that with opiates you get physically addicted and it starts fucking with your brain chemistry... with MXE you can just stop, with opiates you can too but it's so much harder. I've seen so many people on Bluelight and in PD specifically get sucked deep into the opiate life, including myself. So much easier to never start than it is to stop.
 
^Yeah man, you can praise yourself because your posts have had strong influence about my thoughts on opiates. I've read so much sad stories in general over the internet that it's definitely not worth it :)

My drug use is something that I deeply think about and I need often rationalize my use for myself somehow. I just never want it to get out of hand! I've got too much to lose.
 
Sup PD crew! I'm happy as a yogi right now after being gifted 100mg MXE after a 1 week tolerance break. I'm going to try for a much more moderate approach moving forward, using MXE once a week, 100mg in a day, to help snap me back into that lovely state of flow, and let the antidepressant effect unfold through the week with a resonance of vitality.
 
Here ya go Llama :P

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If you don't believe in living more than one life this might not apply but...

but does anyone else feel like their life is exceptionally hard... and it's on purpose? Sometimes (allthetime) I want to be envious of normal doop de doo people going about their lives happy (pretendably) as can be.

For my entire life I have never really been able to latch on to creating goals for this world.... the longer I live it seems like it's b/c this life for me is like a super risky spiritual advancement or fail type thing. Balls to the wall, blast through tons of incarnations learning type life. Fuck waiting I'm doing it all now type of shit.

I dunno... movies like jupiter ascending.... I mean (spoiler alert) the whole point (to me) of the movie is there are galatic entities farming us like we farm animals. This makes me 1) not eat meat, and not 2)give a fuck about perfecting my soon to be pointless surroundings...

not saying the earth is about to be harvested....lol... just that this shit here is kinda ho hum and I feel like I have other goals I just can't fucking remember them only half way sometimes while tripping and it's driving me nuts
 
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