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IF said:
In fact, it wasn't until several months after turning 21 that I made my first legal alcohol purchase.
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The day I turned 21 I bought a bottle of Laphroaig and a bottle of Pastis Prado.

TAC said:
That's why I'm trying to move to another city right now.
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Another city in the area, or another county?
 
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Good weekend... and samadhi_smiles moved into my extra room on Saturday. It's been really cool so far, a good friend to chill with, someone who likes to cook meals and eat good food (I cooked a badass fish/sauce/caramelized peaches/salad with homemade dressing dinner last night for he and my girl after I got back from hiking). He's helping me with household repairs/maintenance and he's super helpful and considerate around the house. And he paid me in cash and AL-LAD right away. :D Right now his dog is in his room, she and my cats are going to take some time to get accustomed to each other. She's the craziest little dog I've ever known (she's a blue heeler under a year old), but I love her, she's great.

trozzle said:
I was designed driver on the night of my 18th birthday, which fell on a Thursday (BUSY cheap night out lol). Didn't drink til about 19. Fkn stroke, lol.

So officially marks 1 year with my girl :) ahh, how time flies :)
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Congrats man. :) It sure does. I've been seeing this girl for 8 months now, since last September about this date. Crazy, definitely doesn't seem that long at all. Time is a weird thing, it seems to move faster and faster the older you get. It freaked me out for a few years when I basically wasn't doing anything cool with my life, but now, although I wish it would slow down sometimes, at least I'm doing a lot with that time.
 
Mane
i took 120 earlier.
aint been high all day.
at all.
shit sucks.
I will be sleeping tonight.
its the worst of all when you dont go up at all
When youre not up, but not down, and you dont have access to any more to go up.
you wont even end up going far down but its like
whats the point
id rather take none than not a good amount.
Cause if i dont get good then i just sit for hours wishing i did.
 
I figured it was going to do more.
as of late, my tolerance seems to have lowered.
so 120 wouldnt be too far off, had that trend continued.
its depressing.
right now i dont feel like doing shit, cause i feel like shit. Not awake but not real tired.
Ill probably pack it in in an hour or two hopefully.
feel exhausted.
the whole point is to not feel exhausted man.
this sucks.
i feel like ive done like 2 days right now when i havent even done one. I took it like an hour after i got up when i came into work.
at least i dont have shit to do tomorrow.
tolerance sucks
 
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To stay up full 2 days, not just feel like shit cant sleep but exhausted, still functioning and shit, i need probably between about 5-600mg of damp, at least double that for street speed.
if i want to have fun at least.
Evidently my tolerance has rebounded up again.
It seemed to have gone down lately too.
180 prob would have gotten me decent, by the llamaz estimate via mental calculator.
tolerance sucks man. It really does.
it doesnt seem to go away either.
 
I'm curious about amps, but not enough to go out of my way to try em... Particularly without a reason, coz I'd rather not destroy my appetite and sleeping pattern for the hell of it lol
 
from the sounds of it, its hard to get decently pure amphetamine outside of the USA

at least US vs. Europe, but i presume Australia has some of the same limitations.
 
Eurospeed though is so cheap that purity imo equals out.
i wouldnt want to use amphetamines in australia. From what i gather they give too much of a shit, and everyone smokes crystal and thats it, but they dont smoke up proper imo and that completely ruins the entire concept.
the whole point of speed/amps/crystal is supposed to be that its cheap. Australia speed prices are ridiculous, and people cant afford to use properly with the street speed and scripts seem hard to come by and shit so its like wot why even bother.
Thats wot i dont get. At least crackas i know in las vegas/the price in vegas when i was there, i could get a good quality quarter oz for what youd pay for a .5 in australia probably. I couldnt believe how cheap the shit is out there.
amps outside of the us imo arent even worth doing.
no sense in doing them if you arent doin it up big, and no sense in doing them if its going to cost you an arm and a leg.
I need to write a manual on how to do speed properly. Cause theyll do ya head in and that if you doitrong.
 
More likely to get meth then anything in australia. Dexamphetamine prescription is great though.

So, I got a cat :) A little black/red thing named Brenda. She's currently hiding under our bed :) So cute..
 
trozzle said:
I'd rather not destroy my appetite and sleeping pattern for the hell of it lol
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Not having an appetite is one the things I like most about stimulants. Glad they got me on the bupropion, it's good stuff, I gets me my DA and NE without any of that abusability/recreational nonsense. Not sleeping has advantages too, a few days of very poor (or no) sleep has me manic, with a psychotic tinge that's kinda fun in a twisted kind of way (even though it is mostly unpleasant).

In other news, after a month and a half break (besides half-a-dozen times when I broke my break) I've resumed consumption of cannabis. I fell asleep at the computer last night, herb and booze and seroquel make a nicely sedating combo.


P.S. It's that time of year again, so I'm a magnolia blossom.
 
