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Yea I had a super bad time in Peru after getting my hands on 100mg of alprazolam for $37. Ended up taking 12mg, blacking out, and almost missing my flight back home. Could have easily gotten kidnapped or taken for ransom. Drunk/benz'd texts to friends back home, relayed to family, saved my ass.
 
Help?!?! said:
Yep certain countries are like that. OTC benzos and such! Good score man! What where the vials concentration though six vials to twenty grams is insanity!
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Yeah, actually I spent only one day there, so this score almost paid the visit for itself!
The concentration is 50mg/ml and each vial has 50ml. So, obviously, I miscalculated the yield... Don't know why, but I had "more than 18g" in my head, greedy me... Anyways, 15g should be enough for me to know the drug. I don't even have much time to overdo it, so I guess it should last for a while...
Do you think I should worry about the quality or ketamine is ketamine is ketamine?
I will evap it with a double boiler. its the best method, isn't it?
What is your average dose, Help?!?! ?
When I took it, i didnt even know what it was (This was 9 years ago), I just know now, because I have already tried MXE and 3-meo-PCP and they are definitely on the same class. I was given an eyeballed dose to snort, which thankfully didnt hole me, as I was in a festival, next to the main floor. When it hit me, I soon got lost from the rest of my group. It was a totally different drug to anything I had tried before that. Things passed by as in a movie, but the movie had a low frame rate, so it wasn't really smooth and continuous, but kinda chopped. Walking was like floating and it was difficult to make sense of what the hell was going on. It was a bit scary, I admit, but it was a fun night in the end! It is difficult to remember more details than that...

psy997 said:
Yea I had a super bad time in Peru after getting my hands on 100mg of alprazolam for $37. Ended up taking 12mg, blacking out, and almost missing my flight back home. Could have easily gotten kidnapped or taken for ransom. Drunk/benz'd texts to friends back home, relayed to family, saved my ass.
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Shit, 12mg?!
One day I ate 1mg cause I couldn't sleep (took AMT too late in the afternoon) and it knocked me out pretty good. The bad thing is it left me groggy for half of the next day.
The night after that, I took 0.5mg which knocked me again and left me lazy and slow again...
I think 0.25mg must be enough to make me sleep.
Mind that I am aware of the addiction potential of benzos. This was NYE week and I was high 24/7, so I eventually I needed something to knock me out, as I don't enjoy seeing the sun rise without having slept and still mucho loco...
 
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Wow that's concentrated stuff! I got me ketaset and it was 50mg/ml but only had 5mls. For doses look at erowids doses they can give you up mg/kg amounts. Though most insufflate anywhere between 25-250mgs dependent on where they want to go, IM is usually between 25-175. I hated snorting it, I once put 500mgs up the nose, got me nowhere really except a bit wonky and that's before I really even abused dissociatives. One 175mg IM on multiple things was god like though, absolutely amazing. I know it goes against HR but I recommend IM'ing to me it's the true way to experience ket, everyone I know agrees l. Check the injection threads or PM for instructions on that if needed. On drying, you could use a Pyrex dish. Then there's multiple of varying speed. You could just leave it with a fan blowing over it(will take a long time...), cook it on somewhat low heat on a stove while you watch(fastest), or since I own reptiles I have lights that perfectly fit the trays(medium length). Oh you could use a double boiler, though I'd I have to imagine it'd be quite hard to scrape out. Lastly.....I'm very dissapointed you didn't bring me some!!;)

Oh and if your worried about quality(I wouldn't to much though I've never heard of the brand...), check out reviews online there's bound to be some!
 
With the ketamine, if you don't want to inject but really want to experience it, plug it. I've just started plugging in the last month and goddamn is it so worth it.
 
Having the worst flu of my adult life has really made me look at my health in a new light. The worst part of this illness has been the effects on my respiratory system. I'm quite sure the severity is related to the fact that I'm a heavy smoker (at least a half-pack per day).

Well, I just threw my cigarettes in the trash. After 7 years, I'm done being a smoker.
 
^Oh you get sick for sure....when you run out of shit! Then you'll have the worst flu of your life!

psy997 said:
With the ketamine, if you don't want to inject but really want to experience it, plug it. I've just started plugging in the last month and goddamn is it so worth it.
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I dunno cause I've never plugged ket, but every user seems to agree IM is the epitome and the best way to truly experience it. Hopefully psoodynm will chime in as I'm sure he'll know and is a disscoative wizard!
 
