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trozzle do they have king of teh hill on tv over there?
you need to see king of the hill
its hilarious
especially if you smoke weed before watchign
 
Don't watch TV broooooo, got a home server/NAS setup with thousands of movies and series on it ;) though KOTH is there I believe, and yeah I've watched it before. Funny, but I've got a very specific taste when it comes to comedies. It doesn't quite do it for me, as funny as it can be haha
 
I think by this point a lot of us have, LMZ. Honestly, for how cheap they are it's not a bad idea to get some. But they really are total shit compared to any other psychedelic. Well, I take that back halfway. At low doses they aren't bad at all, and actually fairly good. You get the negative body effects on the comeup, but then it leaves you with a very mild, semi-stimulated headspace with a cool feeling throughout your body. Get some if you have the cash, but not with the expectation of anything great.
Also, dude, get generic adderall, soooo cheap.

trozzle said:
KOTH is there I believe, and yeah I've watched it before. Funny, but I've got a very specific taste when it comes to comedies. It doesn't quite do it for me, as funny as it can be haha
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Honestly I can't imagine it being that great if I hadn't grown up and lived in Texas my entire life. What makes it so funny to me is the similarities between people I know in real life and the characters. Hell, Hank Hill reminds me of my dad, too much at times.
 
Edit: Speaking of king of the hill, I have voicemails on my phone from last year where my old heroin dealer is screaming at me for not picking up while nodding the fuck out. Dude sounded EXACTLY like Boomhower when angrily nodding out. Shit is hilarious.
 
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Ineffable I feel for you man I hope this starts a new chapter of your life that ends up being way better. Loneliness is a bitch but you got us at least to make you feel welcome here. 8 years is really long time to dedicate yourself to one person, but as you let your emotional guards down it soon becomes easy to let people into your life again and have people close to you that aren't people you recently had somewhat of a bitter breakup with, and that's when I find things generally get a lot easier. Also, you should be glad at how honest she was with you, my exes have all been quite promiscuous behind my back when they decided they were unhappy with me. It would probably be hurting more if she did some deceitful shit like that to you.
 
the commercialization of dance music is appalling
however
dnb manages to stay above that nonsense
but dogs mane dogs
i remember when i was in jail right they had the iheart radio music festival on the radio
and they discussed "teh rise of edm" before calvin harris "played a set"
that was all of 15 minutes long and consisted only of his own songs and the mixign wasnt even great
junglist massive
 
I was voluntarily sober for a whole day, even though I had booze on hand. I haven't done that in a while. And I finally scheduled my appointment for neuro-psychological testing.

I don't recall if I said it previously, but in therapy they had some reiki/prana practitioner come and work on us, and there's a big focus on mindfulness. This surprised me.

llama said:
i want to chew a lot of khat
theres no logic at all behind it being illegal
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You could probably order some seeds, and have a decent sized plant in a few years. It's not like people would recognize it.
 
dogs what it do
i had a strange dream
lorde was in it
and it was just me chillin with her
like totally not sexual in nature, just chillin with her
and it was awesome
and even though i'm an everyday junglist
party in teh USA by miley cyrus is my JAM

same with
we r who we r by ke$ha
i like kesha mane. idgaf if people think she's stupid, i like her
i wanna do speed and fuck the shit out of her
like if i'm doing actual street speed (which i'd never ever do again, UNLESS i somehow got in this situation with kesha) i will only smoke or inject it but i'd snort a fatty off of her ass mane thereby breaking one of my speed rules
off of kesha
she's just got that vibe imo
like she just wants the d like that
 
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Thanks SONN, I aprretiate the response and words.

Idk guys I've never felt this bad, like I'm dying. I just want the pain to stop...I have to live with er for a whole month before she moves, it's going to be so hard. :(

I don't want to cruel or cold but that's how I'm becoming towards someone that I'm so in love with and have been for years. And she's makin it hard saying she's sorry for hurting me and now she's like I'm confused I don't know what I want to do... So basically I'm telling her to leave. She wants to be friends but it's just can't happen.

And it breaks my heart so bad, last night she's like "do you want to hav sex one more time", to which I declined and told her to leaves
Idk why girls do this, like I feel so bad. I asked her while I was crying what am I to you, and I'm not into having a pity fuck.