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These crackas in vegas, we got high/i bought some speed, and then we went to hang out at a ghetto ass convienence store and play penny slots/watch tv right.
these crackas smoked a little and were eatin and shit after.
i was like wat. How is you guys eatin. Youre high right? I couldnt eat shit right now.
then again they didnt smoke that much.
not eating doesnt bother you at all when youre high.
its fun not sleeping though (it really is. At least i like staying up all night. Im a night kind of cat though...)
Not sleeping makes you retarded and the delusions start around day 3 though. I can go one or two days up no problem so long as i am high/iz got enough speed to stay where i wanna be.
im putting off sleeping tonight till about 5.
i could probably get to sleep nowish if i wanted to.
but i feel like staying up a little bit longer.
the nights go too quickly.
that quill puts you the fuck out though. Bettee than anything i iz ever taken other than temazepam. Quill will put me to sleep quick.
i wish i could smoke marijuanas.
 
My other band members are back in town for a couple of days, just got in this morning. They just got over to the bass player's place, I'm heading over in 10 minutes, and we're going to jam and record. I'm super excited. :) It's been like a month and a half or so since they moved temporarily (?) to Florida. It's gonna be awesome to see them again. I'm bringing my tryptamines because I have a feeling they might want to trip after we play, or even during, knowing the guitar player. I probably won't tell him I have them until after we play because even though it's really fun to play while tripping, it's also really hard to focus on getting things accomplished and I want to accomplish something.

willow11 said:
So, I got a cat :) A little black/red thing named Brenda. She's currently hiding under our bed :) So cute..
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Awesome! I love cats, especially my cats. Treat your cat with respect and love (as I'm quite sure you will) and you will have a beautiful and sweet companion. Nothing like dogs, but amazing creatures who can be incredibly loving and personable.

trozzle said:
I'm curious about amps, but not enough to go out of my way to try em... Particularly without a reason, coz I'd rather not destroy my appetite and sleeping pattern for the hell of it lol
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Too many side effects for me, I got a handful of adderalls recently, I used to love them, and it was lackluster and had a comedown that was unpleasant. With meth, the high is a little better but the comedown is many times worse. I don't think I'll bother with them again, except maybe some substituted amphetamines. And psychedelic amphetamines of course.
 
^Yeah, she's really cute. Quite timid but also quite forward in ensuring she gets to sit on a lap at all times.

We renamed her Maggie; Brenda was just too human....:) I find some aspects of cat behaviour hard to understand. She seems to really like my beard. She just wants to rub herself on it. Miss Willow thinks Maggie is mistaking it for another cat (just attached to my face I suppose....:D) Confusing...
 
Cats love to rub, sweet cats anyway. :)

So last night was... really fucking intense. We played some music and listened to the guitar player illustrate his beautiful idea of a recording studio/music community he wants to develop when he comes back for good in late June. Then he got pretty fucked up on alcohol while also taking 4-AcO-DMT, and I took 4-HO-MiPT. He proceeded to break down about 2 things, which I won't mention, but which are pretty intense. He cried for a while and then all of us over there tried for hours to talk him through his intensely looping ruminations. I got pretty frustrating for everyone, and then finally I gave it a try again. Weirdly I hadn't felt much of anything from the psychedelic until I tried again. I decided to take the 100% transparency/honesty route. I held his head in my hands and told him I had said all I could and I didn't understand why he was still upset but it was becoming frustrating for me because he and I were both repeating ourselves endlessly. He pulled back somewhat wounded (in a "you're right I'm too intense and now I've hurt you" sort of way) and started closing off, so I pressed it and went into the stairwell with him and suddenly I was tripping pretty hard (I took some MXE a bit before that which I just realized is why)... I spent the next hour staring directly into his eyes trying to dig deep into his psyche. And it worked, it was really intense, I went way into his brain. He said that no one has ever taken so much effort to really listen and understand him before, and after some stuff that really tried my ability to stay positive, I managed to pull him up out of it. I discovered that he hurts so badly inside for a variety of reasons, and one of them is that he constantly doubts his own intentions. He seems to think he's somehow secretly a bad person even though he's actually pretty much the kindest and most generous and selfless person I know, all he wants for the world is love. It was so intense because I FELT it all and I understood for the first time. Towards the end of it he started crying again so I just hugged him and we talked for like 15 minutes while we were hugging, but it really seemed to transfer some of my positivity over to him. I really do think I instilled some understanding but it's hard to tell.

After that I was utterly exhausted, it really took a lot out of me. It's the second time in my life I've taken a trip with someone and had the trip utterly be consumed with their existential crisis. I felt nauseous after we resolved it and chilled for a bit, so I laid down on the floor and passed out. Woke up this morning pretty early and went home. But now the drummer (his friend he lives with and came back to town with, who had gone to hang out with different people last night) called and is pretty sure he didn't wake up in time to go his court date, which is what they came back to town for in the first place. He's speculating because he can't get ahold of him and can't get over to check, but it's based on knowing him. If in fact he didn't make it, then he's going to jail and I am going to be responsible for the remainder of his bail after they sell his equipment he left with the bail bondsman as collateral. I really fucking hope that doesn't happen. I also really wish I had not been so groggy this morning so I could have woken him up before I left... fuck. :\ I guess we'll see...
 
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