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^Hi Help :)

So, lost a good chunk of the weekend with etizolam and soem ofthat was at work :| I didnt do anything stupid but had way more then intended.... Ot feels great and all but zaps my memory. I felt really almost paranoid during it because i could sense how impaired I seemed. THOugh no interaction really with people at my work so all good....

Smal bit of g still feel quite spazzedd out :D
 
Holy fucking shit what a festival. Everyone tripping balls on LSD, DOC, 4-HO-MET, MXE, MDMA, Ket, 2C-B and so on. First time I took LSD 2 days in a row, took LSD+K and candyflipped too. Amazing stuff, Finland really has a real good psychedelic ug scene, what an afterglow. Graham Hancock was there too, Kosmos Festival :)


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Hey Swirlow! That's to bad but at least something bad wasn't something terrible. Benzos at work are the worst except in the lowest of doses.

That's why I love festivals. It's like going to another world for a few days. You make cool new friends, see some weird shit, listen to great music, do drugs, and camp! Can't get much better! What's the weather like in Finland?
 
It was around 15-20 C the whole weekend, usually it's warmer in the summer though. Yeah man I love psychedelic forest festivals. So many like-minded people who are genuine persons. Got to meet a few friends who I haven't seen in years too. I was in a similar festival last year but I didn't trip so hard then, taking a strongish dose of psychedelics in a setting like that is just AMAZING.
 
Not really hey. I mean it depends on what you'd define as 'around my area' though, since my city is actually quite small. Could count an abandoned building on the other side of town as 'where I'm at' haha :P

Though nah not particularly. All the old derelict kinda industrial areas are quite small and not entirely abandoned anyway.

How come?
 
My girl's ex-boyfriend is leaving tomorrow. It's been a really good visit. We have hung out a lot, and he came river hiking with me and my friend and took some DOC with us.

On somewhat of a tangent, I've been noticing that DOC has been taking longer and longer to release its stimulation on me. It used to be, if I took it at a full dose (3mg for me) at 11-12 in the morning/noon, I'd be able to sleep by, say, 4am, but now, I basically can't sleep that night unless I take a benzo, too much residual energy. I think it's getting stronger for me too at lower dosages... Saturday I took only 1.25mg and had a trip that was easily as strong as plenty of my 3mg trips have been, and I still felt residual stimulation for much of the whole next day. Hmm... shortly I will be able to try DOPr (which I'm super excited about) but it lasts quite a bit longer than DOC, I wonder how I'll deal with that? 20-30 hours instead of 12-20 hours. Whoo... goo thing I enjoy long durations. By all accounts so far, DOPr is euphoric and feels good, like DOC, so I suspect I'll mostly like it. I love DOC's duration in general, a whole day of tripping but not more. More than a day of tripping, now that's pretty next level.

Laika said:
I prefer high proof liqqer. Also good on the wallet. And yeah not running to the bathroom every one and a half minutes.
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That's the worst part about beer, though I prefger the beer drunk, I think because it's more gradual. I used to prefer liquor but it feels more jangly and toxic to me, probably due to the rapid absorption.

yepyepwoah said:
I guess that's better than Milwaukee best... But come on. Bud ice, miller high life, and king cobra 40z were my swag when I was drinkin cheap.

I quit drinkin back in 2010... Was ij a grocery store yesterday lookin at beer prices. Is it just me or have they gone up across the board?
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Prices for everything seem to be going steadily up as the years tick by.

Help?!?! said:
Hey Swirlow! That's to bad but at least something bad wasn't something terrible. Benzos at work are the worst except in the lowest of doses.

That's why I love festivals. It's like going to another world for a few days. You make cool new friends, see some weird shit, listen to great music, do drugs, and camp! Can't get much better! What's the weather like in Finland?
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Yeah man, festivals are the best. I hope to go to a few more this year. My favorite one I've been to was a small local forest/river festival, most everyone there knew each other (except me and my friend met them all for the first time), drug use was totally open and there was absolutely no police presence, and the whole thing was so chill and community-oriented. There was a guy walking around with an ornate carve spoon (a huge spoon) anointing peoples' LSD before they took it like some sort of priest. =D
 
Gotta say Xor, you are much more open minded than me. I'm not the jealous type at all but I wouldn't want to be spending very much time with the GFs ex. Even if they were only friends it would be a little weird. Esp. inside jokes and all of that. I know monogamy isn't for everybody and lines get blurred all the time with relationships but it would be strange. Glad you had a good time though. That's confidence in a relationship.