I'm so sad my fellow pders, send me some positive vibes, I could sure use them
 
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Thanks SONN, I aprretiate the response and words.

Idk guys I've never felt this bad, like I'm dying. I just want the pain to stop...I have to live with er for a whole month before she moves, it's going to be so hard. :(

I don't want to cruel or cold but that's how I'm becoming towards someone that I'm so in love with and have been for years. And she's makin it hard saying she's sorry for hurting me and now she's like I'm confused I don't know what I want to do... So basically I'm telling her to leave. She wants to be friends but it's just can't happen.

And it breaks my heart so bad, last night she's like "do you want to hav sex one more time", to which I declined and told her to leaves
Idk why girls do this, like I feel so bad. I asked her while I was crying what am I to you, and I'm not into having a pity fuck.

I'm so sad my fellow pders, send me some positive vibes, I could sure use them
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Telling her to leave in your situation is possibly one of the strongest things you could do. Well done mate, you've gotta respect yourself and that's just what you've done. Just keep doing what's right by you and you'll be out the other side in no time :)
 
Thanks trozz, I'm really fucked up man:/

My universe is just totally shattered.

Had tea with a friend at this new tea house down the street, was nice to just talk to
a friend over some silver needle white tea. I feel relaxed now, I know I shouldn't have and I told
Myself I wouldn't, but I dipped into my MXE supply. I'm so sad, I know this is the least healthy way to deal, but mxe, hash and etizolam are sure making me feel a tiny bit better. Ughh I hate how I'm acting... Thanks for the support you guys.

I moved all of her stuff into the corner of what used to be my music studio. I'm trying to get rid of the homey feel of my apartment so that she will be more motivated to leave. I feel like im being cold, but idk what to do.

She's also taking our cat Dinah, in losing everything.
 
This is just a sign it wasn't meant to be. You may feel like you're losing everything, but a new beginning means you are gaining everything as well.
 
Crashing is right. When my ex-wife and I broke up, I thought it was all over, I couldn't imagine it ever not hurting (we were together for 12 years, since age 18). But soon enough I got over it, moved on, and now I'm the happiest I've ever been, and I couldn't have been with her. I know it's hard to see outside of where you are right now but just know that you will move on and you'll be thankful for the breakup at some point.

Get involved in things you enjoy and love, get out and meet new people. These are the best ways to move on in a healthy manner.
 
Crashing is right. When my ex-wife and I broke up, I thought it was all over, I couldn't imagine it ever not hurting (we were together for 12 years, since age 18 ). But soon enough I got over it, moved on, and now I'm the happiest I've ever been, and I couldn't have been with her. I know it's hard to see outside of where you are right now but just know that you will move on and you'll be thankful for the breakup at some point.

Get involved in things you enjoy and love, get out and meet new people. These are the best ways to move on in a healthy manner.
 
Thanks guys, your good people. It's crazy in this world of isolation a few voices over the Internet can make me feel better.
You guys are beautiful! Im just so afraid change. I know ill be happy later, it's just so painful and confusing right now.

I'm already on the hunt for a roommate...god I don't want to loose my apartment :/
Watchin Star Wars new hope, and doing a little mxe with dabs to try and not feel so bad for a moment.
I'm emotionally exhausted, my eyes are sore from crying.

"the force binds us, and connects us, it penetrates us and holds the galaxy together"<3
 
^"Kid, I've flown from one side of this galaxy to the other, and I've seen a lot of strange stuff, but I've never seen anything to make me believe that there's one all-powerful Force controlling everything. 'Cause no mystical energy field controls my destiny. It's all a lot of simple tricks and nonsense."
;)

It was tactless of her to break up with you before she found a new living situation, and subject you to a month of torment. But if she's been depressed she probably couldn't see that. I'll send you my extra good vibes.



So, what are everyone's drug-color associations? Cannabinoids are green, GABAergics are blue, stimulants are white, opioids are orange, dissociatives are purple, psychedelics are octarine.
 
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I think im never touching dxm again, fuck that noise. I'll stick with my psychs.
 
they say that eventually even the most hardcore DXM head will get a physical aversion to even the sight of cough medicine

but all these years later

i still love and crave the stuff

machinehead?
 
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