So the girl I was into originally when I started dating again has been texting with me a lot the last couple of days... tonight while I was jamming she asked me how I felt about not being monogamous and not being polyamorous but just following your feelings and having multiple people you have romantic relationships with, but without the commitment. I told her that's exactly where I am right now. There was some more discussion too... looks like I'm going to get to explore someone else. :) I still like this girl too, there's something about her I'm really attracted to. She's out of town for a few more days but she wants to hang out when she gets back. She said that she finally got to a place where she realizes she shouldn't be trying to find a life partner, but just be exploring different people she has connections with. We'll see what happens, she's been this big "what if" recently, because of how intense I felt about her right off the bat. I will have to talk to the other girl I'm dating though because I wouldn't want to hurt her, I really like her. I'm kind of scared to do it, even though I think there's a pretty good chance she'll be cool about it, we have been seeing each other for a while and I've gotten no hint of her trying to be in an "official" relationship, she seems like she's just down with what's going on. On the other hand, we haven't talked about it one way or the other. I'd hate to lose her because she's really cool and sweet, and she likes to snuggle more than anyone I've ever met which works really well for me because so do I. But I feel like I should be exploring other things too because she's the first person I've been with after my marriage broke up and that relationship was the only one that I had ever previously been in for my whole adult life. It seems unwise for me to get too into the very next woman I've been with. You know?
 
Well if you really like her, you could just chance it and have the coversation with her, but end it really smoothly like, "But I really don't want to lose you so I'll respect whatever descison you make and if your not down with it then I'd rather be down with you". You'll have to be playing smooth jazz in the background but that's a given!

Plus if it ends up not working out with her in the end your clearly the lady's man Xork, it won't take long for you to catch another fish!
 
Logically Xorkoth, yes it seems unwise to not start something serious with the very next woman after being with your previous for so long and such a large part of your life. However, do remember that just because nothing has been stated as to the officialness of your relationship with this girl (not the one you've been texting recently and just posted about), there is a IMO a decent chance that she could be hurt by you being with someone else. Labels are meaningless when it comes to feelings as I'm sure you know, and it doesn't take a label for a person to feel strongly enough about another to lose desire to be with someone else, and thus be hurt by the other wanting to be. Proceed very, very cautiously. No matter how cool, down to earth, centered, etc she is, that will not stop her being hurt if she's developed enough feelings for you to lose desires for others. I would describe myself as possibly the most chill person I've ever met, yet if there was a girl I was in the same situation with as you are with her, and she brought up being with someone else, I would definitely be hurt. Take this one slow, very slow. IMO.

EDIT: I love seeing the differing opinions here. It's funny, BL seems to remind me how different we all are more than interacting with others in real life does sometimes. Maybe it's that it's all in writing and words here, permanent, or at least permanent for the moment.
 
thenightwatch said:
i had such a strange trip sunday night...

dosed two bottles of robitussin gel caps (600mg total)... then while i was pretty zonked out i decided to break into my DPT... but i must have been reading my scale wrong in my dissociated state, and i ended up weighing out 250mg instead of 25mg. the pile of powder did look rather large but i attributed the size distortion to my DXM intoxication...

i'm not even sure if i made it back to the couch. i went into this strange waking dream state. i was somehow approaching the limit of infinity. and as i kept getting myself infinitesimally closer to the ultimate singularity i kept realizing that it was possible to get even closer to it. ultimately i never reached it, of course... and the whole time tho the entire situation kept being explained to me as live action metaphors to things that happen at my work. in a way my search for the ultimate singularity was a pointless struggle, and the struggle was having dysphoric effects on me. eventually, with the help of entities that were speaking to me through the form of my coworkers, i decided "fuck it, just go with it." at which point the hazy visual soup i had been experiencing turned into beautiful, distinct fractal geometry. i spent an indeterminate amount of time after that just awash in the visuals and in euphoria. eventually i came to laying on my living room floor next to a pile of vomit. carpet burns on my ankles.

it was one of the most bizarre trips i've ever had. definitely the furthest out i've gone with a tryptamine. but at the same time wow i was incredibly stupid. i think i may have had a seizure, and there was a chance i could have asphyxiated in my own vomit in that state.

fucking scary. and it took a huge physical toll on my body. i feel like i got hit by a bus still, three days later.
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so i've been remembering more details about this trip over these weeks after it. two things i didn't mention in this post^:

1. there were messianic overtones during the most intense part of the trip. it felt like some major change was happening and through that change i was becoming the next messiah. i of course don't take those thoughts too seriously after the fact -- it is easily attributable to classic psychedelic delusions of grandeur. and besides, its not the first time i've thought i was jesus on a trip. =p

more long-term significantly, though---- 2. when i was approaching eternity, it felt like i was trying to solve a puzzle. and every time i got closer to eternity, i realize that eternity is not only the problem but the solution. like a question answer pair -- "eternity? eternity." eternity is both the poison and the cure. the source of all suffering and the source of all joy. it was when i realize the duality of eternity that i entered that bliss state.
 