I think LSD has been stronger for me as I get older too or I have been getting damn strong tabs. 3 tabs was a standard for me, sometimes up to a ten strip just for kicks. Now I get my head blown off sometimes with 2. It's the old age I think Xor and I believe you to be around the same age as me. Tripping more than 12 hours would be too much for me I think. I'd like to try DOx and I don't really have bad trips anymore but I get tired after 12 hours. Too much dopamine and peripheral effects after that.

I mostly drink shit beer now, not too many options around where I live. I can't handle a liquor buzz anymore and it does feel toxic to me as well. My sweet spot is 2-4 pints. Any more than that and I feel shitty. So I try to keep it to a couple.

Meaning to get to some more festies this year. Hulaween is up to over 200 bucks. Love a festival but seems so pricey now. After it's all said and done I end up spending over five hundred bucks. Cash grab'd. Ya know?
 
Try to find some small local festivals, the one I went to was $20 and was the most fun I've had at one.

Yeah, I was feeling weird and jealous-like about it until I met him... I knew I'd like him when we met because she has told me on numerous occasions that we'd get along great, and it's true. Before I met him it was just some faceless idea of an ex-boyfriend she's really close with, and it was weird, but then I put a person to that concept and it wasn't an issue anymore. Plus when I saw them interacting, they obviously have nothing romantic anymore between them, and all my friends agreed (and also they all liked him a lot). One day he and I just hung out while she worked, and it was awesome. I'm sorry to see him go actually, he's definitely a friend of mine now too. I'm hoping I get to go visit him with her in California sometime. Also I got to ask him about some stuff I'd been wondering, for example, she always puts on this attitude like her dad is so exasperating and intense and not really there for her, but I always suspected that it's remnants from her upbringing (parents divorced, went back and forth, etc). I found out I'm right) and that he's a nice guy and supportive, though he can be pretty intense sometimes. So now I'm not so nervous to meet him.

Anyway, even if I did have an issue with it, I'd be losing her because of it I'm sure... there's just no jealousy or restrictions between us and I'm sure it would turn her off if I started acting like that. Because honestly that wouldn't be cool of me... she had a life before me, 28 years of it. It's nice that she has such a good relationship with her ex-boyfriend, it shows a lot of maturity and stability and they basically just grew into friends over time so no reason to cut him out of her life.

I'm 32 by the way, not sure if we're the same/similar age or not. :)
 
Right on man, insecurity is definitely a turn off for most people. Good job handling the situation well and not jumping to conclusions.

I'd like to do something cheap and local but big fests are really all the love FL gets. I know a lot of people that are involved with some fests down here but FL isn't super heady for the most part. There are some smaller ones that are gems but are harder to find than in states like in my home of CO.

I turn 32 at the end of the year. Old man basically. lol
 
I think I too am becoming less of a hardhead to drugs in general, and definitely to LSD and 2Cs, in my twilight years (I'm 28, but a decade of copious drug use and terrible diet/exercise habits plus the hermit lifestyle and general disdain for pop culture makes me feel like an old man already :P ). I'm also getting consistently excellent blotter nowadays, not random shitty tabs from small town college dealers, but still - those 2 tabs at the Dead show hit me harder than I expected. I'm glad I didn't decide to take 3 or 4 like I was tempted to; it might have been too intense at that point, especially when dealing with the tidal wave of sweaty, stinky hippies on the way in/out of Soldier Field (that might have been the single worst thing I've ever smelled... Good Lord, Deadheads, learn2shower).