Can you guys recommend any good psychedelic documentary sorta things? Preferably more use/experience oriented, rather than just a heap of historical information.
 
thenightwatch said:
so i've been remembering more details about this trip over these weeks after it. two things i didn't mention in this post^:

1. there were messianic overtones during the most intense part of the trip. it felt like some major change was happening and through that change i was becoming the next messiah. i of course don't take those thoughts too seriously after the fact -- it is easily attributable to classic psychedelic delusions of grandeur. and besides, its not the first time i've thought i was jesus on a trip. =p

more long-term significantly, though---- 2. when i was approaching eternity, it felt like i was trying to solve a puzzle. and every time i got closer to eternity, i realize that eternity is not only the problem but the solution. like a question answer pair -- "eternity? eternity." eternity is both the poison and the cure. the source of all suffering and the source of all joy. it was when i realize the duality of eternity that i entered that bliss state.
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Interesting that you mention the messianic overtones; I've experienced similar on DPT, more about becoming the physical embdiment of certain mystical concepts (the physical manifestation of OM at one stage...) Crazy shit DPT, crazy shit...<3
 
"physical embodiment of certian mystical concepts" sounds about right. i don't think it would have felt specifically messianic if i hadn't went to catholic church every sunday for the first 18 years of my life.
 
I'm about to get more DPT. I can't wait to combine it with MXE. When that rush hits you and you take a hit of noids, it's like touching the sky for a moment, then coming to rest in the most eloquent grove imagineable. Later on I'll probably add in a tad more of both with something like 2c-e or DOC. I wish I could add mescaline as well. I think it would be a truly godly combo. I am getting a good amount of nitrous for the first time in a long time though! Pretty estatic and should most defintely raise my spirits! Of course I'll strap on my good phones for the drop and probably listen to many good tunes throughout.
 
That sounds extreme in a delicious way. Never tried DPT, but hopefully someday i'll get the chance. Should have some more MXE any day, and i've got a few novel trypts the throw in the mix. Psychs go with Mxe like butter on toast baby, butter on toast.
 
Yeah DPT is imo rather profound in a religious way almost rather than the potential of DMT or LSD etc to be spiritual. It's so progressive in-your-face, those feelings of everything being holy and miracles happening and the whole god-theme. 5-MeO-DMT does that too for me. I guess they really flip the religion switch.
And of course dissociatives can add a manic and deep touch with depersonalisation added. Sounds like the perfect recipe for messianic / jesus trips. Not to be blase about it, something like that makes me crap my pants a little!

TNW that you got the idea to take DPT actually reminds me of when I took about 47 mg of zopiclone and got the 'brilliant' (also risky) idea to start IMing considerable quantities of 5-MeO-DMT... what kind of tendency or intuition is that? It's imo different from the disinhibition I get from alcohol, to just get shitfaced on other drugs as well. This seemed more specific, as 5-MeO-DMT is not a 'high' to me with a reliable payoff, it's usually mostly scary.

@Xorkoth, that is some situation you have - mostly promising and apparently a good match for your needs... but it also seems like potential for complications. Just stay open about it I guess, and if you trust each other and you trust your gut feeling .. surely you can make it work somehow.
 
Yeah it's a pretty good situation to be in but I do feel a little weird about it right now, before discussing with the current girl, because I really want nothing less than to hurt her, she's great. At the same time I really need to know about this other one. I had the most intense amount of sudden feelings for her when we first hung out that I have ever had for anyone. Plus she's irresistably attractive... I can't help but have that be a factor.

It's funny you called me a lady's man Help, because I've never considered myself that. Until I grew up I was always really nervous around women, I kind of still am; not about talking to them, that's easy, but in making that move from talking/friends to something more. My tactic is to let them come to me. Both of these girls messaged me out of the blue on Ok Cupid.

I will admit I've hit a windfall of women though. :D

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so i've been remembering more details about this trip over these weeks after it. two things i didn't mention in this post^:

1. there were messianic overtones during the most intense part of the trip. it felt like some major change was happening and through that change i was becoming the next messiah. i of course don't take those thoughts too seriously after the fact -- it is easily attributable to classic psychedelic delusions of grandeur. and besides, its not the first time i've thought i was jesus on a trip. =p

more long-term significantly, though---- 2. when i was approaching eternity, it felt like i was trying to solve a puzzle. and every time i got closer to eternity, i realize that eternity is not only the problem but the solution. like a question answer pair -- "eternity? eternity." eternity is both the poison and the cure. the source of all suffering and the source of all joy. it was when i realize the duality of eternity that i entered that bliss state.
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I've had really similar experiences to some of this. One time in particular I really had a messianic feeling trip going on... afterwards I didn't still think so, but during the trip I believed it. But even more I relate to the last part... during my 2C-E +4 experience I experienced something really similar. It gave me a quick glimpse back there for a moment when I read this. :)
 
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