I'm trying to decide if it's worth the risk to bring a bit of blotter and/or a dose of molly to Europe. A couple tabs and a day at the Louvre seems like it could be a pretty magical experience... On the other hand, I don't really want to extend my stay in the EU by winding up rotting in some Polish prison or some shit. If I had been thinking about this shit in advance I could have acquired some plain white unperforated blotter, all I have is perfed and printed... But still, it's blotter, it's a tiny slip of paper that is next to impossible to detect passively. Molly is a bit trickier but I figure I could probably get away with slipping a gelcap of molly in with a bunch of gelcaps of something similar-looking and legal. Phenibut, perhaps. I'm definitely not gonna bring weed like I almost always do on domestic flights, lol... But I haven't ruled out bringing some hash oil-infused ecig juice along with an assortment of legit nicotine-only blends. The only international flights I've ever taken were between the US and Canada, pre-9/11, as a minor with no interest in smuggling anything illegal, so I don't know how paranoid I need to be about customs.

Oh, and I need to remember to make sure I'm not gonna get myself in legal trouble anywhere in the EU by bringing my prescribed Adderall XR. I've heard horror stories - mostly from tourists visiting East Asia, IIRC, but I know Adderall isn't nearly as widely available in Europe. Plus, I'm a law student - I'm supposed to be on top of this kinda shit. I don't wanna have to explain to future would-be employers why I didn't look into local laws before traveling overseas :P
 
In all honesty man it's really not worth it. The odds are that they will never find it and at least in germany, there isn't much of a customs thing going on like here in the US. But it's sketchy. Whatever happiness it will bring you is not worth risking the negativity of many years of you do get busted. Incarceration can definitely scar you whether you do a few months or a few years and that fucked up feeling doesn't really ever go away IME. Nothing is worth that brother.

If you do, keep it in the safe (ass). I've never heard of anyone getting cavity searched traveling abroad but it could happen.
 
probably comes as no surprise to those that know me, but i think i'm finally ready to admit that i'm addicted to DXM.

the biggest downside of my addiction is the cost. i'm fairly healthy.

hm.
 
^ I can relate to dissociative addiction. I got addicted to MXE easily. When I started using it, I promised myself that I would never take it more than once per week. Soon, "weekly" came to mean spending my whole weekend on MXE, and eventually I was using it daily. The only thing that got me to stop was the development of worrying physical symptoms (sharp internal pains).

I remember feeling that DXM had a negative effect on my memory - do you think that DXM addiction causes cognitive impairment?


Speaking of risky recreational drug use, I know you're not supposed to combine benzos and alcohol, but I've been enjoying Lorazepam + a glass of wine as an occasional treat. Do as I say, not as I do.
 
TNW, I had a friend who was addicted to DXM in high school, all ended with him OD'ing. Pretty crazy. There was a patch of woods you walked through to get to his house that was next to a Giant Eagle grocery. It was aptly named "DXM row" because of all the empty robo gel bottles/containers throw about.... How often are you dosing?

I too see a possible pattern that seems to elicit that I also seem to need less when dosing now a days. I think it's a mixture of me just not going as hard or far as I used and possibly being more sensitive then I once was. Pretty cool id much rather need less than more!

I'd probably take blotter with me. It's really pretty easy to hide that sort of a thing. Really though it would also have to depend on the destination....

Man I'm a terrible drug abuser. I always combine gabaergics. There's many days I'll use a benzo to potentiate my pregabalin or some ethanol, muscle relaxers, etc. Once I had a tolerance it wasn't that hard and even before really... Though I really don't blackout or do anything crazy. I've always been a risk taker though, makes life more interesting.

I've always loved as well, that I have this festival camp ground run year long. Even its popular festivals aren't that expensive and it's a really amazing place. To bad I haven't been in a couple years...
 
well, my doses are low, which is good, but ive eating a single bottle of robogels 1-4 days a week for years now.

the stupidest thing is i even can order dissociative RCs online. i just never want to spend more than $5 at a time. and i always think that this will be the last time i spend $5 on the stuff. but $5 at a time adds up a whole lot in the long run.

plus the paranoia of mail ordering stuff.

i mean, at the very least, if i'm going to be spending this much each week on dissociatives, i should be getting pure stuff instead of consuming all this extra bullshit thats in these gel capsules.

but for some reason i never follow my own best judgement.
 
solistus said:
I think I too am becoming less of a hardhead to drugs in general, and definitely to LSD and 2Cs, in my twilight years (I'm 28, but a decade of copious drug use and terrible diet/exercise habits plus the hermit lifestyle and general disdain for pop culture makes me feel like an old man already :P ). I'm also getting consistently excellent blotter nowadays, not random shitty tabs from small town college dealers, but still - those 2 tabs at the Dead show hit me harder than I expected. I'm glad I didn't decide to take 3 or 4 like I was tempted to; it might have been too intense at that point, especially when dealing with the tidal wave of sweaty, stinky hippies on the way in/out of Soldier Field (that might have been the single worst thing I've ever smelled... Good Lord, Deadheads, learn2shower).

I'm trying to decide if it's worth the risk to bring a bit of blotter and/or a dose of molly to Europe. A couple tabs and a day at the Louvre seems like it could be a pretty magical experience... On the other hand, I don't really want to extend my stay in the EU by winding up rotting in some Polish prison or some shit. If I had been thinking about this shit in advance I could have acquired some plain white unperforated blotter, all I have is perfed and printed... But still, it's blotter, it's a tiny slip of paper that is next to impossible to detect passively. Molly is a bit trickier but I figure I could probably get away with slipping a gelcap of molly in with a bunch of gelcaps of something similar-looking and legal. Phenibut, perhaps. I'm definitely not gonna bring weed like I almost always do on domestic flights, lol... But I haven't ruled out bringing some hash oil-infused ecig juice along with an assortment of legit nicotine-only blends. The only international flights I've ever taken were between the US and Canada, pre-9/11, as a minor with no interest in smuggling anything illegal, so I don't know how paranoid I need to be about customs.

Oh, and I need to remember to make sure I'm not gonna get myself in legal trouble anywhere in the EU by bringing my prescribed Adderall XR. I've heard horror stories - mostly from tourists visiting East Asia, IIRC, but I know Adderall isn't nearly as widely available in Europe. Plus, I'm a law student - I'm supposed to be on top of this kinda shit. I don't wanna have to explain to future would-be employers why I didn't look into local laws before traveling overseas :P
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Hmm, probably not worth it. I've brought RCs on a plane and I did bring a couple of hits of acid once. For the RCs I just put some in gel caps and put them in a bottle of something like gotu kola or whatever. I brought opiate comfort meds a lot when I was on them, such as pregabalin or baclofen, in a bottle of vitamin C pills that looks similar to the pills I was hiding. Acid I just put at the bottom of a bottle or maybe my wallet, I can't remember. I even once brought a couple of oxycontin pills, I wrapped them in a cigarette cellophane, tightly, and melted it shut, then I held it in my mouth under my tongue through security. That was the riskiest move I've made. Actually once I packed half my duffel full of packs of poppy seeds so I could make poppy tea 3 times while I was visiting, that would have gotten some questions but they didn't notice somehow.

Still the risk probably isn't worth it... the consequences for failure are severe, an airport is the LAST place you want to get caught with something illegal.

TheAppleCore said:
Speaking of risky recreational drug use, I know you're not supposed to combine benzos and alcohol, but I've been enjoying Lorazepam + a glass of wine as an occasional treat. Do as I say, not as I do.
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It's not that dangerous in low doses, it's just easy to get carried away. I definitely wouldn't recommend it but I'm not innocent of such combinations myself.

pharmakos said:
well, my doses are low, which is good, but ive eating a single bottle of robogels 1-4 days a week for years now.

the stupidest thing is i even can order dissociative RCs online. i just never want to spend more than $5 at a time. and i always think that this will be the last time i spend $5 on the stuff. but $5 at a time adds up a whole lot in the long run.
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That's what I did with opiates man. I was buying kratom/poppy seeds from stores so I could do one dose at a time instead of a larger bulk, I kept saying "this will be the last time"... plus I didn't trust myself with larger amounts. But fuck if I didn't spend a SHIT TON of money that way over the years after I stopped buying in bulk.
 
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